i had a outburst juz now. i dunno how it came out. i'm juz feeling frustrated abt having to work wif ppls that are total opposites from me. wish they wld share my sense of urgency. they probably dislike me to a certain extent, and this makes it even more difficult for me to get things done. and so i have to rely on others. juz hope they'd be more understanding. and perhaps, at times, learn to be a little more serious.