Went for class chalet at sentosa, St james on sat nite and bbq on sun evening..
a bunch of us went to Movida(?) first. it looks like a nice pub wit a small stage and a small dance floor in front of it..I wasn't sure wat to order so i got a cocktail first... Then later got cj to accompany me drink the tequila shot.. it was - alrite i guess.. the salt and lemon helped so i cldn't really taste the drink itself.. but i noe i was feeling 'hot' inside, like even though i was shivering on the outside.. when the band started- it's some spanish ppls i think - or ppls singing spanish songs... only a couple of ladies went to the floor to start dancing.. yup.. the songs were- ok.. spanish versions of a couple of michael buble's songs..
yup, after we had our drinks, we went over to the power house which seemed kinda empty(i guess it's becos it was only 11?) the music wasn't to any of our likings.. so we left soon for boiler's room.. It had better music.. but was super crowded and extremely squeezy, and so we left too..
met up wif shimin.. who brought along her volleyball! haha.. yup, then we saw that they were playing the england match so me and her went to watch it.. a few min after we sat down, england scored!!! WooHoo!! and i kinda felt tt england was sure to win the match.[yup, in the end, england did went on to win isreal 3-0] so, we went to join the others during half-time who went to 7eleven at vivo... i think i was having some sorta headache when we reached there.. many of them had some sort of drink while i was really excited to share nachos wif a fren.. gosh-the cheese tasted soooo good! haha.. then they had some crazy moments at the seats at the cinema... playing soccer using volleyball.. getting ppls to walk in straight line, lying ard and juz laughing. I on the otherhand was really feeling the effects of either a) cocktail b) tequila c)both cocktail & tequila d)the banging music e) 2 drinks & the music. it wasn't tt bad but it juz made me wana go home.. but i realised i didn't have my keys so there's no way i cld sneak back into home at 2 in the morning wout my mum knowing. Yup, after a while, the of the girls decided to go back and the rest of us followed..(one reason was becos we felt they were kinda 'unsteady' and we had to accompany them in case smthg did happen to them)
went back to movida.. i somehow felt better by then..and the place was packed! the music sounded better wif spanish versions of shakira's songs instead.. and the dance floor was packed too... yup.. danced wif a couple of the others, while some others juz kinda laid back and listened to the music... noticed a couple of things on the dance floor... like how this dude was juz obviously looking for girls to dance wif.. it was sooo darn obvious.. i think a couple of ladies juz played along and then ignored him.. it was annoying. the music was awesome and the singers were well, good singers and dancers! i think it was 3 when smthg happened.. apparantly this dude was about to approach 2 of my 'totally high' frens and those who sat behind saw it and so decided to brg them out... these 2 frens- oh my gosh.. they were like in a world of their own!!!! they had no idea wat was gg on! anyways, we decided to take a cab back to our chalet.. [i shan't mention wat happened wif the 2 girls.. juz tt they were acting - really weird.. and funny.]
watched high sch musical 2. but cldn't stay awake for more than 10 min... think the rest also felt tired... and we all juz sqeezed into the 2 beds and 2 mattresses.. i had the chance of taking up 3 different parts of the room cos the first 2 was either hurting my neck or my butt..
the next day, we woke up pretty early.. like 8 plus.. had brunch at koufu then played vball and frisbee at siloso beach.. bbq started at 6? yup.. and the rest of it - well.. juz cldn't stop eating..[ and i muz apologise here cos i felt like i didn't do much to help out except by eating. oops. i do feel guilty..] anyway, the food was good! esp the hotdogs!!! and the chicken wings-gosh! they were all COOKED! haha.. like none were like half-raw or anything.. haha... thanks to all who sweat it out at the pit!!!
anyways, me and a couple of others decided to not stay over.. no place for us to sleep or even sit ...yup!
hols has.. 'officially' started.. as long as i finished my clinicals report by wed.. yup.. then hopefully i can get a job for 3 weeks.. do some shopping.. alot of working out needs to be done... and reading up on new stuff! stuff tt we got to know thru clinicals.. me v. hardworking rite?! haha!!
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Friday, September 07, 2007
2 wks of clinicals
Finally, we're done wif clinicals... all the late nite researching and preparation for the speech/ppt were killing me. I'm so glad i got over it.. All i have to do now, is finish up on my activity log & reflection. So, let me sum up the 2nd week of clinicals.
Basically, the monday started off pretty well, cos i managed to meet Mr.P :D twice somemore :)
Yup, so we attended the parkinson's disease support grp, spinal support/exercise grp, and also the cadiopulmonary grp, ACL classes These are all the pretty interestin activities besides following our CE ard... 2nd week saw many patients who alr came in the 1st week. So basically, tt's it. haha..
For the clinical ppt, i sorta screwed up? haha.. didn't appear to have much confidence cos i didn't have eye contact wif the others besides the occasional looking up to my CE. Oh, and it got even worse when it reaches my turn to speak cos the no. of ppls listening increased from 3 to 6..(okok.. 6 is still a pretty small no. compared to those speaking in front of 10..) oh yes, and i was speaking too fast. Ya, and the 5min presentation at nyp was actually slightly alrite despite my lack of practice.. I juz sorta went on in a informal way.. and i think i was one of those ppls tt Mr. Bala mention who 'danced' ard during the presentation... HAHA
Yup... shan't mention too much abt the cases i touched on... i'll be writing them in my log anyway.. Wld mention some interesting things tt happened throughout the weeks
1) we always seemed to be seen by the 'boss' at the wrong place at the wrong time. haha...
2) during the pulmonary rehab prog, while the lady was taking my BP, she gave us some instruction- to take the BP of these 2 gentlemen. I was kinda worried but i didn't show la, then she saw my BP increased(cos the equipment was still clipped onto my finger) and she was like - dun be nervous! then me and tricia burst out laughing... it was juz soo embarrassing!
3) i can't rmb... i'm bad at these..
Oh, realised tt all of us benefitted ALOT from the attachments... And i tot sgh outpatient was pretty gd, but then when i heard the experiences of the others at acute or private hospitals, i think i sorta can't wait to attend my next clinicals. wld definitely wanna be exposed to as many places as possible. Esp. spore sports sch.
Yup, so chalet begins tmr... sorta looking forward to it... i had a paranoid feeling this afternoon when i go to sch. shan't mention too much. But i hope there'll be improvements over the couple of days.
there are soo many things i wanna do over the rest of the hols.. visit my sec sch frens at nus, organise bbq for jc ppls, read up of medical conditions and all...haven't read the books i borrowed... yup... and get a job... so i can save some money and spend some on new clothes :)
Basically, the monday started off pretty well, cos i managed to meet Mr.P :D twice somemore :)
Yup, so we attended the parkinson's disease support grp, spinal support/exercise grp, and also the cadiopulmonary grp, ACL classes These are all the pretty interestin activities besides following our CE ard... 2nd week saw many patients who alr came in the 1st week. So basically, tt's it. haha..
For the clinical ppt, i sorta screwed up? haha.. didn't appear to have much confidence cos i didn't have eye contact wif the others besides the occasional looking up to my CE. Oh, and it got even worse when it reaches my turn to speak cos the no. of ppls listening increased from 3 to 6..(okok.. 6 is still a pretty small no. compared to those speaking in front of 10..) oh yes, and i was speaking too fast. Ya, and the 5min presentation at nyp was actually slightly alrite despite my lack of practice.. I juz sorta went on in a informal way.. and i think i was one of those ppls tt Mr. Bala mention who 'danced' ard during the presentation... HAHA
Yup... shan't mention too much abt the cases i touched on... i'll be writing them in my log anyway.. Wld mention some interesting things tt happened throughout the weeks
1) we always seemed to be seen by the 'boss' at the wrong place at the wrong time. haha...
2) during the pulmonary rehab prog, while the lady was taking my BP, she gave us some instruction- to take the BP of these 2 gentlemen. I was kinda worried but i didn't show la, then she saw my BP increased(cos the equipment was still clipped onto my finger) and she was like - dun be nervous! then me and tricia burst out laughing... it was juz soo embarrassing!
3) i can't rmb... i'm bad at these..
Oh, realised tt all of us benefitted ALOT from the attachments... And i tot sgh outpatient was pretty gd, but then when i heard the experiences of the others at acute or private hospitals, i think i sorta can't wait to attend my next clinicals. wld definitely wanna be exposed to as many places as possible. Esp. spore sports sch.
Yup, so chalet begins tmr... sorta looking forward to it... i had a paranoid feeling this afternoon when i go to sch. shan't mention too much. But i hope there'll be improvements over the couple of days.
there are soo many things i wanna do over the rest of the hols.. visit my sec sch frens at nus, organise bbq for jc ppls, read up of medical conditions and all...haven't read the books i borrowed... yup... and get a job... so i can save some money and spend some on new clothes :)
Friday, August 31, 2007
finally finished with 1 week of clinicals. still have another wk though.. Even though time may seem to pass slowly and occassionally it can get a little draggy, i muz say this wk's of clinical at sgh is probably the best experience and lesson i had since cmg to nyp. it juz kinda 'reinforced' my interest in physio and tt i have absolutely made the correct decision of cmg here instead of studying any courses in uni.
things i observed, learnt, carried out at sgh:
1) alot of lower limb cases, so i'm probably pretty good at prescribing exercises for quads(okok..i'm NOT THAT GOOD yet, but almost everyday will have a case where the patient will require strengthening of lower quads)
2) the ART of goniometry.
3) importance of communication (eng, mandarin, dialects, malay and even tamil)
4) time management (up to 4 patients at one go! and still muz write the case notes.. otherwise muz stay back and do!)
5) patience
6) analysis of gait(very difficult. i better start observing ppls's gait every now and then)
ya... these and all the nitty gritty detail about knee joint-platella, achilles tendon etc..
Also, I think the ppls at the outpatient clinic are very nice ppls. and some are really friendly.. (office politics is not tt obvious). oh, and they somehow managed to achieve efficiency with a plesant attitude :) if it were me, i'll be panicking all over, or forgetting that i have a patient somewhere else. HAHA.
and then, there's the podiatry hunks. haha, still haven't manage to see them face-to-face, only their backs.. or my back to them. and of course, i won't forget about HIM, the so-gay-yet-so cute dude. SIGH.
oh, of course, i muz mention our supervisor is really good. she tries her best to clear our doubts(provided we have them), and tries to make time for us in between her patients.. she's really good.. and very nice... me and tricia shld prob do a better job next wk when it comes to asking questions and doing more research. [i wonder her she'll grade me...]
so far so good. juz now during the diabetics support grp, i had time to try out most equipments in the gym... i better start working on my back muscles... i have a flat spine and a slightly winged scapula.SOBS:(
hai.. one week left. i think the duration of this attachment is prob juz the right length. Enough to know what i'm getting myself into for the rest of my life. I would probable dread my next clinicals cos i noe there's more things tt i would have learnt by then.. of well, this attachment also give me a little bit of head start for lower limb anat next sem.
things i observed, learnt, carried out at sgh:
1) alot of lower limb cases, so i'm probably pretty good at prescribing exercises for quads(okok..i'm NOT THAT GOOD yet, but almost everyday will have a case where the patient will require strengthening of lower quads)
2) the ART of goniometry.
