i feel like so shit all over again!!! am i over-reacting?? why do i feel like i'm losing grip of my frens once again???????????? to myself -calm down pls...
gg out wif angie was quite a torture... she was telling me so much stuff, facts, or rather disadvantages of becoming a physiotherapist... her mother dun wan her to join cos the starting pay too low.. then she's like, trying to convince me to give up the course... i hate it when she does tt..
almost half a yr ago, she wanted to join, and all she was worried is whether her bio can make it..
then a few months ago, juz before As, she's decided on another course... that's fine wif me leh.. but did she have to keep harping on the not so nice facts abt the only course tt i'm interested in spore???!!!
went to watch pursuit of happyness... great show! very heartwarming and moltivating... came out of the cinema, and there goes angie saying - 'see! money is very impt'(this referring to the fact tt i shldn't take up physio cos starting pay is too low.) and then i reminded her of another part of the show - juz becos someone can't achieve the dream, doesn't mean u shld let them tell u tt u can't achieve it.
good huh.. hmm... but i muz say she's totally brainwashing me... but then again... i feel that if i have money, i wld go into a certain specialised area of physiotherapy... like sports or smthg... (i'm not exactly interested in the helping old ppls part.. oops! i'll help my parents tho! haha..)
worried abt money........................... heard tt can do conversion to degree at SIM.. er.. dun really want to leh.. wld prefer the one at overseas...
hai... even tho angie annoyed me wif all tht crap, i muz admit it has forced me real hard to think abt it. do i really want to take up physio? can i manage? wld i be able to come up wif enuf money for me to further the studies? wat if i'm not capable of doing it? wat if i flunk the course?
hai. then again, this is prob wat EVERYONE ELSE is thinking too... the gd thing for me is at least i have a aim in mind alr... then dun.. so it's harder for them..
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