er... abit diao..

went for job application today.. with des... we were told to fill up the application form.. then... later we gave it to his lady, prob the in-charge.. and then she started a little mini interview.. there and then. so she asked a few ques... i said a few words in reply.. and so did des... then, she concluded.. that i was v. nervous.. and said that she wld give the job to des rather then me... well.. i wld be lying if i said i didn't feel a tinge of regret for getting des to come along... BUT... i dun blame her... really.. even if she wasn't there.. i would still have like.. 'played wif my hand' i dun really agree wif the lady that i was extremely nervous... maybe a little.. i mean, who wouldn't be??? well.. i think des didn't get the job cos she's gg overseas... well.. she was nice to 'push' the job to me.. (thx!) but i guess... i wasn't ready for the job... honestly, if e person calls and say she'll give me a trial, i'd rather she didn't....

i guess i'm not ready yet... for this sorta thing... after this interview.. which is like a huge lesson learnt on the impt of body language.. i think i shld juz stay at home and mug for next yr's As.. haha... oh.. and maybe i shld read up on books that teaches 'how to score for your interviews'
which i did... after leaving the shop.. haha.. i think the most impt thing is the confidence level part... which i'm totally lacking.... hmm... it's ok... it like a ... 'what do u call that' in my face... but.. life goes on.... i guess more imptantly, i shld pick up on such skills so that i wld be ready to look for jobs after As and also to prepare for possible interviews for universities...

and to make matters worse.. i was on my way home.. waiting at the bus stop.. there's this mini van that passed by carrying malay ppls wearing their beautiful costumes.. and this idiot suddenly pointed his middle finger at me... i was like???!!!!! what the hell??? i didn't look ard .. but there wasn't anyone siting near me... and i think that guy was actually pointing at me... i'm juz so pissed lah... watever... dun wanna continue.. otherwise i kana sued for racist comments.

well.. i'll be gg to the library soon... to read up on these kinda stuff... not sure whether i'll still be gg for any work interviews... i juz hope that more ppls will buy earrings from me so that i can earn some extra money... worse come to worse.. i'll use my nets lor.. which i dun want to...

PS: i'm ok! maybe i shld be glad that i can have all the time in the world to properly manage my hols and well.. window shopping is good too.. a form of exercise...