3) importance of communication (eng, mandarin, dialects, malay and even tamil)
4) time management (up to 4 patients at one go! and still muz write the case notes.. otherwise muz stay back and do!)
5) patience
6) analysis of gait(very difficult. i better start observing ppls's gait every now and then)
ya... these and all the nitty gritty detail about knee joint-platella, achilles tendon etc..
Also, I think the ppls at the outpatient clinic are very nice ppls. and some are really friendly.. (office politics is not tt obvious). oh, and they somehow managed to achieve efficiency with a plesant attitude :) if it were me, i'll be panicking all over, or forgetting that i have a patient somewhere else. HAHA.
and then, there's the podiatry hunks. haha, still haven't manage to see them face-to-face, only their backs.. or my back to them. and of course, i won't forget about HIM, the so-gay-yet-so cute dude. SIGH.
oh, of course, i muz mention our supervisor is really good. she tries her best to clear our doubts(provided we have them), and tries to make time for us in between her patients.. she's really good.. and very nice... me and tricia shld prob do a better job next wk when it comes to asking questions and doing more research. [i wonder her she'll grade me...]
so far so good. juz now during the diabetics support grp, i had time to try out most equipments in the gym... i better start working on my back muscles... i have a flat spine and a slightly winged scapula.SOBS:(
hai.. one week left. i think the duration of this attachment is prob juz the right length. Enough to know what i'm getting myself into for the rest of my life. I would probable dread my next clinicals cos i noe there's more things tt i would have learnt by then.. of well, this attachment also give me a little bit of head start for lower limb anat next sem.
Saturday, August 25, 2007
problem
i have a HUGE problem. it's been ongoing since the past couple of days. i hope the 2 weeks routine of having to go clinicals will help.
i can't tell anyone wat's the problem. i really can't tell. DON'T ASK. i mean it.
but not to worry, my frens. i'll be fine. 2 weeks. tt's all i need.
i can't tell anyone wat's the problem. i really can't tell. DON'T ASK. i mean it.
but not to worry, my frens. i'll be fine. 2 weeks. tt's all i need.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
hmmm...
got this from yh who got it from su.. hmm.. not very sure how they actually derive these stuff.. but some are pretty true and some are.. well, it's nice to read good things abt myself.. haha..
http://www.adestiny.com/bazi_report/sample
Personality and Character
You are a self confident and enterprising person. You have a soft spot for sob stories. Though you have a slick exterior in fact you are touchingly sincere. Where love is concerned you will never miss a chance to seduce or be seduced. You can be irresistible and possess absolute attractiveness. You do not make friends easily but once you make friends you care deeply for them.
You have a grandeur, strong and impressive appearance. You like status quo and always like to be admired and try to upkeep such image dearly. As a result of such premise, it is difficult for you to sustain such image. A determined and firm person you are also stubborn once you set your mind on something. You are quite prepared to take risks and can get jealous easily.
Romance and Compatibilities
In love, you will never miss a chance to seduce or be seduced, but once the intimate moments have passed then you do not care what has happened. You can also be extremely sentimental and can be taken in by sob stories. You should be advised to stay more at home and close to your family if you want a happy family life. Your best partners are Gemini born in Rat/Monkey years, Aquarius and Sagittarius born in Rat/Monkey years.
You are the aggressive rather than passive type and you will go after a man if you find him interesting. You will let the man know if you find him crude, outrageous or intolerable.
Profession
You are ambitious as aspiration is very important to you. Probably, you will graduate with top honors from good schools/colleges and try to a get job that is worthy. You love challenges and will do things where others dare not try. A self-believer, you will achieve success ultimately.
You are not afraid to start in a low position and work hard to achieve your goal. Due to your determination and hard work it is very likely you will reach a high position, as you get older. Whatever fields you have chosen you are likely to end up in a front-man position in due course. You are suited for working in the civil service and if you are in the private sector you will work in the management of an organization or in the field of creativity. Your ambition is high and you like to do big things.
http://www.adestiny.com/bazi_report/sample
Personality and Character
You are a self confident and enterprising person. You have a soft spot for sob stories. Though you have a slick exterior in fact you are touchingly sincere. Where love is concerned you will never miss a chance to seduce or be seduced. You can be irresistible and possess absolute attractiveness. You do not make friends easily but once you make friends you care deeply for them.
You have a grandeur, strong and impressive appearance. You like status quo and always like to be admired and try to upkeep such image dearly. As a result of such premise, it is difficult for you to sustain such image. A determined and firm person you are also stubborn once you set your mind on something. You are quite prepared to take risks and can get jealous easily.
Romance and Compatibilities
In love, you will never miss a chance to seduce or be seduced, but once the intimate moments have passed then you do not care what has happened. You can also be extremely sentimental and can be taken in by sob stories. You should be advised to stay more at home and close to your family if you want a happy family life. Your best partners are Gemini born in Rat/Monkey years, Aquarius and Sagittarius born in Rat/Monkey years.
You are the aggressive rather than passive type and you will go after a man if you find him interesting. You will let the man know if you find him crude, outrageous or intolerable.
Profession
You are ambitious as aspiration is very important to you. Probably, you will graduate with top honors from good schools/colleges and try to a get job that is worthy. You love challenges and will do things where others dare not try. A self-believer, you will achieve success ultimately.
You are not afraid to start in a low position and work hard to achieve your goal. Due to your determination and hard work it is very likely you will reach a high position, as you get older. Whatever fields you have chosen you are likely to end up in a front-man position in due course. You are suited for working in the civil service and if you are in the private sector you will work in the management of an organization or in the field of creativity. Your ambition is high and you like to do big things.
over!
woa!!!! it's over!!! one semester at nyp!!! can't believe it.. my frens at nus juz started sch, while here i am, finishing the last paper of the sem... time REALLY flies
anyway, think i didn't do so well for phsyio essays.. but i hope overall can pass.. a C is preferred over D. HAHA... yup, done wif kine and anat too.. left the dreadful clinicals. actually i also dunno why i dread clinicals... maybe becos it's GRADED, and i'm not sure if i'm confident of wat i have learnt over the semester (eg transfers and mmt). HAI.. nvm, it's 2 wks only... juz hope the person in charge wld hurry and reply my fren abt our appt...
went to nus to eat prata wif shuwei... loved the curry.. haha... then went to bk at fass and met up with angie... they seemed kinda vexed wif the bidding/balloting over the timetables and stuff... but i guess it is kinda new.. and it's not like their timetable is tt gd.. my dear sw ends sch at 8pm on 2 days! my gosh... haha.. i'm happy wif my timetable, i hope next sem, it won't differ THAT MUCH...
oh.. alot of cute angmohs at nus... and the guys there are more - mature looking.. not like the ah bengs in my sch. OOPS. oh wells, maybe i'll visit them during the hols more often...
i can't believe it. i'm done! happy me!
anyway, think i didn't do so well for phsyio essays.. but i hope overall can pass.. a C is preferred over D. HAHA... yup, done wif kine and anat too.. left the dreadful clinicals. actually i also dunno why i dread clinicals... maybe becos it's GRADED, and i'm not sure if i'm confident of wat i have learnt over the semester (eg transfers and mmt). HAI.. nvm, it's 2 wks only... juz hope the person in charge wld hurry and reply my fren abt our appt...
went to nus to eat prata wif shuwei... loved the curry.. haha... then went to bk at fass and met up with angie... they seemed kinda vexed wif the bidding/balloting over the timetables and stuff... but i guess it is kinda new.. and it's not like their timetable is tt gd.. my dear sw ends sch at 8pm on 2 days! my gosh... haha.. i'm happy wif my timetable, i hope next sem, it won't differ THAT MUCH...
oh.. alot of cute angmohs at nus... and the guys there are more - mature looking.. not like the ah bengs in my sch. OOPS. oh wells, maybe i'll visit them during the hols more often...
i can't believe it. i'm done! happy me!
Friday, August 17, 2007
i shall not be arrogant. yet.
man u is soooo not gg to win this season's title if they continue drawing and firing blanks in their games!!!!
chelsea, on the other hand, though they've leaked in a couple of goals, they've still managed to win their first 2 matches depite falling behing at early stages of the match. ALL THE WAY CHELSEA!
i kinda dread clinicals... dunno wat to expect... and the stupid uniforms cost 90bucks! WTH!
finished my anat paper yesterday.. i'm glad it's over. i definitely had trouble with the first 10 and last 10 question... had no clue... but, i'm pretty confident abt the essays, i'm sure everyone else is too...
Some of my frens feel very strongly that it is more stressful now compared with last time studying for A levels.. Not for me though... It's not like I have been studying so consistently tt i dun have to mug hard at the last stage. But it's probably becos during e period of taking A levels, the tremendous, enormous amt of pressure and stress that i gave myself, and that thought that: if i dun do well, i will not make it to uni/pt in nyp. I was crying so often, esp when i touched on my best subj, bio. SO, maybe becos i believe tt A levels itself is THE MOST STRESSFUL part in my 18 yrs of life, i've decided tt if i can 'conquer' A level, everything else shld be a piece of cake. and perhaps tt's why when i studied for anat, physio, kine... i juz have the mindset tt i will get through all of them, cos they are kinda 'minor' compared to Alevels..
BUT, another thought juz popped up my head the other day. if i wanna be one of those graduating with credit. then, perhaps i shld study harder, push myself more, and be more stressed out?! HAI...... i really dun wanna have to deal with stress, becos i noe i'm juz very weak mentally... wateva. i'll juz settle this sem, and maybe i'll start anew for next sem:)
man u is soooo not gg to win this season's title if they continue drawing and firing blanks in their games!!!!
chelsea, on the other hand, though they've leaked in a couple of goals, they've still managed to win their first 2 matches depite falling behing at early stages of the match. ALL THE WAY CHELSEA!
i kinda dread clinicals... dunno wat to expect... and the stupid uniforms cost 90bucks! WTH!
finished my anat paper yesterday.. i'm glad it's over. i definitely had trouble with the first 10 and last 10 question... had no clue... but, i'm pretty confident abt the essays, i'm sure everyone else is too...
Some of my frens feel very strongly that it is more stressful now compared with last time studying for A levels.. Not for me though... It's not like I have been studying so consistently tt i dun have to mug hard at the last stage. But it's probably becos during e period of taking A levels, the tremendous, enormous amt of pressure and stress that i gave myself, and that thought that: if i dun do well, i will not make it to uni/pt in nyp. I was crying so often, esp when i touched on my best subj, bio. SO, maybe becos i believe tt A levels itself is THE MOST STRESSFUL part in my 18 yrs of life, i've decided tt if i can 'conquer' A level, everything else shld be a piece of cake. and perhaps tt's why when i studied for anat, physio, kine... i juz have the mindset tt i will get through all of them, cos they are kinda 'minor' compared to Alevels..
