wat a horrible week at work.. SHE wasn't here for 3 days! and i had to handle lots of stuff on my own.. stuff tt i''m still unsure and new at... and the stupid boss had to give me more work.. argh! anyway.. i dunno how many wrong things i had done.. sigh... if i make any HUGE mistakes, they wld find out by next week.. muahahaha.... FIRE ME!!!!
actually, i'm kinda 'scared' to work at this current office... i dun think my work is that important, but still the work to be done is of 'high relevance' REALLY. well, the past 3 days had definitely made me feel extremely 'vulnerable' and 'totally helpless'... all the boss's crap abt everyone being dispensable is bullshit. SHE wasn't here, and the others didn't seem to know exactly wat to do... and i think SHE was like avoiding my calls on the second and third day... hmpf!
was looking for jobs at the various websites.. not sure if i shld apply for othere jobs... i mean, the best possible thing abt my current company is its LOCATION... even if the pay at other pl are better, i wld prob have to spend more on transport... wat shld i do?!!!
i dunno how SHE'll react when she come back on mon... things tt are left at her table... things tt i've yet to complete - will she scream at me? it's a mon, it's a morning.. and her first day after being on leave for 3days... she cld be in a bad mood... oh my gosh... pls dun let her hate and detest me!!!
things tt i think went wrong:
1.i realise in the past, i've been faxing plain papers! cos i rmbed SHE told me, is paper face up, so well, i did tt for a couple of times until today, i saw this other guy did the other way, and then i was like - uh oh.
2.some of the auction/seizure reports came in, pat emailed the stuff alr... but i dunno whether to return to quantum law anot, so i left on her table. then there was this other same report(diff case) tt the dispatch guy put into the quantum law folder, but i think he may not have let pat send the 'email' so.. hmm.. i dunno... i zap a copy of it juz in case..
3.the AOS, ALOD- dunno whether confirm all right anot.. i did check and amended those wif mistakes.. but i'm a very low confident person.. i keep getting paranoid and worried.. and like, i'll check stuff, but then after checking, i'll still doubt my checking skills and wonder if i checked correctly!
4. got some ctb files to be opened.. i think i finish alr, but didn't past to zr, cos i not sure if i did it properly, and i wana wait til SHE come back b4 i proceed..
hai.... somebody give me a JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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