juz real like blogging abt stuff..
been slacking a lot. watching mtv-thecity and jon&kateplus8! love the gosselins! the sextuplets are soooo cute! but i still got a little prob telling who's who..

unfortunately. i'm have not booked my flight. i have a bad feeling abt it. it's not really procrastinating. it's more of uncertainty on so many levels. where am i gonna stay? i dun wana stay alone! how am i gonna get ard places? do i have enuf money?? :(( why am i gg this yr when i'll prob go there next yr? tt's like. argh.

on the other hand. it'll be cool to do something big like this for my 21st. something different. special. unique.
ps. there is something awkward i find abt the bday parties. i dunno. guess its the cliquish-effects.

anyways. i do really feel like shopping. online. vivo. orchard.
f21 red leather clutch.
pretty dresses which i have no occasion to wear to. haha.
and i hate the fact tt i need to buy concession. 52 bucks. plus plus plus for the train rides. argh. stupid transport.