to my dear friend

wish i cld help u more. wish there was smthg i cld do. wish i cld change ur mind. wish i cld make u stay

but i want u to be happy. no matter what.

u're still my buddy.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I mïss you

love,
joyce

i'm sooo happy with my online buys!!!!!!

the first one is a kimono-lookalike top

then this F21 beaded halter

and this wetseal white sunglasses.

the first came in on friday, the other 2 on sat.. yippee:) which brgs me to inform u to pls read the previous post and buy the top if u like. cos i really dun.

CAN SOMEONE PLS BUY THIS FROM ME?!?!?!?!?!?! PRETTY PLEASSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEE

LETTING IT GO AT 20$ MAILED.

SIAN.

i have a confession to make. to my dear friends of the s55 clique: i wld like to sell away the pair of puma pumps that u guys gave me for 20th bday. it's not that i dun find it pretty. but if u guys had gone out with me long enuf, u all shld have figured tt i've never bought or ever wanted a pair of pumps.. hmm. oh wells. juz wanted to let u all know. *not tt i think many of u will be reading this entry anyway* so, rite now- i need the price of the shoes.
ps: yes, surong. u were right abt my body language tt nite. i juz didn't wana spoil the whole atmosphere n hype over it.

i wana buy new clothes, scarves, jeans, bags, shoes and everything else.

but i'm 'broke'.

i have decided that i will give tuition a shot, after my exams. and hopefully, the kid i take is well-mannered... i need a tutee that i can teach until i go for conversion. the pay is supposed to be saved, but, i guess it can also make up for the shopping sprees...

i think my mum will kill me if she sees that amt in my acct book.

oh wells.

why am i still thinking abt shopping when i have to study??

tmr will be a better day :)

it's a relieve. thank god.

i dunno what i shld say to her. but i hope she'll cheer up & move on.

the issues have been there. i've always noticed and have known what 'type of person' this person is like.. it's pretty darn obvious. it's juz that my dear fren wasn't as well-informed as i was... yikes.

had a long nap juz now.. those really long kind that u wake up from, thinking issit the next day already? in the end, nv go run lor. think can't run this week liao.. except weekends.. :(

it's not such a good feeling. although i know i'm not that unfortunate person. i have the sick feeling i am one of the few she mention as some 'came up with a new concept'. in that case, i'll definitely show the evidence and backup to my statement. becos i personally stronlgy feel that i dun deserve such a *&%$&#$!$# grade. unless it's becos of my electrode placement. in that case, it really sux then.

oh gosh. wat a dreaded feeling... and have to wait til after MS or CP :S speaking of which, it's 2 in the morning and i'm still awake. wonder if i can make it for class tmr at 9:S

and i really can't stand suctioning. it's a waste of my tissue packets!

i dunno how our RM grades will be.. there wasn't much of a positive comment with regards to where we 'did well'... :( i think she might go back and look thru our stuff and realise we have alot of loopholes.. :'(

oh wells, at least i'm 'free'. phew. i hope to make better decisions with regards to that, in future.

i still rmb u made that point. in the end, so many things had to change. what bullshit it was.


i cannot wait for rm to be over. pls do not bombard us with questions. please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i hope she won't be able to identify our loopholes.

a crazy semester.
i'm glad stats and rm will be over soon.
next week is chiong/pia-all-the-way week. in preparation for the crazy 2 weeks that follow. not to mention the written papers, which will come very shortly after these tests.

no stress yet.

my mum is gg for the operation next wk. really hope she wldn't go. wateva it is, i hope the pain goes away SOON. i wonder if she will get pre or post PT intervention?? hmm.. haha. ok, not funny still. surgery is a serious thing. i pray everything goes smoothly.

stats is stupid lah. i hope the paper is easy like what he mentioned b4.
and i hope nobody listens and bother to ask too many questions abt our rm which is full of loopholes. argh.

i'm optimistic abt passing my neuro and cp pract test. even tho i haven't begin my preparation. haha. at least i can HUFF (she said mine was an excellent huff. haha..) erm. ms prac is like stupid.

this weekend will be a productive one.