BUT, another thought juz popped up my head the other day. if i wanna be one of those graduating with credit. then, perhaps i shld study harder, push myself more, and be more stressed out?! HAI...... i really dun wanna have to deal with stress, becos i noe i'm juz very weak mentally... wateva. i'll juz settle this sem, and maybe i'll start anew for next sem:)
Friday, August 10, 2007
crappy
had a bad start during the session. realised tt i sux at tennis. esp if i dun practise regularly. partnered coach for doubles cos i had no choice which was becos i was the lousiest out there. sense of inferiority. did manage to serve better than the past 2-3 sessions... but no comments by him during serving prac. once again, sense of inferiority. fell down and hurt my knee. ouch. [i had a bad feeling when i decided to wear the pair of loose socks. hai. shall get a nice pair of nike tennis socks when i start playing regular tennis in future.]
of course me and coach win 2/2 of the matches. like, come on, we are such an AWESOME pair! i juz served/returned serve and stood at the back, while he totally chionged for every single shot. thanks coach! i juz LOVE WINNING without doing anything at all!
it's not i dun wan to run lor, but i do get a tinge of feeling tt he'd rather play the point out himself then like let me screw up. yes, sense of inferiority, once again. tt's why i chose to remain at the back. Then again, there's the fact tt he's a faster runner, so seeing tt i wasn't in the service box, he naturally ran up immed. Then again, he didn't ask me to stand in the box cos he knew i wasn't as gd as isabell when it comes to volleys. Then again, i had no initaitive. WATEVA JOYCE! yes, sometimes i can't stand myself either... always coming up with the perfect excuses...
i didn't really like the waiting part. before the session ended, i partnered another guy to play the last few point. then i felt more relaxed and put in more effort to run forward cos afterall, he seems more willing in giving me chance to hit the balls.
yes, i had my good moments today.. lucky shots here and there. but we all know it's juz lucky shots, so even if it's like dumbfoundedly good lucky shots, i still felt lousy out there tonite.
if only u knew... THEN AGAIN... oh wateva, YOU NEVER WILL.
of course me and coach win 2/2 of the matches. like, come on, we are such an AWESOME pair! i juz served/returned serve and stood at the back, while he totally chionged for every single shot. thanks coach! i juz LOVE WINNING without doing anything at all!
it's not i dun wan to run lor, but i do get a tinge of feeling tt he'd rather play the point out himself then like let me screw up. yes, sense of inferiority, once again. tt's why i chose to remain at the back. Then again, there's the fact tt he's a faster runner, so seeing tt i wasn't in the service box, he naturally ran up immed. Then again, he didn't ask me to stand in the box cos he knew i wasn't as gd as isabell when it comes to volleys. Then again, i had no initaitive. WATEVA JOYCE! yes, sometimes i can't stand myself either... always coming up with the perfect excuses...
i didn't really like the waiting part. before the session ended, i partnered another guy to play the last few point. then i felt more relaxed and put in more effort to run forward cos afterall, he seems more willing in giving me chance to hit the balls.
yes, i had my good moments today.. lucky shots here and there. but we all know it's juz lucky shots, so even if it's like dumbfoundedly good lucky shots, i still felt lousy out there tonite.
if only u knew... THEN AGAIN... oh wateva, YOU NEVER WILL.
i had a strange dream while taking a nap juz now.
i think my sec sch frens and i and another bunch of ppls were at this place holidaying. then halfway during the 'tour', we were spolited up, and i was somehow left alone with a bunch of strangers while my close frens went their own ways.
then afterward, we went back by a car driven by one of my fren, simin...(see! i noe u can pass ur driving test!) In that car, i dunno how big, but can fit me, sy, yh, wl, ap and of course the driver sm.. not sure who sat next to sm tho.. haha.. weird.
So i sorta had this huge confrontation with the rest of them, whereby i was telling them how left out i felt, and i think there was this one que tt i popped up, "do u guys still want me as ur fren? of juz the kind tt u all say hello and bye to only?" nobody answered.. they remained silent.. hmm.. then afterwards i said smthg like 'hello?! we're 22 yrs old! can u all be mature and ans the que".. then i think the rest of them said smthg like 'no, we're 17 only...' and they smiled..
i suppose they meant tt our friendship is juz the same as tt when we were 17?
haha.. anyway, i sorta teared after the dream, when i wake up... one tear only. yup, wateva it is, tho we're separated cos of the diff schs we're in, and even tho there's still a tiny primary grp formed within this sorta informal and small secondary grp, i hope our friendship is still strong and er.... strong?! LOL.. sorry ah.. not gd wif this sorta stuff... juz wana say thank you to all for being a fren to me the past years, and may our friendships last even longer.. til our children's generation.. haha..
anyway, tt aside, i did well for another paper again. muz say i'm totally shocked, cos after the paper, i felt like i wldn't do well at all..
ya.. anyway, sorry fren... i wasn't there for you... i hope u feel better now and juz persevere for the last week ok?! cheer up!
i think my sec sch frens and i and another bunch of ppls were at this place holidaying. then halfway during the 'tour', we were spolited up, and i was somehow left alone with a bunch of strangers while my close frens went their own ways.
then afterward, we went back by a car driven by one of my fren, simin...(see! i noe u can pass ur driving test!) In that car, i dunno how big, but can fit me, sy, yh, wl, ap and of course the driver sm.. not sure who sat next to sm tho.. haha.. weird.
So i sorta had this huge confrontation with the rest of them, whereby i was telling them how left out i felt, and i think there was this one que tt i popped up, "do u guys still want me as ur fren? of juz the kind tt u all say hello and bye to only?" nobody answered.. they remained silent.. hmm.. then afterwards i said smthg like 'hello?! we're 22 yrs old! can u all be mature and ans the que".. then i think the rest of them said smthg like 'no, we're 17 only...' and they smiled..
i suppose they meant tt our friendship is juz the same as tt when we were 17?
haha.. anyway, i sorta teared after the dream, when i wake up... one tear only. yup, wateva it is, tho we're separated cos of the diff schs we're in, and even tho there's still a tiny primary grp formed within this sorta informal and small secondary grp, i hope our friendship is still strong and er.... strong?! LOL.. sorry ah.. not gd wif this sorta stuff... juz wana say thank you to all for being a fren to me the past years, and may our friendships last even longer.. til our children's generation.. haha..
anyway, tt aside, i did well for another paper again. muz say i'm totally shocked, cos after the paper, i felt like i wldn't do well at all..
ya.. anyway, sorry fren... i wasn't there for you... i hope u feel better now and juz persevere for the last week ok?! cheer up!
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
exams
i was pretty reluctant to turn up for dinner wif the rest at marina juz now. I didn't wanna eat at the open air area at marina south..dirty, unhygenic and hot. Anyway, i gave jie face, so i went, and turned up late, cos i didn't wana be the one waiting again. Yup, so we reached, but find tt it was pretty crowded at the bus stop, so we decided to head for seoul garden at marina sq...
$26.50 was the amt each of us paid... and i think i ate like $3 worth of cheap stuff like fishball and the fishcake kinda food... Did eat some meat... but juz wasn't craving for meat, so didn't eat my money's worth.. eve turned up! long time no see.. she passed me the christina's cd, but i can't seem to open it...hmmm....
then went over to marina bay-esplanade... took a couple of photos and watched this performance.. couple of ppls 'playing wif fire'... seemed abit dangerous, but at the end, we sorta concluded tt it was juz kinda boring...
yup.. tt's all.. sw wanted to stay out later, but we were kinda out of places to go, and some had to work tmr... and nope, i didn't regret gg out... was nice meeting up with them.. all the negative thoughts i had when i left home juz kinda fade away when i see them... :)
hope i did well enuf for kine prac and shs test, cos i'm soooo gg to screw up in the kine exam...
and i sorta think there's smthg wrong wif one of my lecturer cos he gave away like soo many mcq and essays so tt none of us wld have to sit for sub... i like the idea of narrowing the stuff to study, but somehow, it feels wrong abt wat he's doing... hmm.. nvm me..
soccer season starting in couple of days!!!! OMG! it's like perfect timing, cos the start of the season is the end of my exams.. and my mum won't have reason to nag at me for watching! Unfortunately, chelsea is having serious injury crisis.. like NONE of them is fully FIT without a small little injury somewhere here or there... uh oh.... and they're facing liverpool for their 2nd match!!!! NOT FAIR! tt's really tough.... esp now tt JT is out for a mth or so... SOBS:( i hope they get back the title...
ROCK ON CHELSEA!
Friday, August 03, 2007
hai...
i do enjoy playing tennis, but i just can't wait to end the tennis lessons.
i was kinda surprised wif my anat prac results... hmm.. muz have been moderated.
i still can't believe i happily wrote iliacus instead of psoas major... unbelievable..
i was kinda surprised wif my anat prac results... hmm.. muz have been moderated.
i still can't believe i happily wrote iliacus instead of psoas major... unbelievable..
Saturday, July 21, 2007
sleepover
had a sleepover at sw's place last nite.. too bad there were only 3 of us(me, sw &cheryl)... cld have been more fun if the others had come.. anyway, it started late cos i had tennis & cheryl had work... so we only reach her hse at 12am? haha..
watched the rat chef movie ["ratatoliee']? had popcorns too.. the movie is very cute, and i think it's pretty nice to watch :) yup, then after tt, we watched e 2nd disc for mr and mrs smith cos somehow the dvd player cldn't read the first disc.. haha...it was ard 2plus3, and i cldn't take it anymore, so i fell asleep first...
hmm... it was nice meeting up with them.. listening to the various stuff tt's been happening in our separate lives.. hai.. cheryl is gg overseas next year.. definitely gg to miss her:( hopefully i can save up to visit her at the end of next yr or earlier..
ppls studying at nus are gg to start sch soon.. they'll be having their orientation during my exam period.. hai.. wish i cld join them.. bet it's sooo much more fun then ours. i'll surely visit those studying there during the hols. yes, cruise ard the campus in yh's car.( gd luck fren! u'll drive, and i'll navigate! HAHA!)
can't wait to finish the exams:) even tho i'm totally clueless abt shs's ppt and kine lect.. hmm.. well, at least i'm not the only one having this trouble.
anyway, i've got serious weight and facial issues. as if it wasn't bad enuf, dunno why now, all the sudden serious pimple breakout. argh.
watched the rat chef movie ["ratatoliee']? had popcorns too.. the movie is very cute, and i think it's pretty nice to watch :) yup, then after tt, we watched e 2nd disc for mr and mrs smith cos somehow the dvd player cldn't read the first disc.. haha...it was ard 2plus3, and i cldn't take it anymore, so i fell asleep first...
hmm... it was nice meeting up with them.. listening to the various stuff tt's been happening in our separate lives.. hai.. cheryl is gg overseas next year.. definitely gg to miss her:( hopefully i can save up to visit her at the end of next yr or earlier..
ppls studying at nus are gg to start sch soon.. they'll be having their orientation during my exam period.. hai.. wish i cld join them.. bet it's sooo much more fun then ours. i'll surely visit those studying there during the hols. yes, cruise ard the campus in yh's car.( gd luck fren! u'll drive, and i'll navigate! HAHA!)
can't wait to finish the exams:) even tho i'm totally clueless abt shs's ppt and kine lect.. hmm.. well, at least i'm not the only one having this trouble.
anyway, i've got serious weight and facial issues. as if it wasn't bad enuf, dunno why now, all the sudden serious pimple breakout. argh.
