moody

i've always loved rainy days in the past. it wld mean a cooling weather to sleep in, no PE and i'll juz feel very calm and happy.
the past week was everything but tt.

i was told to stop work on fri, sat and sun nite. then mon late noon i called the person. there was a job at this new pl, female environment.but before tt he seem rather pissed off, and kept saying how come i have not been turning up, and i had to keep reminding him that it was he who told me not to come. so, when tt was cleared up and he told me to meet at the new pl, i had to tell him that i cldn't come cos i was not feeling well. it was my first day of menses. i didn't wanna risk it by making a scene at the new work pl. and he was not pleased with my excuse. damn. it felt like he was firing me and that i'm not gg to have my pay. he says he can't gurantee me the job and ask me to call again tmr.

i was extremely upset. was i being conned for 36hrs of hardwork and standing? i cried. i was so confused. then i msg him and ask i was still getting paid for te 3 days.

in turn, he gave me a call, and an explanation. he said he was extremely busy with so many calls coming in, so perhaps tt's why his tone may have scared me to think i've lost my job. he tot i wanted to quit... but, ya anyway, he cleared the air, and it's better now. however, i still have no idea if i'll get the job at the new pl. i really want to.. he says this one is more 'long term'... and somemore is female environmt... so much better than the prev one..

anyways, i regreted not gg.. cos my tummy didn't really ached afterall.. so, i'll juz have to pray that there are still vacancies tonite.. and tt i'll get the job... hai. another fren will be coming along, but she mentioned smthg abt admin.. hmm.. we'll see.. i juz wanna earn as much before this fri's pay day...

working is not fun at all. neither is schooling. but at least work got salary. hopefully, with my new fren's company, i won't feel so miserable.

btw, ryan and melody from so u think u can dance are in town!!! oh my gosh!!! so cool pls! i wanna see then dance!!! haha.. i wanna take a photo wif ryan doing some crazy stunt on his head.. lol!