girl : hi, are you single?
random guy1 : yes
girl : are u gay?
random guy1 : yes
girl walks away

girl : hi, are you single?
random guy2 : yes
girl : are u gay?
random guy2 : no
girl : are u working?
random guy2 : no
girl walks away

girl : hi, are u single?
random guy3 : yes
girl : are u gay?
random guy3 : no
girl : are u working?
random guy3 : yes
both stares at each other and kisses on the mouth
girl: oh. *disappointed with the kiss*
girl walks away

this is really quite funny lah. it's a scene in p.s i love u. somemore at the lead's mourning service or smthg liddat. the girl is phoebe in friends. and she's really quite humerous leh.
but it does make me wonder if it's so simple tt u can juz walk up to a stranger and ask questions like that. doesn't it make u look desperate? or issit more of a straightforward kinda practice tt those women over there are starting to use since they're so sick of not being able to find the right man?

epa done. shld be alrite i hope. it's amazing how much information we can absorbed within days b4 our actual tests when these info were actually passed to us over a few months.

a lot of revision to be done :S
still got CP which turns out to be not-so-done after all
and stats too, which has kinda gone to a plateau
research meth. i think it'll be put off since our presentation is not next week. how typical.

there seems to be endless revision.

but i'm still gg to watch private practice online, and later on ugly betty 2

i'm having trouble waking up early these couple of weeks. have been rushing to sch for the 10am class. i even had to pay 14$ for today's cab fare cos i was SO VERY LATE. i hate taking cabs. it's juz the worst feeling ever. esp when the money comes out of ur own wallet. IT SUX. it's no excuse of spending the 30$ tt we earned by playing frisbee in the wee mornings during sundown. oh wells.

really hope to go for that jog tmr, provided 3 of my alarms all work properly.

Comms: 90% done
Research Method: >50% by friday?
CP: 95% done
Stats: 60% done

revision!!!! oh man. it's almost midnight. i wana sleep now so i can catch the germany match later without dozing off. i still need to revise physiology and stats. and i'm so distracted by THE INTERNET.

aeropostale is having a mega sale!!!

i want to sun tan!

i let my teacher put a cathether down my nose and into my mouth. i am so brave please! *haha, but i think the rest of the class is braver, cos they let each other(the not so-pro) put it down them!* HAHA

i wana hang out with my friends til late and catch a late night movie and play tennis the next day!

i dun really want a job alr. sian.

i'm getting paid 30$ for sundown marathon. of which 23$ goes to the zapped copy of TB. damn.

some ppls... are juz... so... argh... (it'll be over soon!!!)

ANYWAYS, i've had a great dinner with my great pals-sm,sy,wl at the hongkong cafe... totally enjoyed chatting with them :D then we made the impromptu decision of watching a late night movie- sex and the city at tiongbahru... sm had gone home to get her car (so that she can fetch us back after the movie. thanks fren! u're the best!) and i went wl's hse so that she cld take a quick shower..

the movie was better than what i expected... i wldn't really say it's a R21 movie.(haha, not that i know what's the difference betw M18 and R21) but it feels like M18 to me lah. i enjoy seeing the display of their close friendship.. haha.. hopefully my ntss and s55 frens will be like them.. haha.. MINUS all the gucci, LV and prada bags and designer labels outfits OF COURSE.

oh oh.. and dante is hot man! esp during the shower time! HAHA

and there was this cute angmoh outside the cinema... hahahahahahaha

oh oh.. and i almost got freaked out when i walked past this grp of guys and 1 girl at the bus stop tt sm alighted me at.. juz tot they were some baddies.. until one of them asked me where the bridge(the one tt links a couple of park) was.. phew. haha.. stupid of me.. parents have gone to bed when i reach home.. but shortly after i went to bed, my mum came over and was like - 'oh, u've came back?' and that was like in the nicest tone i've ever heard her spoken to me after cmg home... haha.

yups. i'd like to say my hols ended with a BANG!! or rather, on a happy note. haha.. later on will be playing tennis and badminton(maybe)...

which reminds me of the not-so-happy note.. SIAN.

got a call abt the flyer+balloon distribution job that i applied for. the guy mentioned smthg abt wearing a uniform. immed i thought of the hideous and gross jap uniform tt i saw some ppls were wearing at orchard some wks ago(no offense to jap sch's uniform. but juz the tot of it as a way of attracting ppls eeks me out). i asked the guy if it's Singtel and he says no. hopefully, it's juz a simple top and cap.. if need me to wear some bottom tt in one way or another exposes my fugly thigh down orchard-NO THANK YOU.