Monday, July 16, 2007
transformers
i was surprised and disappointed when i found out that we would be sitting first row for the movie transformers. it was supposed to be quite long since the opening of the movie... oh well..
the movie was FANTASTIC! EXCELLENT! ACTION-PACKED!!! TOTALLY ROCKED!!!!
seriously. i was BLOWN AWAY. it was wat everyone says- action from start to end of the whole movie! it's definitely my MOVIE OF THE YEAR! and i thought, at one point, the movie kinda resembled power rangers-at the part where the 5 vehicles transformed into the enormous robots. "go go power rangers!" haha...
exams coming! hope i can get through it.
soccer season starting! dunno if i will be excited or reluctant to watch... hai..
the movie was FANTASTIC! EXCELLENT! ACTION-PACKED!!! TOTALLY ROCKED!!!!
seriously. i was BLOWN AWAY. it was wat everyone says- action from start to end of the whole movie! it's definitely my MOVIE OF THE YEAR! and i thought, at one point, the movie kinda resembled power rangers-at the part where the 5 vehicles transformed into the enormous robots. "go go power rangers!" haha...
exams coming! hope i can get through it.
soccer season starting! dunno if i will be excited or reluctant to watch... hai..
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
no pain, no gain.
i think i'm not used to the concept of 'no pain, no gain'. except in terms of mugging. I find myself being more and more unwilling to sacrifice time and money in going for squash and tennis lessons.
Supposed to attend squash tmr so tt coach will teach us backhand, which there is also a possibility that he wld have forgotten abt it. I have no sch tmr leh, then the lesson starts at 7pm, so means i needa purposely go sch for a 2hr squash session. i am juz sooooo reluctant to do so... it's not fair tt i get my fren to go and learn, and then teach me another day... And if i'm so unwilling to fork out a couple of hrs, then i might as well not learn the sport rite?!
As for tennis, i do wanna play and learn new strokes like backhand slice, drop shots, and to hit the balls either cross court or down the line. But the coach is still sorta focusing on our basics like forehand, backhand and serve. Which i do understand cos we're still weak in these areas and therefore he doesn't wana teach us the new stuff... "muz learn to crawl b4 u can run/walk" I get it. But i dunno... it feels like a waste of time and money too... And then there's this OTHER FACTOR.
See... i dunno how i survived 4yrs of band practice and performances... I noe i seldom miss prac until sec3-4... and even though i get kinda scared abt the footdrills and sectionals, I won't actually find band prac a waste of time. but for tennis and squash, I seriously lack the discipline and commitment to go for the lessons.It's probably becos these lessons are not compulsory and tt i won't get into trouble if i dun attend... Haiz, i really can't be a sports athelete...HAHA.. not that i'm FIT to be one in the first place...
Right now, my classmates are actually playing sports like badminton, volleyball and bball while here i am blogging. Well, i gave the reason tt i didn't wana get sweaty and stink on my way back. But the real reason is that i'm juz reluctant and unwilling. WHY? i have NO IDEA too:(
I do wana play tennis and squash wif my frens on a regular basis, but again, i feel lazy having to brg balls, rackets,shoes, towel, extra clothes to the sch tt is 1hr15min away. There's the option of a locker, but i dun feel safe putting a 215$racket inside it..
i'm such a lazy girl - i can't stand myself!!!
Supposed to attend squash tmr so tt coach will teach us backhand, which there is also a possibility that he wld have forgotten abt it. I have no sch tmr leh, then the lesson starts at 7pm, so means i needa purposely go sch for a 2hr squash session. i am juz sooooo reluctant to do so... it's not fair tt i get my fren to go and learn, and then teach me another day... And if i'm so unwilling to fork out a couple of hrs, then i might as well not learn the sport rite?!
As for tennis, i do wanna play and learn new strokes like backhand slice, drop shots, and to hit the balls either cross court or down the line. But the coach is still sorta focusing on our basics like forehand, backhand and serve. Which i do understand cos we're still weak in these areas and therefore he doesn't wana teach us the new stuff... "muz learn to crawl b4 u can run/walk" I get it. But i dunno... it feels like a waste of time and money too... And then there's this OTHER FACTOR.
See... i dunno how i survived 4yrs of band practice and performances... I noe i seldom miss prac until sec3-4... and even though i get kinda scared abt the footdrills and sectionals, I won't actually find band prac a waste of time. but for tennis and squash, I seriously lack the discipline and commitment to go for the lessons.It's probably becos these lessons are not compulsory and tt i won't get into trouble if i dun attend... Haiz, i really can't be a sports athelete...HAHA.. not that i'm FIT to be one in the first place...
Right now, my classmates are actually playing sports like badminton, volleyball and bball while here i am blogging. Well, i gave the reason tt i didn't wana get sweaty and stink on my way back. But the real reason is that i'm juz reluctant and unwilling. WHY? i have NO IDEA too:(
I do wana play tennis and squash wif my frens on a regular basis, but again, i feel lazy having to brg balls, rackets,shoes, towel, extra clothes to the sch tt is 1hr15min away. There's the option of a locker, but i dun feel safe putting a 215$racket inside it..
i'm such a lazy girl - i can't stand myself!!!
Saturday, June 30, 2007
back to basics
went to watch my first ever live music concert- by my all time favourite-CHRISTINA AGUILERA!
it was awesome! SHE IS THE REAL DEAL !!!!! her vocals! OH MY GOD!!!! IT'S FOR REAL!!!!!!!! I always thought it was easy for her in recording studio, but the way i see it, she's can do it anywhere and anytime... i'm totally blown away...
well, i bought the 148$ seats.. which was not as good as compared to the standing or 348$ seats.. Had to switch between the 'live' part and the wide screen... haha, it's a concert leh! so is supposed to watch the person, not the screen mah... lesson learnt-definitely gg to get better seats next time... hopefully kelly clarkson will come...
Started with a video of her getting ready and dressed up. Then came out for her opening song, Ain't No Other Man.. She was in white for like her the concert, with a few add-ons during different songs.. very innovative i muz say, it's either a slip on tt was gold, or the lacey black pants, and some silver vest... then there was the 'Welcome' song, where her dancers were dressed like ppls from the circus, with swings and fire batons.. tt was actually one of my fave songs in the concert... OH, i rmb the part where she took a towel and wiped her sweat and then threw it into the crowd... damn. i wldn't mind tt... haha
oh, i was soooo happy tt she sang songs from her previous albums- the 2 songs 'come on over' and 'wat a girl wants' were sung in different versions. it's like a version made to suit her new image, more big band than popish.it took me quite some time to figure out wat the title was though i knew it wasn't from back to basics.. she did lady marmalade too!!!! then there was 'beautiful' and 'fighter' which was her last song... She sang quite alot from back to basics... the whole crowd went wild when she sang Candyman! she is soooooooooooo HOT! OHOH! the dancers!!! also extremely hot!!! though i can't see them, they were really good dancers!!!! HOT & SEXY!!!
and i was hoping she wld wear some nice white dress and sing 'the right man', which she didn't... I thought the concert was kinda short... but still, i'm really happy i went.. her first concert here after releasing 3 albums... OH! i muz mention the way she pronouce singapore.. i was like normal 'singa', then PORE in a PORE-OR way.. haha.. abit strange i felt.. oh well... i realised alot of ang mohs who bought their kids along.. like - OMG!!! tt muz be like $1000! for the whole family la!
took like 2 hrs to reach home, cos the bus arrived 30min late, and the traffic was totally congested with ppls who went to watch the final match-spore vs aus. so, the bus ride was like 45min long instead of the usual 10min... haha, i was juz telling a fren, there were 3 grps of ppls in spore today - the ones who went for the christina aguilera concert, those who went to watch the soccer match, and not forgetting the rest who shopped til they drop before gst increases tmr.
i feel soooo good.... if only can get christina's autograph or better still take a pic... SIGH...
it was awesome! SHE IS THE REAL DEAL !!!!! her vocals! OH MY GOD!!!! IT'S FOR REAL!!!!!!!! I always thought it was easy for her in recording studio, but the way i see it, she's can do it anywhere and anytime... i'm totally blown away...
well, i bought the 148$ seats.. which was not as good as compared to the standing or 348$ seats.. Had to switch between the 'live' part and the wide screen... haha, it's a concert leh! so is supposed to watch the person, not the screen mah... lesson learnt-definitely gg to get better seats next time... hopefully kelly clarkson will come...
Started with a video of her getting ready and dressed up. Then came out for her opening song, Ain't No Other Man.. She was in white for like her the concert, with a few add-ons during different songs.. very innovative i muz say, it's either a slip on tt was gold, or the lacey black pants, and some silver vest... then there was the 'Welcome' song, where her dancers were dressed like ppls from the circus, with swings and fire batons.. tt was actually one of my fave songs in the concert... OH, i rmb the part where she took a towel and wiped her sweat and then threw it into the crowd... damn. i wldn't mind tt... haha
oh, i was soooo happy tt she sang songs from her previous albums- the 2 songs 'come on over' and 'wat a girl wants' were sung in different versions. it's like a version made to suit her new image, more big band than popish.it took me quite some time to figure out wat the title was though i knew it wasn't from back to basics.. she did lady marmalade too!!!! then there was 'beautiful' and 'fighter' which was her last song... She sang quite alot from back to basics... the whole crowd went wild when she sang Candyman! she is soooooooooooo HOT! OHOH! the dancers!!! also extremely hot!!! though i can't see them, they were really good dancers!!!! HOT & SEXY!!!
and i was hoping she wld wear some nice white dress and sing 'the right man', which she didn't... I thought the concert was kinda short... but still, i'm really happy i went.. her first concert here after releasing 3 albums... OH! i muz mention the way she pronouce singapore.. i was like normal 'singa', then PORE in a PORE-OR way.. haha.. abit strange i felt.. oh well... i realised alot of ang mohs who bought their kids along.. like - OMG!!! tt muz be like $1000! for the whole family la!
took like 2 hrs to reach home, cos the bus arrived 30min late, and the traffic was totally congested with ppls who went to watch the final match-spore vs aus. so, the bus ride was like 45min long instead of the usual 10min... haha, i was juz telling a fren, there were 3 grps of ppls in spore today - the ones who went for the christina aguilera concert, those who went to watch the soccer match, and not forgetting the rest who shopped til they drop before gst increases tmr.
i feel soooo good.... if only can get christina's autograph or better still take a pic... SIGH...
Friday, June 29, 2007
getting it right
I am soooo BROKE. Spent on the following:
1) 150$ for 2nd cheapest tix to Christina Aguilera's concert
2) 150$ for continuation of tennis lessons
3) need to pay 100$ for class fund+PT uniform+the stupid goniometer...
tt's why, for the month of july and maybe august, i have decided to come up with my list of priorities as to wat to do and wat NOT to do
1) MUG. tt's it, one more mth to anat prac. no joke k! that, and physio, socio and life science...
2) NOT SHOP UNNECCESSARILY. which means i won't be gg out to shopping malls for the purpose of shopping.
3) EAT CHEAP. one meal a day in sch will do. and if i'm meeting up with the rest, i shall either order the cheapest, or juz have the meal at home first b4 meeting them, so i can juz order a drink at the restaurant. [so cheapskate. i noe. wat to do?]
4) CONTINUE WITH TENNIS LESSONS. well, i've paid the money, so kinda no choice lor... A good way to sorta make sure my i dun get rusty, and hopefully, can learn new stuff like drop shots or backhand slice.. but most prob, after this 8 sessions, i will not continue learning..
