campus rumpus

today is the day!!! campus rumpus with the saints... reached there pretty early, when there's actually no need to.. mainly sat around and stone... walked ard the whole track to see the various activites... i tried the BIG slide, the haunted house.. it was really scary lor!! i couldn't hear the story.. and i was wondering how the tour guide kinda looked invisible... i think it was not bad lor... i knew someone was touching my shoulder... i was like.. 'stop touching my shoulder...', screamed alittle... luckily, it was in grps of five... so not bad... well done! i din really played much of the games as i had planned to do so... i had alot of tickets... i spent $60 on tee shirts... then.. some drinks and food... our stall- cocobowl was not bad lah... many guys were like.. interested.. until they rolled their first coconut.. it was either too hard or wrong side... they were like stunned! yah.. hehe.... they tot wrongly... it actually required some sort of skill... not the kind of bowling skill though... yah.. my record was 9 pins down... and yes, there were stikes... so, nothing is impossible...

i was actually quite erm.. *diao*.. cos.. i wasw helping the 'cool' clique during their shifts... 2 of them were in the tents, doing the tougher job of getting hit by the coconut.. i was like holding the tins and colecting the money... yes, under the hot sun... then, they had like no appreciation of me helping them.... it's like when i told V i was going and passed her the tin, she din even say thanks for helping or bye.. they were like slacking lor... okay lah, maybe i was mean too.. like, when weijing was helping out during our shifts.. i din really thanked her... but i said bye! ya.. wadeva, i'm the lame one... oh, weijing was helping cos she had to leave early, and couldn't do her shift... ya...

oh, next thing.. it's either i'm really paranoid, or i seriously think that kaiqi doesn't like me... really... it's like, when i told her about the change of shift, she kinda ignored me... maybe the music was loud and she couldn't hear me.. but i could sense it... and i dunno why!!! everytime, she kinda walks towards our grp, she will be calling vanessa, or kah yin... NOT ME... i dunno.. i juz feel like she doesn't pay attention to wat i say... like, she's not interested in wadeva i tell her... one incident was at the canteen, when i told her bout the stc girl... and i pointed to her some of the ppls that i was referring to, and she was like, 'oh, i dun care'... i was like.. okay... u could have said 'oh' instead... okay, maybe i'm real paranoid... i mean, I SERIOUSLY, issit something i did??? was i like too boring??? argh.. i seriously dun wanna be the next 'deenise'.... gosh... i went to jjc wif limin and yuzheng... limin was commenting that i was kinda quiet.. okay... i dunno...i dunno wat to say... like, i can't really start up a conversation... i can elaborate on wat to say though... ya... well... i 'm juz bothered... by the fact that i may have left a less-than-neutral kinda impression on the others... *prays hard*

i'm really rather red today... not dark, like lobster kinda red, ard my neck area and arm...... and i had some abrasions... hiax...