podiatry

i was looking for scholarship juz now but the dateline is over :S and then i came across this: overseas scholarship for podiatry.. not many ppls noe what's it abt, and there's no local courses available. i was tempted to apply for it, even tho i'm not crazy abt being a podiatrist. after all, for the past one yr, my goal was to become a physiotherapist.
but there it was. a chance- for a scholarship - overseas - degree.
did i mentioned tt i failed to get the scholarship which i submitted my application last min on the dateline itself last yr? erm. they didn't even call me up for an interview, probably becos my grades were juz average and my testimonial was soooo boring.

i wonder how many ppls will apply for this scholarship? maybe i'll be the only one? haha. then they'll give it to moi!

for those who think i'm interested in the scholarship becos of a certain *ahem*, it's a no. the thought did flash across though.. hehe

i needa submit a resume in order to apply for it.. i'm too lazy to type one out.

i needa participate in some form of cca like NYAA, to er, impress whoever it takes, to give the scholarship to me. if i do set out to start participating in NYAA, i've got to be committed.. and not give up halfway the way i did for squash. damn. and i probably have to give up my aus trip in sept.. oh this is not juz for scholarship for podiatry, it's also gg to be useful for my PT scholarship.

my grades juz ain't tt fabulous. it's passable. i wanted a 3.3 but i'm not close. and it's strange cos i tot the individual grades look good on its own. but becos my lousiest grade in both sems hold the most credit points, i guess tt's where it pulls down my gpa.

sigh sigh... shld i juz apply for the overseas podiatry thing? haha. high chance i won't get it anyway. and if they ask me to go down for interview these 2 wks, wat am i gg to say? and surely. all the troublesome things & emotions i have to do IF i do get it. nah. i won't get it. but still.. it's tempting. but hold on.. which country wil i be gg? better be aus.. AH. i'm overthinking this man. i'm not even typing out my resume yet!!! and on wat basis will they select me? my passable gpa? my empty cca record of 1 yr in nyp? my lack of enthusiam in class? failure to attend that v.impt tok tt we were strongly encouraged to go?

*yawns* so troublesome... i shld be revising for my clinicals tmr.. another 2 more wks!