i was taken aback when he told me smthg in the email. i guess he was right. i sorta came to the realisation, that i have no life. i only have school. my so-called life revolves ard sch&stress. and it sux.
anyway, on the way to dinner in the car, i sorta teared up.. but managed to fight back all the tears and prevented a breakdown in front of my unaware parents.
there's no exams cmg up. but clinicals, UL Ax & Rx, giving instructions, and all these are juz bothering me a lot. not to mention-my future.
i really hope i can pull through all these.. i've came such a long way. and i dun wana give it all up. i juz really hope i know what i'm doing. i hope i'm doing the right thing.
everything is gg to juz get tougher. will it get any easier? seeing the yr3s, they seem to know it all. will i get to that stage?
now's the time to be strong... crying is only of a temporary relief. after all the crying, it's back to reality.
i wish there was more to life than sch. i wish i cld be doing more things, having more fun. i wish i have other commitments other than sch. i wish i was studying in australia from yr1. i think i'd have a better chance succeeding with the pace gg slower. i wish i had a life tt actually feels like one.
i wish. life was easier. on me.
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