read a few od entries.. really missed tennis lessons... and the days where i dun have to worry bout tests and hw... i juz feel weird about so many things... like, i want to start everything fresh again.. can i ? no. today is sunday, which means i'm not really supposed to be doing any hw... cos i dun have the mood to do so... want to watch tv.. but nothing catches my attention...except 7th heaven... need to study for chem and math.. i dun really noe how to... i'm juz lazy... rite now, i'm writing this cos i dunno what else to do.. it's juz so miserable... missed the nt days.. can juz tok to anybody... now, it's like, i only have a few friends.. and the others.. well, i dun even noe how to start up conversation wif them... all ky wants is to play bball... no offense.. playing it every available break u have is kinda 'too much', dun ya think so.. okay.. maybe i shld come to terms with myself that i am not such an enthu person... (but i do still look forward to those adventurous activities such as bungee jump, sky div, rock climbing... i hope to climb mt fuji... )
wat to do??? i feel lost again.. friendless again... miserable...
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