i'm soooo confused...
no.1 worry: if i get into physio: what if i dun get grades decent enuf to go to aus uni for degree conversion? wat if the workload is too much for me? wat if i breakdown like i did at the end of yr2 in jc? hmm... i'm soo lazy to send the application form for the scholarship.. really, wat are my chances? i got BBC leh.. argh.. but i still wana try... cos if i find out someone got a scholarship wif grades lower than me, i'll kill myself!
no. 2 worry: let's say i dun get into physio, then i (hopefully) get into nus and one of my top choices(sociology or projects & facilities management), then i'll have (hopefully) a more relaxed timetable, and also the campus is nearer to my hse too.. [the worry is actually, wat if the above mentioned dun happen...-.-]
BUT THEN AGAIN. studies is only for the next few years, the most important thing ultimately is still the CAREER.. if i can make it, and get a aus degree for physio, i think i wld be able to live my life the way i want to.. but wat if i dun? wat if it's proven too much for a easily stressed person like me? hai... if i get the scholarship, my degree in aus is almost assured of.. but if not, i'll have to mug very hard.. *faint faint*
watched american idol.. think tt the blake guy sound very british-like.. haha.. he's cute tho.. and chris too.. he sings like justin timberlake.. haha....
prisonbreak returning!! may not watched the first part of the season cos i alr watched it on my bro's laptop.. very very very exciting.. michael scoffield is sooo cute!!!! and desp housewives! the gardener!!!! hot and topless!!!! muahahahaha..
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