21aug08

615:started revising for neurosci
730:went to tapao breakfast
740:strange sharp ache in tummy
740-9plus: pain. vomit. diarrhoea. cold sweat. weakness in legs. inform tt i may not be able to take the test
10: went to doctor. gastric flu perhaps
1045: she called. D+ for prac test(how awful). so if i take alternative and still fail overal, i have to repeat module, but if i take today's paper, fail, still got sub paper. of course, there's the possibility tt i might do super well in my alternative given more time to study. but it cld be hard to do too.
1115: made the decision to leave for sch.
1145-230: decided tt i have made the correct decision of cmg. the paper wasn't that easy. the questions asked are those tt i'll prob not focus on. so oh wells.
245: went home
330: saw A LOT of cockroaches at the void deck. was horrible sight! didn't dare to take the lift initially cos one of the cockroach entered it too. called my mum to come down. but i saw another maid and her ahma go in the lift, no cockroach, so i followed them in. eeks. n i realised there are DIFFERENT TYPES of cockroaches. like more than 3 types at least.

so here i am. done. and completed with my exams. supposed to be doing trf for my oldnavy stuff. but i dun dare to leave my home cos of the cockroaches

anyways, juz wanted to mention tt i didn't really breakdown during this period of studying... i mean, there were times when i doubted my ability and my knowledge of the topics. but i knew deep down, that wateva question tt's thrown at me, i'll somehow have a ans to it(of course, smtimes the ans are wrong la) anyway. tt's good. my gpa my gpa my gpa. i really don't think can make it.. esp cos of cp and neurosci :( GPA matters a lot!

i wana recover from this gastric flu thingy. i wana go out and have fun!