revising MS =)

at the same time, i simply and absolutely cannot resist that few online spree websites. i dunno man, i really DO NOT LIKE THE CLOTHES ON SGFLEA, but i juz can't stop myself from visiting it over and over again!!! ARGH. saw this spree which i tot wld make a good christmas presents to all my gal pals!!!!! hahaha.. but the thought of my last bank acct page juz reminds me that my savings have been dwindling(?). oh wells. i do hope that i get the vivo job this wkend *prays hard*

hols cmg to an end.. do hope to complete filming for comms, start on research meth ppt slides and also to revise physiology...

reflection

juz having one of those moments... thinking of whether i made the right decision of not having a CCA, not picking up tuition... and now, if i have the financial capability to attend an australian uni even if i do make the mark. i have yet to tell my parents about abt the fees... my older bro has started working, seems like the army is paying a good sum...

was trying to look for a part time weekend job and again, the cons outweigh the pros. after hols, it'll be like tests and presentations one straight after the other...

sigh.. money woes.. and here i am, looking at one of those high-waist belts. i dun think i shld get it, even tho it's cheap.

want to set up my online store to sell my old clothes. but kinda realised they're not in perfect conditions. oops. haha, wld give a 7/10 lah..


sigh. and so, i've wasted 1hr of the time tt i cld use to study. 11.30pm-spain playing later!! yes!!!

i can't stand myself sometimes either.. never seem to get through anything.. at all. well, except my studies lah. but still. i wish i had the mentality and determination tt my sports cca frens have...

this is juz one of those nites where i reflect upon what's gg on and try to make changes.. the world is constantly changing, and hence, wateva change i make, it can only last for a period. (good excuse, huh?)

on a lighter note, zoo was alrite. went wif jie, saw cerise. nothing interesting.

need the tan and tennis soon!!!

don't go crying, sobbing and looking pathetic when u don't reach ur expectations.
u have only yourself to blame.




it's an official break. relieved.


life's too short to be wasted by hanging ard with these ppls.

and so there's no news. at all. well well well.. some ppls do move on real fast!

had a great time at jie's bday party. played mahjong, drew those pretty paper figure thingy, had delicious meal and super yummy cake,played murderer wif pt1, played ps3 and, overall, was juz nice spending so much time wif my gd friends :DD thanks for the party fren!

me:lets hope we can replicate our cp results
joce: or do even better.

and so we did.

list of to-do things during this 2 wks hols
1) CP proj (half done, thanks to wh and gang)
2) Comms proj
3) Research Meth proj (have to get draft approved first)
4) Stats ( deadline wk 17. let's not fret too much first)
5) EPA prac test (soon)
6) Neuro prac test (soon later)
7) Stats ICA (ard the same time)
8) Neurophysio - read up, esp on prac too
9) MS notes
10) CP notes

i hope to complete half of everything. as in HALF of EACH ITEM. and i will do it.

oh. and i really can't stand all the shopping centre wif SO MUCH FOOD at their basement!!! argh!!! so annoying. like how can i resist the donut or icecream la?!!!

SIAN AH!!! IRRITATED. SLIGHTLY ANNOYED. I SHLD HAVE EXPECTED THIS. OH WELLS. GUESS IT HAS COME TO AN END.

THANK GOD.

NOW, JOYCE, IT'S TIME TO MOVE ON!!!

HOORAY TO BEING ONLINE WITHOUT GETTING BUGGED.

done wif 3 tests this wk!!!! means i get to enjoy the 2 wk break? NO!!! PROJECTS TO BE DONE (and graded :S) there's research meth, comms, stats, CP. omgod. so many leh.. and hardly done any concrete stuff yet.. which means we may have to return to sch almost every other day.
not to mention that we'll have stats ica (wk13) and the ^&%$%$#&* EPA pract test. and neuro too(somewhere along the few wks). AND, not to mention there's theory stuff that we have to read up on like physio, ms and cp, BECOS, very soon( i mean, VERY VERY SOON), the written exams will begin...

*breathless* juz writing these stuff.

this wk was quite a drama wk cos of cp and ms.. i'm glad i did above av for cp and reseach meth.. hopefully it'll be replicated for ms *fingers crossed*

THAT ASIDE. we shld really all take a decent break. hit the beach, get tanned, exercise more, go out for dinners, maybe ECP once? and tennis twice?

oh oh!! and for the first time, i tasted good maggi mee cooked by MOI! haha!!! i dunno why, but i was nv good at cooking those package maggi mee(the seasoning was always too little and soup tasted weird) but yea, it tasted oh-so-good. HAHA. juz being random.

and i'm really not sure if i still wana speak to u, cos our conversation is getting more boring and less exciting :((

looking forward to the jie's birthday party and sleepover!!!

life goes on.