i had a strange dream while taking a nap juz now.

i think my sec sch frens and i and another bunch of ppls were at this place holidaying. then halfway during the 'tour', we were spolited up, and i was somehow left alone with a bunch of strangers while my close frens went their own ways.
then afterward, we went back by a car driven by one of my fren, simin...(see! i noe u can pass ur driving test!) In that car, i dunno how big, but can fit me, sy, yh, wl, ap and of course the driver sm.. not sure who sat next to sm tho.. haha.. weird.
So i sorta had this huge confrontation with the rest of them, whereby i was telling them how left out i felt, and i think there was this one que tt i popped up, "do u guys still want me as ur fren? of juz the kind tt u all say hello and bye to only?" nobody answered.. they remained silent.. hmm.. then afterwards i said smthg like 'hello?! we're 22 yrs old! can u all be mature and ans the que".. then i think the rest of them said smthg like 'no, we're 17 only...' and they smiled..

i suppose they meant tt our friendship is juz the same as tt when we were 17?

haha.. anyway, i sorta teared after the dream, when i wake up... one tear only. yup, wateva it is, tho we're separated cos of the diff schs we're in, and even tho there's still a tiny primary grp formed within this sorta informal and small secondary grp, i hope our friendship is still strong and er.... strong?! LOL.. sorry ah.. not gd wif this sorta stuff... juz wana say thank you to all for being a fren to me the past years, and may our friendships last even longer.. til our children's generation.. haha..



anyway, tt aside, i did well for another paper again. muz say i'm totally shocked, cos after the paper, i felt like i wldn't do well at all..
ya.. anyway, sorry fren... i wasn't there for you... i hope u feel better now and juz persevere for the last week ok?! cheer up!