5) LESS TV! ya, tt will take place after wimbledon...HAHA.. oh, and i shan't watch the 7pm drama cos it's not as interesting as the 9pm one...
6) GET A JOB!!!! ok, this is supposed to be one of the 'higher priorities' but, i'm still not sure how i'm gg to fit a job into my schedule. Most prob will take up tuition, tho i'm REALLY RELUCTANT. the money i earned is so tt my mum can reduce my pocket money + a portion to be saved for aus conversion + shopping after august.
7) GO GYM/RUN MORE OFTEN. again, this is pretty tough cos if i do take up tuition, i'll have less time to go exercise.
8) STICK TO THIS LIST. duh!
i can't decide as to whether i shld continue learning squash anot. afterall, it's not exactly considered a CCA... i dun think so lor, they juz wan us there to collect our money only-.-
1) 150$ for 2nd cheapest tix to Christina Aguilera's concert
2) 150$ for continuation of tennis lessons
3) need to pay 100$ for class fund+PT uniform+the stupid goniometer...
tt's why, for the month of july and maybe august, i have decided to come up with my list of priorities as to wat to do and wat NOT to do
1) MUG. tt's it, one more mth to anat prac. no joke k! that, and physio, socio and life science...
2) NOT SHOP UNNECCESSARILY. which means i won't be gg out to shopping malls for the purpose of shopping.
3) EAT CHEAP. one meal a day in sch will do. and if i'm meeting up with the rest, i shall either order the cheapest, or juz have the meal at home first b4 meeting them, so i can juz order a drink at the restaurant. [so cheapskate. i noe. wat to do?]
4) CONTINUE WITH TENNIS LESSONS. well, i've paid the money, so kinda no choice lor... A good way to sorta make sure my i dun get rusty, and hopefully, can learn new stuff like drop shots or backhand slice.. but most prob, after this 8 sessions, i will not continue learning..
5) LESS TV! ya, tt will take place after wimbledon...HAHA.. oh, and i shan't watch the 7pm drama cos it's not as interesting as the 9pm one...
6) GET A JOB!!!! ok, this is supposed to be one of the 'higher priorities' but, i'm still not sure how i'm gg to fit a job into my schedule. Most prob will take up tuition, tho i'm REALLY RELUCTANT. the money i earned is so tt my mum can reduce my pocket money + a portion to be saved for aus conversion + shopping after august.
7) GO GYM/RUN MORE OFTEN. again, this is pretty tough cos if i do take up tuition, i'll have less time to go exercise.
8) STICK TO THIS LIST. duh!
i can't decide as to whether i shld continue learning squash anot. afterall, it's not exactly considered a CCA... i dun think so lor, they juz wan us there to collect our money only-.-
Friday, June 22, 2007
young, naive and innocent - or simply, juz DUMB
I was on my way to ps when a well-dressed, good-looking guy approached me. He wanted to do a survey. He asked if i was meeting a fren and said it'll juz take a short while. He asked questions abt my shopping expenditure and where i usually shop at... So I tot it seems like a pretty simple survey, and i took a seat with him at the designated area(in the mrt). Then, he went on to ask abt my awareness on savings and i was like 'ya, i do save...(blah blah blah). And then he went on and on about saving at a correct institution.The amt of interests over dunno how many years.. At that point of time, i didn't realise that the shopping survey had swayed away and went on to savings plan. Ya, but somehow i didn't feel uncomfortable cos the guy was very friendly, easy going, funny at times, and not to mention-good-looking. It was until he revealed that he was there to do some promotion and get ppls to register, did i notice that he's actually a prudential guy. I can't believe i didn't notice that tag hanging ard his neck the whole time( i think it went on to 30 min?! i can't believe i sat there for soo long!)!! And to think it was supposed to be a shopping survey..Oh well, i told him i gotta consult my mum cos i wasn't savvy abt this sorta savings plan and my mum prob won't be too happy if i actually paid 70 bucks for it's registration. I apologised for wasting his time, though i thought he shld also do the same for wasting mine.
Still, despite all that, it was nice to have a conversation with him. Oh, and he was so smart/lucky, that when i told him i was studying in nyp, he was like ' so, u're taking physio..?' Like, how the hell did he have guessed it? out of soo many courses, and i wasn't holding my anatomy book... Apparently, i got the 'undergrad look'... NICE. haha... which prob meant i dun look kiddish, yet not mature-looking enuf to be a working adult.. And he was really good-looking, so at a point when he said if i signed up with him, he'll be my advisor for the next 25 yrs which mean we'll have ALOT of contact.. i was like, "i like the idea man!" HEHE....
Anyway, i've learnt my lesson. I shall nv stopped to entertain these ppls...
Still, despite all that, it was nice to have a conversation with him. Oh, and he was so smart/lucky, that when i told him i was studying in nyp, he was like ' so, u're taking physio..?' Like, how the hell did he have guessed it? out of soo many courses, and i wasn't holding my anatomy book... Apparently, i got the 'undergrad look'... NICE. haha... which prob meant i dun look kiddish, yet not mature-looking enuf to be a working adult.. And he was really good-looking, so at a point when he said if i signed up with him, he'll be my advisor for the next 25 yrs which mean we'll have ALOT of contact.. i was like, "i like the idea man!" HEHE....
Anyway, i've learnt my lesson. I shall nv stopped to entertain these ppls...
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Can't make up my mind!
Almost done with my part of the ppt. But i think it looks rather -no substance. Oh well, i'll see what i can do with it tmr.
Will be joining the jc ppls for dinner later. Looking forward, yet having slight reluntance. I realised i've been very 'unsettled' these couple of weeks or so. Like, when i'm mugging, i'll look forward to gg out, shopping and hanging out wif my frens. But when i'm actually out wif my frens or doing things i like, i feel kinda guilty cos i feel like i'm neglecting my studies. Well, that's probably because i didn't study 'properly', so i'll feel the constant 'err.. dunno wat's the word'. Also, like while i was happily enjoying the tennis session on tue late noon, i can't help feeling the need to hurry up and finish off so i can rush home to study. But of course i didn't, cos i was way too tired and sleepy, i end up sleeping at 9.15pm!!!!
There's alot of things to touch on before the study break ends. So many phsyio topics and weird unheard of terms to familiarise with. Then there's kine prac, which i'll need to go back to sch to prac... Not forgetting the SHS presentation which i hope i can juz get away with it.. *oops!*
Btw, i think i've gained weight. SERIOUSLY. i eat noodles 2 outta 3 meals, and recently, have been eating instant noodles for supper. not to mention i also eat 3 quater of the entire chocolate bar tt my cousin bought back from overseas. And the only excercise i did in the past 2-4 weeks was a less than 100 sit-ups and a 1.5hrs of tennis session. i'm soooo dead.
Will be joining the jc ppls for dinner later. Looking forward, yet having slight reluntance. I realised i've been very 'unsettled' these couple of weeks or so. Like, when i'm mugging, i'll look forward to gg out, shopping and hanging out wif my frens. But when i'm actually out wif my frens or doing things i like, i feel kinda guilty cos i feel like i'm neglecting my studies. Well, that's probably because i didn't study 'properly', so i'll feel the constant 'err.. dunno wat's the word'. Also, like while i was happily enjoying the tennis session on tue late noon, i can't help feeling the need to hurry up and finish off so i can rush home to study. But of course i didn't, cos i was way too tired and sleepy, i end up sleeping at 9.15pm!!!!
There's alot of things to touch on before the study break ends. So many phsyio topics and weird unheard of terms to familiarise with. Then there's kine prac, which i'll need to go back to sch to prac... Not forgetting the SHS presentation which i hope i can juz get away with it.. *oops!*
Btw, i think i've gained weight. SERIOUSLY. i eat noodles 2 outta 3 meals, and recently, have been eating instant noodles for supper. not to mention i also eat 3 quater of the entire chocolate bar tt my cousin bought back from overseas. And the only excercise i did in the past 2-4 weeks was a less than 100 sit-ups and a 1.5hrs of tennis session. i'm soooo dead.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
it's a B!
i know i'm 19yrs old and have been thru like 12 yrs of education, tests and examinations, passing poorly and failing badly. But it really sucks that i got a B for the socio mcq test. Cos i did study for it pretty thoroughly. To make matters worse, most of the others ppls got an A. DAMN. i know i know.. it's juz a small test tt takes up like 30-40%. But still... i can't help feeling a sense of disappointment. And it did kinda made me worry tt the life sci test, which i thought was easy, i may not do so well after all. Well, let's not mention the biomec test then...
And yes, i know i've seen and met different types of ppls throughout these 12 yrs of schooling, but there're still ppls who UPON knowing tt i got a B, says "i got a A, but i'm still like upset cos i dunno exactly how much i score". Her comment is totally fine, cos it juz kinda re-emphasize on the impression i had on her.
Our class went to play badminton and volleyball after the test. It didn't start out well, cos i was playing against a girl who had too much stamina. SO basically she was juz smacking the shuttlecock at every opportunity. WHICH made me look really bad. But it's didn't really matter cos it's her. Anyway, after which we switched partners and i was able to enjoy the game more cos the rallies were longer:)
Back to the socio test with a below average grade of a B- I've sorta come to terms with the fact tt it's only 30%, and hopefully i can make up for lost marks in the final paper. Well, of course i have to think optimistically like perhaps i was only 1 mark away from A... HAHA.
IT'S NO BIG DEAL!!!
And yes, i know i've seen and met different types of ppls throughout these 12 yrs of schooling, but there're still ppls who UPON knowing tt i got a B, says "i got a A, but i'm still like upset cos i dunno exactly how much i score". Her comment is totally fine, cos it juz kinda re-emphasize on the impression i had on her.
Our class went to play badminton and volleyball after the test. It didn't start out well, cos i was playing against a girl who had too much stamina. SO basically she was juz smacking the shuttlecock at every opportunity. WHICH made me look really bad. But it's didn't really matter cos it's her. Anyway, after which we switched partners and i was able to enjoy the game more cos the rallies were longer:)
Back to the socio test with a below average grade of a B- I've sorta come to terms with the fact tt it's only 30%, and hopefully i can make up for lost marks in the final paper. Well, of course i have to think optimistically like perhaps i was only 1 mark away from A... HAHA.
IT'S NO BIG DEAL!!!
Saturday, June 02, 2007
coming to my own terms.
Life Law 8:
We teach people how to treat us
a) You must own, rather than complain about, how people treat you
b) Remember the principle of reciprocity:
You get what you give. You should never expect people to give you something that you are unwilling to give yourself
to everyone - juz ponder over it. and make sense out of it. :)
We teach people how to treat us
a) You must own, rather than complain about, how people treat you
b) Remember the principle of reciprocity:
You get what you give. You should never expect people to give you something that you are unwilling to give yourself
to everyone - juz ponder over it. and make sense out of it. :)
Monday, May 28, 2007
yes! done wif 2 tests!!!! biomech was abit -??? haha, but still ok i think... then life science is pretty alrite cos is open book!!! but i feel soooo dumb for bringing both the longman and soper2... haha.. can go above average i hope?
