i survived 3 days!

yes!!! i've survived 3 days of work!!! i can't believe it! cos i tot i was feeling unwell on the second nite cos of the heat in the pl.. the pl is air-conditioned, but when things move at a fast pace, it can get pretty hot and stuffy at times... i was contemplating whether or not to take a cab home at 11plus.. i was afraid if i waited til after midnite, there may not be cabs ard... i was almost tearing.. it was such a scary feeling: to feel sick and yet there weren't ppls ard who cld comfort me..i wished my frens were there.. i somehow survived til break at 1230. then after break, i was feeling so much better... and i continued to work till 8am...

day 3: the mixed feeling started when i was on the train to bedok... i dunno how to describe my feeling.. it's like i felt 'sick' having to go to work, but yet i think it's ridiculous to have such a feeling cos the job scope is so easy. pack pack pack.. so what am i scared abt? probably cos it's such a far place fr hse and tt i was afraid my period wld come during work, AND becos my frens weren't there with me to make work/break less dull...

A strange thing i've observed is that there's alot of black dirt in my nose when i dig it.. it's kinda disgusting and scary... dunno issit becos i've been hanging ard wif ppls who smoke... not that i sit directly next to them.. but sometimes, i'm juz a distance away... i've alr tried my best to stay away from them as far as possible.. think i'll somehow become a passive smoker by the time i quit :S

oh, on the fourth day, on the bus to outram, jim the guy from the agency, called and said work was cancelled for 2 days. i was kinda happy and sad at the same time. happy that i have a decent break after 3 long working days. sad that i can't earn these 2 days money... kinda felt sorry for wl and her frens too cos they cldn't come to work either.. hopefully, sun nite, they'll need us back... prays hard!! sun is 80 bucks.. although my mum says it's supposed to be double of 66, i think 80 is still alot of money for a day's work...

come to think of it, my monthly allowance in the past was $200, but now, for juz 12x3hrs, i'm getting $198.. not bad huh? haha.. well, it's my first job, so as long as the pay is decent, i'm trying not to think abt how well other jobs are paying... rite now, i can only use money as a form of moltivation for working... i can't wait to go shop!!!