hmm... uh oh.

there are ppls worrying abt which course they can enter cos their results are not tt good. i wldn't say mine are fantastic. but, it's giving me a huge problem now - MONEY

i realise the importance of scholarship. the luxury of it, its priviledges. but wif so many ppls getting As.. how can i fight wif them for the scholarship(myself not even having a A)? then i realise, for physio in nyp, i can only obtain a diploma. in order to convert it to a DEGREE, i need $$$ to go aus uni... well, my mum say the fees can get from my dad's cpf(i'm feeling kinda bad alr).. then degree how? if got scholarship then no need to worry liao lor.. the thing is-DUN HAVE.. maybe i'll juz TRY, and submit the scholarship forms(no harm trying rite?)

if not, plan B lor. start work wif diploma, save what i have earned, and maybe in a FEW yrs, wif BANK LOANS, can go overseas for tt ONE YR???

oh my god... ytd at dinner, i was telling my frens, "first i was worried i can't buy my stuff cos i haven't get my pay. then after getting my pay, i'm not sure as in how to spend, cos i have so many things i want.." and, JUZ RIGHT NOW, i was thinking, if i wana get tt degree, i need to start SAVING UP!!!
oh no.. there goes my: ipod nano, chelsea jersey, lacoste polo, addidas tennis shoes, outfitter girls brown leather bag... sobs!!!

wat shld i do?? after working at tt stupid company, i'm kinda aware of the consequences of NOT PAYING UP! all tt wos, wss, judgement, seizure.. i dun wan!! but bank loan is probably inevitable if i wana go overseas uni... which i think is extremely crucial to my career...

and today is juz the 2nd day upon receiving my results.. -.- [juz wondering, need to take napfa at nyp ah??? oh no!!!]