oh, i had alot of free time to think while at work.. i was making comparisons between all sorts of things.. like pri and sec sch. factory and admin work... schooling and working..

pri: lots of assessments to be done... everytime muz go buy assessment books and my parents will nag at me to finish everything.. 'No watching tv!!!', that's wat my folks always tell me at that age.
sec: the work gets tough.. lots of things to learn. stupid a math and physics... i hate both subj..

factory: earn more within a day cos of longer hrs. but has became a passive smoker during break time.. the pl is way too far.. only abt 5 hrs of slp everyday and can only watch the 5.30pm drama. had to stand for long hrs... bad for health.
admin: earn lesser of course for each day. no need to smell smoke cos air con area... can hang out with ppls of my 'type'... can watch more tv shows at nite... but need to decide wat to wear each day... then somemore still need to see the person's LIAN SE. but the work is definitely more 'challenging'(not toking abt the keys) and quite alot to learn(but i think it's not really applicable to other admin jobs..) it feels abit like gg to sch..

schooling: the stress of having to study and do well and better still do better than my peers really sux. other than tt, it's alrite cos of the company i have... the friends to gossip and tok abt hot guys and tv shows tt aired the nite before... it's great! lessons are a bore but it's cos of the company tt make us abit more awake..
work: there's stress too, no doubt, esp when things are demanded to be done by a certain time.. but then again, i get paid for my work... the downside is of course not being able to spend time with the friends i made over e few yrs... of course it gives me a chance to make new friends.. but when we only get 1hr of lunch break to chat with the others, it's kinda hard... oh, of course, having to see ppls' LIAN SE.. it sux.

but at least now i understand how my mum and dad feels... in the past, i didn't really get it.. it was juz making dinner and doin chores. wat's the big deal? now i noe... cos having to work for 8 hrs and then still need to look after the family... it is a big deal. it's tough man... now, all i can do i do wat my mum asks me to do so she'll have something less to worry abt.. tt's all i can do...

5 days of work has past.. i am so glad to be able to get a weekend's rest.. still need to shop for wedding dinner outfit and more clothes for work.. it's so sad i'm only getting my pay on the 20th next mth. argh. i hope next wk won't be tough.. btw, by the end of the first day, i was alr planning to quit after 1 mth... haha... we'll see...