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it's not fair leh... they never say got trials... gosh i screw up lor... then for recreational, they only select 20 odd ppls... i'm so upset... esp cos i did learn tennis... ya lar, i learn only for 8 lessons.. and i hardly practise it ever since sch started... but many of the girls also nv learn tennis b4... the worse thing is not that i bought the racket and nv got into the recreational team. it is the fact that others who din even had a single experience can actually go in... IT SUX!!! okay.. the fact that i juz mentioned has not been confirmed, that is juz wat i'm afraid of... But i still feel like i totally wasted money on learning the tennis course and buying such a good racket..EEKS!!! okay let's recall:
one of the balls thrown was way too fast, but i managed to hit it, ya, and it went to the other court... then, there was another one where i hit,not bad, but went out of court juz by a couple of inches... then, the worst, i hit a ball out of the court.. is that good or wat??? i mean, u see, it could mean that i have the strenght to hit it that high and up or it could mean that i'm really a horribly terrible player... anyway, we juz hit a few balls and were told to stop.. the person was like, which one's ur name? then she put a tick there... SO, is that good or wat? cos the 2 players infront of us, ( their names were there too according to my partner), but i din see any other ticks... SO, it could mean that we are good or simply, not cut out for tennis... ARGH!!! so wasted.. but then u think lah, if it's a tick, most likely, she call rite? Ya, she did say she'll contact us... ( i think is regardless of whether we're in or not..) sickening...
then, after that went to audi to watch the performance by band... i was definitely not very impressed by them.. not that i'm better lah, but i juz feel that many other secondary schs are juz as good (except ntss lah)... so, the student conductor was toking... quite lame lah.. then he did mention the word COMMITMENT... i dun think i can do it lor... commit to band that much...
anyway, there's this sports club that i signed up too.. they do various activites... something like odac lah, but not really... so.. if i dun can into tennis, i guess that's my only option...
OH PLEASE!!! let me at least get into the recreational team...