GSS starts!!!! woohoo!!!!!!! can't wait to go shop!!! tops, bottoms, jeans, skirts?, bags, sandals, sneakers, underwear??? haha... sooo many things, but i dun think i can spend tt much, cos afterall i wanna save up for fouth yr...
gg for christina aguilera's concert end of june.... can't wait! but still not sure whether to buy the standing tics or seating tics... appropriately, i shld get standing tics.. but i scared like too sqeezy.. then outta breath??? LOL! haha, really, i prefer seating over standing... my first concert! haha.. "lucky" chelsea not cmg.. otherwise i won't have the cash to buy the tics...i'm soooo gg to be broke..
gotta study! juz realised ytd tt it felt pretty alrite without the pressure of knowing i'm bonded and hence the need to mug very hard... i will soooo succumb to the pressure easily... but i'm sure the rest who got scholarship will do well and not get too over-pressurised.. after all, they are the ones who are good enuf to get selected for the scholarship.. so.. no worries! *winks*
GSS starts!!!! woohoo!!!!!!! can't wait to go shop!!! tops, bottoms, jeans, skirts?, bags, sandals, sneakers, underwear??? haha... sooo many things, but i dun think i can spend tt much, cos afterall i wanna save up for fouth yr...
gg for christina aguilera's concert end of june.... can't wait! but still not sure whether to buy the standing tics or seating tics... appropriately, i shld get standing tics.. but i scared like too sqeezy.. then outta breath??? LOL! haha, really, i prefer seating over standing... my first concert! haha.. "lucky" chelsea not cmg.. otherwise i won't have the cash to buy the tics...i'm soooo gg to be broke..
gotta study! juz realised ytd tt it felt pretty alrite without the pressure of knowing i'm bonded and hence the need to mug very hard... i will soooo succumb to the pressure easily... but i'm sure the rest who got scholarship will do well and not get too over-pressurised.. after all, they are the ones who are good enuf to get selected for the scholarship.. so.. no worries! *winks*
Friday, May 18, 2007
mugger's society
everyone's MUGGING! siao ah!!!! my god.. in sec sch, everyone is studying. in jc, everyone is asking for consultation. in poly, everyone is juz simply - mugging!!! soooo scary... why can't ppls juz chill and read 'leisurely', instead of mug extremely hard?! it's all HER fault.. and she's so judgemental too.. can't stand the way she looks at some of us....
went shopping juz now wif a couple of girls fr class.. haha, learnt smthg new abt a fren, she really ENJOYS SHOPPING! she literally SKIPS into the shop the moment she sees smthg.. it's really funny!! haha.. okok.. not teasing her, but it's very cute la.. i saw a couple of tops.. but, since i juz paid for my retainers.....
YES! i finally removed my braces!!!! today!!! soooooo 'feeling OK'. haha.. not tt estatic.. cos 5 yrs liao.. abit... haha i dunnoo.. abit painful. but the result.. hmmm... thou it's straight, like not 'ba ba', but if looked closely, it's abit slanted to one side... so it's kinda - weird. :( but not THAT obvious... unless someone stares closely at my teeth.
this is end of wk 5. mon wk 7 wil have test on biomechanics.. shit, and the life science test.. SIAN. dun even noe how we'll be tested... no format.. no nothing!!!
soccer update: chelsea is second pl in EPL, like 7 pts behind man u.. abit wasted definitely, considering how extremely hard they persevered and grind out results despite so much injuries during the mid season.. too bad they cldn't hang on til the end, and hence lost and wasted many opportunities... john terry is considering a transfer, so is frank lampard. HELLO! muz u guys like announce b4 the FA cup final?! it's soooo gg to be like demoralising the rest of the teammates.. and i have a BAD feeling abt tmr's match... damn.
american idol!!! - blake is thru to the FINALS! against jordin! blake is soooooo going to WIN and emerge champion!!! he's gg to be the second most successful idol since kelly clarkson!! (or third if u consider carrie underwood as huge in the country music market..) anyways, i'm sooo happy tt's it's gg to be him!!! he beatboxes sooo well!!! and sooo cute too!! juz abit short :S
went shopping juz now wif a couple of girls fr class.. haha, learnt smthg new abt a fren, she really ENJOYS SHOPPING! she literally SKIPS into the shop the moment she sees smthg.. it's really funny!! haha.. okok.. not teasing her, but it's very cute la.. i saw a couple of tops.. but, since i juz paid for my retainers.....
YES! i finally removed my braces!!!! today!!! soooooo 'feeling OK'. haha.. not tt estatic.. cos 5 yrs liao.. abit... haha i dunnoo.. abit painful. but the result.. hmmm... thou it's straight, like not 'ba ba', but if looked closely, it's abit slanted to one side... so it's kinda - weird. :( but not THAT obvious... unless someone stares closely at my teeth.
this is end of wk 5. mon wk 7 wil have test on biomechanics.. shit, and the life science test.. SIAN. dun even noe how we'll be tested... no format.. no nothing!!!
soccer update: chelsea is second pl in EPL, like 7 pts behind man u.. abit wasted definitely, considering how extremely hard they persevered and grind out results despite so much injuries during the mid season.. too bad they cldn't hang on til the end, and hence lost and wasted many opportunities... john terry is considering a transfer, so is frank lampard. HELLO! muz u guys like announce b4 the FA cup final?! it's soooo gg to be like demoralising the rest of the teammates.. and i have a BAD feeling abt tmr's match... damn.
american idol!!! - blake is thru to the FINALS! against jordin! blake is soooooo going to WIN and emerge champion!!! he's gg to be the second most successful idol since kelly clarkson!! (or third if u consider carrie underwood as huge in the country music market..) anyways, i'm sooo happy tt's it's gg to be him!!! he beatboxes sooo well!!! and sooo cute too!! juz abit short :S
Thursday, May 10, 2007
catch up! buck up!
abt 10 muscles have been taught for anatomy... abit worried alr... as much as i tried to read it, i can't seem to rmb.. or maybe i'm not trying hard enuf... ok, after this muz MUG liao. i think quite alot of ppls in both PT and OT are super muggers.. or silent muggers. they may APPEAR to be not prepared, but secretly, i think they are mugging very hard at home. ok.. i shall follow suit. afterall, this is anatomy. dun play play hor... more fuel pls
chelsea update. the prob wif them: too kiasu la! want all 4! in the end, only have 1, then a 49% chance for FA cup[cos carvalho is out:( ]. ok i admit, i also wanted them to win all 4... it's alrite. i'm still really proud of how they performed despite all the major hiccups half-way thru the season. hopefully, we'll see a stronger team next season. and i hope they do come spore. PLEASE!
chelsea update. the prob wif them: too kiasu la! want all 4! in the end, only have 1, then a 49% chance for FA cup[cos carvalho is out:( ]. ok i admit, i also wanted them to win all 4... it's alrite. i'm still really proud of how they performed despite all the major hiccups half-way thru the season. hopefully, we'll see a stronger team next season. and i hope they do come spore. PLEASE!
Sunday, April 29, 2007
last nite was awful. plain awful. all hopes of winning the unprecedented Qradruple has been dashed. well, non-matematically anyway.
the good news came when everton scored an early goal which got everyone excited at stamford bridge. the noise level and cheering were sooo loud, i think the players kinda got distracted too and hence also conceded an early goal to bolton. shit.
but mins later, chelsea equalised the goal. phew
i wasn't sure of the order of goals, but at one point of time it was: chelsea winning, and man u losing(means no pt gap)
then, cos ricardo cavarlho got injured, essien had to take over central defense. mistake! he didn't do well when bolton was rewarded a corner, hence chelsea conceded goal no.2. petr cech muz be furious!
in the end, man u won 4-2, and chelsea drew 2-2. how extremely disappointing.. i was 'sobbing'... it felt horrible... like, i know there's be winners and losers in competition, but i juz cannot accept the fact that chelsea didn't win at such crucial period. they shld have scored a goal. they had like 30min to do so after when the score was 2-2. i knew they had to score an extra goal when they were up2-1.. but they didn't. they totally lacked focus. prob becos their big screen was showing results of the match at goodison park..
awww man... damn pissed now. mathematically, they can win it, like provided the entre man u squad die. which i think is impossible. otherwise. well, juz accept defeat lor. after all, it's only the epl. they're still in the running for FA cup and euro cup. maybe it's time jose gives the players a break so they can focus on the other 2 cups.
i initally tot there wld be a twist to this title chase and tt man u will lose. i'm wrong. the twist happened during the 2 matches last nite and sadly, it was a twist to man u's advantage.
of course, there's still one teeny weeny small part in my heart, that chelsea can still win the qradruple.
and i blame the world cup 2006 for all the emotions i had last nite. can someone pls stop me from watching soccer?i dun like the feeling when my team loses.. it's juz maddening!!!!
the good news came when everton scored an early goal which got everyone excited at stamford bridge. the noise level and cheering were sooo loud, i think the players kinda got distracted too and hence also conceded an early goal to bolton. shit.
but mins later, chelsea equalised the goal. phew
i wasn't sure of the order of goals, but at one point of time it was: chelsea winning, and man u losing(means no pt gap)
then, cos ricardo cavarlho got injured, essien had to take over central defense. mistake! he didn't do well when bolton was rewarded a corner, hence chelsea conceded goal no.2. petr cech muz be furious!
in the end, man u won 4-2, and chelsea drew 2-2. how extremely disappointing.. i was 'sobbing'... it felt horrible... like, i know there's be winners and losers in competition, but i juz cannot accept the fact that chelsea didn't win at such crucial period. they shld have scored a goal. they had like 30min to do so after when the score was 2-2. i knew they had to score an extra goal when they were up2-1.. but they didn't. they totally lacked focus. prob becos their big screen was showing results of the match at goodison park..
awww man... damn pissed now. mathematically, they can win it, like provided the entre man u squad die. which i think is impossible. otherwise. well, juz accept defeat lor. after all, it's only the epl. they're still in the running for FA cup and euro cup. maybe it's time jose gives the players a break so they can focus on the other 2 cups.
i initally tot there wld be a twist to this title chase and tt man u will lose. i'm wrong. the twist happened during the 2 matches last nite and sadly, it was a twist to man u's advantage.
of course, there's still one teeny weeny small part in my heart, that chelsea can still win the qradruple.
and i blame the world cup 2006 for all the emotions i had last nite. can someone pls stop me from watching soccer?i dun like the feeling when my team loses.. it's juz maddening!!!!
