crappy

had a bad start during the session. realised tt i sux at tennis. esp if i dun practise regularly. partnered coach for doubles cos i had no choice which was becos i was the lousiest out there. sense of inferiority. did manage to serve better than the past 2-3 sessions... but no comments by him during serving prac. once again, sense of inferiority. fell down and hurt my knee. ouch. [i had a bad feeling when i decided to wear the pair of loose socks. hai. shall get a nice pair of nike tennis socks when i start playing regular tennis in future.]


of course me and coach win 2/2 of the matches. like, come on, we are such an AWESOME pair! i juz served/returned serve and stood at the back, while he totally chionged for every single shot. thanks coach! i juz LOVE WINNING without doing anything at all!


it's not i dun wan to run lor, but i do get a tinge of feeling tt he'd rather play the point out himself then like let me screw up. yes, sense of inferiority, once again. tt's why i chose to remain at the back. Then again, there's the fact tt he's a faster runner, so seeing tt i wasn't in the service box, he naturally ran up immed. Then again, he didn't ask me to stand in the box cos he knew i wasn't as gd as isabell when it comes to volleys. Then again, i had no initaitive. WATEVA JOYCE! yes, sometimes i can't stand myself either... always coming up with the perfect excuses...


i didn't really like the waiting part. before the session ended, i partnered another guy to play the last few point. then i felt more relaxed and put in more effort to run forward cos afterall, he seems more willing in giving me chance to hit the balls.


yes, i had my good moments today.. lucky shots here and there. but we all know it's juz lucky shots, so even if it's like dumbfoundedly good lucky shots, i still felt lousy out there tonite.




if only u knew... THEN AGAIN... oh wateva, YOU NEVER WILL.