i read someone's profile juz now... i'm not sure whether i shld call her my good friend cos i dun think she treats me as one... Maybe cos i drifted away from them ...but i always see them as my good bunch of friends... and i did try to hang out with them as much as possible... It's juz a status thingy... she din wrote it down... I'm really upset... But good thing is, i won't be seeing her for the next 3 mths... and hopefully for the rest of my life... Not that i hate her to the core.. it's juz a huge disappointment to me... thing is, i'm so bothered by the fact that i hope i won't have to see her again...
... She probably feels that i have left them for another grp of friends.. it's not true lor... it's juz that i am always the 'blur one and the dun out often with them' person.. i nv knew who or wat they were toking about... maybe it's my fault that i dun initiat and ask them... but i always felt like an outcast...
... i spent more time with sy they all in sec3 &4 cos we take the same bus home and we can tok and understand each other better... But then i suppose the 2 yrs of frienship back in sec 1and 2 were not memorable enuf for u to call me ur gd friend...
maybe wat i'm saying sounds chilidish.. i dunno... it's juz that - everyone else was listed.. everone, except me...
i juz wanna let u noe, u've always been one of my good friends ....
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