Friday, April 27, 2007
roll eyes..
was kinda upsetting to hear tt my class was the slowest among 4 classes for anatomy prac.. not our fault tt teacher was not punctual rite? but i kinda enjoyed the lesson... learning abt the bones of the upper limb.. didn't really think too much abt the fact tt we're touching real human bones. of course, i washed my hands after it, but that was after i touched my hair. -.-'''
went for lunch at mac wif half the class at AMK hub. was kinda stupid cos we cld have juz have it in sch(sooo much cheaper).. we were split into 2 grps cos there's this grp of sec sch students who purposely chose to remain between our 2 tables.. initially we tot once they're done, we cld align the tables and sit tog.. which prob didn't happen cos they stubbornly and knowingly refused to be considerate.
tennis was not tt good.. watch the vid for 30 min, abit waste time, cos i can only watch in awe but cldn't really retain the info...i was uncomfortable having to do backhand volley, using 1 hand only.. and somemore i kept missing the balls for forehand volley. hmm... then we prac serves.. it was juz HORRIBLE. really. like i alr cldn't serve wif 2 feet on grd, and then i was supposed to balance myself wif 1 foot? didn't really work, mainly cos i have horrible TOSS! it juz wasn't THERE. sobs.. think i only managed 2 decent one out of 20? 30? so disappointing.. and the coach kinda juz stood, watch and didn't bother to give pointers. thanks.
the moment of the match(self-proclaimed) was during the doubles match.. of course i wasn't the player of the match, but i think that ONE shot i made was pretty good.. everyone was like - woa! it felt gd. but it only lasted for a min...
so many things to do!!! gotta recap on anatomy, ponder over biomechanics, practice kine...
and i muz get a haversack bag! back is totally aching from carrying the tote bag... needa get balls to prac toss, and a squash racket too.. faints. and i muz get concession asap or i can't go out except to sch!
went for lunch at mac wif half the class at AMK hub. was kinda stupid cos we cld have juz have it in sch(sooo much cheaper).. we were split into 2 grps cos there's this grp of sec sch students who purposely chose to remain between our 2 tables.. initially we tot once they're done, we cld align the tables and sit tog.. which prob didn't happen cos they stubbornly and knowingly refused to be considerate.
tennis was not tt good.. watch the vid for 30 min, abit waste time, cos i can only watch in awe but cldn't really retain the info...i was uncomfortable having to do backhand volley, using 1 hand only.. and somemore i kept missing the balls for forehand volley. hmm... then we prac serves.. it was juz HORRIBLE. really. like i alr cldn't serve wif 2 feet on grd, and then i was supposed to balance myself wif 1 foot? didn't really work, mainly cos i have horrible TOSS! it juz wasn't THERE. sobs.. think i only managed 2 decent one out of 20? 30? so disappointing.. and the coach kinda juz stood, watch and didn't bother to give pointers. thanks.
the moment of the match(self-proclaimed) was during the doubles match.. of course i wasn't the player of the match, but i think that ONE shot i made was pretty good.. everyone was like - woa! it felt gd. but it only lasted for a min...
so many things to do!!! gotta recap on anatomy, ponder over biomechanics, practice kine...
and i muz get a haversack bag! back is totally aching from carrying the tote bag... needa get balls to prac toss, and a squash racket too.. faints. and i muz get concession asap or i can't go out except to sch!
Saturday, April 21, 2007
adapting
sch has begun as of 16 april... muz say i was pretty scared and slightly overwhelmed by the population of nyp..15,000!!!! my god! it's so... strange... like i probably won't be able to recognise ppls on a daily basis,except for those in pt1/2 and some ot ppls...
pt0702 is my new class.. wif only 2 guys. i'm still unfamiliar wif some of the faces and their names, but definitely getting along wif some of them... classmates all seem pretty alright... and i realise there are alot of april babies! 7 of us!!! woa!
books wise, i think i needa spent like 100$ plus for textbooks which is quite alot, cos it's juz for yr1 alone... and it's abit intimidating to flip thru the books cos of all the diagrams and the no. of LABELS on each diagram... i really dunno how i'll rmb them all :S then there's biomechanics which is like PHYSICS!!!??? uh oh. die. and sports phsyio ppls supposed to be gd at that module somemore... jia lat. i'm abit worried abt my laptop too, it doesn't seem ok yet.. but i dun plan to buy a new one cos this current one is like less than 6mths old.. so hopefully someone in the family will get it fixed. ???
errr... cca. i signed up for tennis, but needa go for trials cos only 15 can be chosen. but i've decided against it, cos it's prob gg to be a waste of time cos i surely can't make it. signed up for squash too.. in fact, i juz went for the try-outs wif a couple of my frens, and i think it's pretty fun... abit loud and scary at times tho, but i think i'll enjoy it.. not sure if there'll be some sort of test.. but think i can make it.. juz tt i prob won't like the fact tt i'll have a much larger right arm compared to my left.
soccer update! chelsea thru to semis of cham league and finals of FA cup, playing against liverpool in the former, and man u in the latter... shld be pretty exciting. can't wait!!! 3 more pts to be on par wif man u in the league cup.. c'mon u can do it chelsea!!! as much as many wld prob feel tt it's gg to be impossible, i think there'll be a twist of fate somewhere near the end.. chelsea's gotta win against man u at stamford bridge, and hopefully man u will let in a couple of own goals... so... hmm.. it'll be interesting.. we'll see..
pt0702 is my new class.. wif only 2 guys. i'm still unfamiliar wif some of the faces and their names, but definitely getting along wif some of them... classmates all seem pretty alright... and i realise there are alot of april babies! 7 of us!!! woa!
books wise, i think i needa spent like 100$ plus for textbooks which is quite alot, cos it's juz for yr1 alone... and it's abit intimidating to flip thru the books cos of all the diagrams and the no. of LABELS on each diagram... i really dunno how i'll rmb them all :S then there's biomechanics which is like PHYSICS!!!??? uh oh. die. and sports phsyio ppls supposed to be gd at that module somemore... jia lat. i'm abit worried abt my laptop too, it doesn't seem ok yet.. but i dun plan to buy a new one cos this current one is like less than 6mths old.. so hopefully someone in the family will get it fixed. ???
errr... cca. i signed up for tennis, but needa go for trials cos only 15 can be chosen. but i've decided against it, cos it's prob gg to be a waste of time cos i surely can't make it. signed up for squash too.. in fact, i juz went for the try-outs wif a couple of my frens, and i think it's pretty fun... abit loud and scary at times tho, but i think i'll enjoy it.. not sure if there'll be some sort of test.. but think i can make it.. juz tt i prob won't like the fact tt i'll have a much larger right arm compared to my left.
soccer update! chelsea thru to semis of cham league and finals of FA cup, playing against liverpool in the former, and man u in the latter... shld be pretty exciting. can't wait!!! 3 more pts to be on par wif man u in the league cup.. c'mon u can do it chelsea!!! as much as many wld prob feel tt it's gg to be impossible, i think there'll be a twist of fate somewhere near the end.. chelsea's gotta win against man u at stamford bridge, and hopefully man u will let in a couple of own goals... so... hmm.. it'll be interesting.. we'll see..
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
chelsea through!
yea!!! chelsea made it! once again!!! they fought back and scored the winning goal at the 90th min!!! i juz love u guys chelsea!
chelsea thru to the semis!!!! oh my god!!!! against liverpool! oh no! liverpool seems really good and in top form, and they only have to focus on this one competition whereas chelsea still got FA cup and league cup... hai... hope they get at least 1 more trophy out of this 3...
i dunno how man u scored 7 goals against roma... it's crazy! wat's wrong wif roma?!
i'm gg to start counting how many late goals chelsea has scored over all the matches in order to win or draw.. they're crazy man! but i love them to bits!!!
chelsea thru to the semis!!!! oh my god!!!! against liverpool! oh no! liverpool seems really good and in top form, and they only have to focus on this one competition whereas chelsea still got FA cup and league cup... hai... hope they get at least 1 more trophy out of this 3...
i dunno how man u scored 7 goals against roma... it's crazy! wat's wrong wif roma?!
i'm gg to start counting how many late goals chelsea has scored over all the matches in order to win or draw.. they're crazy man! but i love them to bits!!!
Friday, April 06, 2007
figured out
i think i've got it figured out.. the expenses for the degree conversion overseas. well, i was thinking, if the cost is too much, i may juz turn to sim for the degree, cos it's still considered to be a degree under an aus uni... yup. so, no chance to for overseas studies, and no way i'm gg to meet aussie dudes.. :(
well, tt's sorta the plan for now... i dun wanna make big plans and be over ambitious to think tt i'm gg to ace every module in every semester and eventually get the scholarship... want me to save and not shop? tt's tough man! if i really wana save up, i wld rather do it for the euro 2008.. any interested parties pls?!
sims 1 cds for sale. $13 each. prices neg. Includes: living large, hot date, vacation, unleashed, making magic
well, tt's sorta the plan for now... i dun wanna make big plans and be over ambitious to think tt i'm gg to ace every module in every semester and eventually get the scholarship... want me to save and not shop? tt's tough man! if i really wana save up, i wld rather do it for the euro 2008.. any interested parties pls?!
sims 1 cds for sale. $13 each. prices neg. Includes: living large, hot date, vacation, unleashed, making magic
Monday, April 02, 2007
yoohoo!
yup! i got into nyp's physiotherapy :) hmm... muz go shopping more often now.. can't be seen wearing the same clothes every other day... haha great spore sale cmg soon?!
may be finally receiving my feb's pay on this cmg thu!!! pls let it be true! not tt i'll spend it, but at least, i can get one huge thing off my shouders...
wanna start working out... cycling... work on my fat ugly thunder thighs.. haha...
may be finally receiving my feb's pay on this cmg thu!!! pls let it be true! not tt i'll spend it, but at least, i can get one huge thing off my shouders...
wanna start working out... cycling... work on my fat ugly thunder thighs.. haha...
Sunday, April 01, 2007
OMG
having soar throat now... bleah... and juz finished my menstrual cramp 'ordeal'... 2 hrs!!! i didn't noe primrose oil makes ppls shit... haha
chelsea update!!! OMG... the least exciting match i've ever seen chelsea played!!! 2nd from top vs bottom club, watford. the goalless draw against aston villa was more exciting... chelsea got away wif all the points after an extreme late goal(92nd min!!) FAINTS.. really.. they were sooo gg to present the EPL title rite into man u's hand... hai... nvm at least they win... AMAZING tho, how they did it... alll of their strikes went rite into cute ben foster[:)]'s hand... but, finally a decent power header by kalou did the job.. phew...
chelsea update!!! OMG... the least exciting match i've ever seen chelsea played!!! 2nd from top vs bottom club, watford. the goalless draw against aston villa was more exciting... chelsea got away wif all the points after an extreme late goal(92nd min!!) FAINTS.. really.. they were sooo gg to present the EPL title rite into man u's hand... hai... nvm at least they win... AMAZING tho, how they did it... alll of their strikes went rite into cute ben foster[:)]'s hand... but, finally a decent power header by kalou did the job.. phew...
Thursday, March 29, 2007
hate it...
waiting for my pays.. sux man. i called the HR at MHAS twice, and both times she said the cheques not ready yet.. then i asked how come my fren(working there) got his pay and we(those who quit) haven't? i mean, shldn't the cheques all be signed at the same time??? "cos u guys quit alr wat..." shit her shit him... she says she'll call when it's ready.. nothing i can do but wait i guess...
the HR at ricoh was considerate enuf to call and apologise abt not giving the pay earlier but she assured it will be by the end of the mth, which is tmr... really hope she calls asap...
i finally bought a nice cool 'semi-formal'- jacket from espirit!!! woohoo!!! the 'perfect' one.. have been sorta looking for it for awhile..and since it was on sale, tho still $99, i tot, wat the hell, if i dun buy it, i'll prob regret for the next few mths...
england finally won a match.. 3-0 against a lowly ranked team, Andorra.. lampard's injury appeared as a blessing in disguise as gerrad was able to bring out the best in him in playing is best position.. tho i think gerrad plays really well and is a great asset to the england team, i'm kinda worried tt lampard position in the team will being jeopardised. :(( hope his wrist recovers so he cld play soon...
no news from nyp yet... uh oh... hai.. was thinking actually, gg nus is not tt bad a choice afterall.. the pl is near my hse, the possible salary prob won't be tt low... hai.. but the dream of becoming a sports physiotherapist will be dashed.. dashed.. dashed...
the HR at ricoh was considerate enuf to call and apologise abt not giving the pay earlier but she assured it will be by the end of the mth, which is tmr... really hope she calls asap...
i finally bought a nice cool 'semi-formal'- jacket from espirit!!! woohoo!!! the 'perfect' one.. have been sorta looking for it for awhile..and since it was on sale, tho still $99, i tot, wat the hell, if i dun buy it, i'll prob regret for the next few mths...
england finally won a match.. 3-0 against a lowly ranked team, Andorra.. lampard's injury appeared as a blessing in disguise as gerrad was able to bring out the best in him in playing is best position.. tho i think gerrad plays really well and is a great asset to the england team, i'm kinda worried tt lampard position in the team will being jeopardised. :(( hope his wrist recovers so he cld play soon...
no news from nyp yet... uh oh... hai.. was thinking actually, gg nus is not tt bad a choice afterall.. the pl is near my hse, the possible salary prob won't be tt low... hai.. but the dream of becoming a sports physiotherapist will be dashed.. dashed.. dashed...
Friday, March 23, 2007
mrs. lonely
hmm... feel like i'm soo free.. but haven't really been spending time wif my old friends... well, except for yh... haha...
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
hmm... wat happened?
i was told that today wld be my last day... i wonder why... i tot of a couple of possible reasons:
1) the management had other arrangements (tt's wat the HR told me)
2) they realise i lied abt my reason for half-day leave, which was to dye hair instead of collecting my cert.
3) su feels tt the way i tie the papers using the string is too loose..
4) i'm doing the work too slowly.
5) i took 2 half days in 12 days of work..
hmm... well, i've mixed feelings abt getting fired. good thing is i can have my free time now.. all to myself.. no more excuses for not gg to exercise.. but i dun think it's a gd idea to swim cos i juz had my hair dyed.. more time to go out, and shop, and hang out wif the rest... BUT.. less money:( wld have been able to spend more if i had work a couple more weeks.. and to save more too..
wld be gg to my mum's workplace to help her wif her heavy workload from tmr onwards.. she's been very busy...
was thinking of giving tuition too.. juz tt i'm worried i can't ans the students' que.. it wld be sooo embarrassing :S
hmm.. yh got her scholarship... gd for u girl! too bad there's no hostel, then i can bunk in wif her.. hai.. *envy envy*... well, she's sorta got her overseas degree covered.. not sure if i can have the chance a not.. hai... dun even noe if i'm accepted into the course.. so many ppls who have her grades are applying for physio.. i've got no chance man!
i wanna shop!! buy pants!!!! i sooo regret buying the pair of jeans.. it's so.. argh..
1) the management had other arrangements (tt's wat the HR told me)
2) they realise i lied abt my reason for half-day leave, which was to dye hair instead of collecting my cert.
3) su feels tt the way i tie the papers using the string is too loose..
4) i'm doing the work too slowly.
5) i took 2 half days in 12 days of work..
hmm... well, i've mixed feelings abt getting fired. good thing is i can have my free time now.. all to myself.. no more excuses for not gg to exercise.. but i dun think it's a gd idea to swim cos i juz had my hair dyed.. more time to go out, and shop, and hang out wif the rest... BUT.. less money:( wld have been able to spend more if i had work a couple more weeks.. and to save more too..
wld be gg to my mum's workplace to help her wif her heavy workload from tmr onwards.. she's been very busy...
was thinking of giving tuition too.. juz tt i'm worried i can't ans the students' que.. it wld be sooo embarrassing :S
hmm.. yh got her scholarship... gd for u girl! too bad there's no hostel, then i can bunk in wif her.. hai.. *envy envy*... well, she's sorta got her overseas degree covered.. not sure if i can have the chance a not.. hai... dun even noe if i'm accepted into the course.. so many ppls who have her grades are applying for physio.. i've got no chance man!
i wanna shop!! buy pants!!!! i sooo regret buying the pair of jeans.. it's so.. argh..
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
ROCK ON CHELSEA!!!!
i'm sooooo extremely proud of chelsea and their performance this morning against spurs.. they played the match at white hart lane where they were once defeated last yr..
first half was a goal-less draw but i didn't really regret staying up to watch it, cos the draw was smthg favourable towards chelsea aft a couple of threats by spurs... and i was rather annoyed by the commentator, cos he kept emphasizing the names of spurs players whenever they were close to scoring(and of course they didn't...).. and at the 55th min, juz when i tot, or rather everyone felt, tt sheva was gg to miss his strike, the ball went IN!!!!! oh my god!!!! i was soooo stunned... i really tot it was gg to fly out straight, but at the corner of the post, it CURLED in!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! hooray to sheva!!(even the commentator seemed kinda slow.. cos he probably didn't think sheva's ball was gg in...) well done sheva!!! that goal was FANTASTIC!!!!
6 min later, a great goal was produced by shaun wright-phillips... gd job boy!!! a great cross fr a.cole and the cushioning of the ball off drogba's chest... paul robinson had NO CHANCE... haha :D
yup.. so.. unofficially, chelsea will be meeting man u in the FA cup finals... and idiot ronaldo.. he strikes once again. or rather, he dives once again.. he's soooo F**king arrogant la.. he thinks he's soooooooo good! argh!!! i think chelsea has a better chance winning the match.. well, of course, unless ronaldo *slips and fall*... which means it'll definitely be an UGLY ending to the match..
*smiles* i'm so happy!
went to dye and highlight my hair in the afternoon... was abit anxious.. worried.. uncertain abt the whole idea of getting my hair dyed for FREE... oh my god... i was like.. will my hair start falling off tmr??? sobs... i will nv noe until .. well, tmr.. -.-
anyway, the place was kinda 'new' with very little furniture... like not properly renovated.. i dunno.. there was this jap professional hairstylist who helped to recommend the colours for my hair... well, i also didn't noe how to choose cos all the shades of brown looks almost the same...
anyway, i think he and the disciple were kinda 'surprised' wif my hair, cos of the white portion...
yup... halfway thru... he realised that there was another portion with unnatural colour, which was becos i once dyed it to covered the white hair.. so he didn't really 'protect' that portion.. he was kinda.. exasperated i think... i tot he was gg to remove all the foils and redo everything.. but the assistant was like.. nvm.. juz go ahead and do it.. (hai.. see.. tt's wat i'm worried.. hai.. i really dunno how this will affect my hair...sobs..)
well.... anyway, besides THAT, i was pretty happy wif the outcome... the jap pro and his disciple and the rest of the crew seemed pretty pleased wif the highlights.. "good!", "very nice!" "u like?" haha.. ya.. i like.. the highlights was definitely of a LIGHTER SHADE than i had wanted and expected.. but.. i'm ok wif it la..
so.. after tt, i left.. nothin else.. no survey, no promoting to sell anything..i dunno man.. seems tooo good to be true isn't it? hai..
in any case, wateva happens to the state of my hair in future, at least i can rely on the invention - wigs -.-
first half was a goal-less draw but i didn't really regret staying up to watch it, cos the draw was smthg favourable towards chelsea aft a couple of threats by spurs... and i was rather annoyed by the commentator, cos he kept emphasizing the names of spurs players whenever they were close to scoring(and of course they didn't...).. and at the 55th min, juz when i tot, or rather everyone felt, tt sheva was gg to miss his strike, the ball went IN!!!!! oh my god!!!! i was soooo stunned... i really tot it was gg to fly out straight, but at the corner of the post, it CURLED in!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! hooray to sheva!!(even the commentator seemed kinda slow.. cos he probably didn't think sheva's ball was gg in...) well done sheva!!! that goal was FANTASTIC!!!!
6 min later, a great goal was produced by shaun wright-phillips... gd job boy!!! a great cross fr a.cole and the cushioning of the ball off drogba's chest... paul robinson had NO CHANCE... haha :D
yup.. so.. unofficially, chelsea will be meeting man u in the FA cup finals... and idiot ronaldo.. he strikes once again. or rather, he dives once again.. he's soooo F**king arrogant la.. he thinks he's soooooooo good! argh!!! i think chelsea has a better chance winning the match.. well, of course, unless ronaldo *slips and fall*... which means it'll definitely be an UGLY ending to the match..
*smiles* i'm so happy!
went to dye and highlight my hair in the afternoon... was abit anxious.. worried.. uncertain abt the whole idea of getting my hair dyed for FREE... oh my god... i was like.. will my hair start falling off tmr??? sobs... i will nv noe until .. well, tmr.. -.-
anyway, the place was kinda 'new' with very little furniture... like not properly renovated.. i dunno.. there was this jap professional hairstylist who helped to recommend the colours for my hair... well, i also didn't noe how to choose cos all the shades of brown looks almost the same...
anyway, i think he and the disciple were kinda 'surprised' wif my hair, cos of the white portion...
yup... halfway thru... he realised that there was another portion with unnatural colour, which was becos i once dyed it to covered the white hair.. so he didn't really 'protect' that portion.. he was kinda.. exasperated i think... i tot he was gg to remove all the foils and redo everything.. but the assistant was like.. nvm.. juz go ahead and do it.. (hai.. see.. tt's wat i'm worried.. hai.. i really dunno how this will affect my hair...sobs..)
well.... anyway, besides THAT, i was pretty happy wif the outcome... the jap pro and his disciple and the rest of the crew seemed pretty pleased wif the highlights.. "good!", "very nice!" "u like?" haha.. ya.. i like.. the highlights was definitely of a LIGHTER SHADE than i had wanted and expected.. but.. i'm ok wif it la..
so.. after tt, i left.. nothin else.. no survey, no promoting to sell anything..i dunno man.. seems tooo good to be true isn't it? hai..
in any case, wateva happens to the state of my hair in future, at least i can rely on the invention - wigs -.-
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
oh shit.. how?
i'm soooo confused...
no.1 worry: if i get into physio: what if i dun get grades decent enuf to go to aus uni for degree conversion? wat if the workload is too much for me? wat if i breakdown like i did at the end of yr2 in jc? hmm... i'm soo lazy to send the application form for the scholarship.. really, wat are my chances? i got BBC leh.. argh.. but i still wana try... cos if i find out someone got a scholarship wif grades lower than me, i'll kill myself!
no. 2 worry: let's say i dun get into physio, then i (hopefully) get into nus and one of my top choices(sociology or projects & facilities management), then i'll have (hopefully) a more relaxed timetable, and also the campus is nearer to my hse too.. [the worry is actually, wat if the above mentioned dun happen...-.-]
BUT THEN AGAIN. studies is only for the next few years, the most important thing ultimately is still the CAREER.. if i can make it, and get a aus degree for physio, i think i wld be able to live my life the way i want to.. but wat if i dun? wat if it's proven too much for a easily stressed person like me? hai... if i get the scholarship, my degree in aus is almost assured of.. but if not, i'll have to mug very hard.. *faint faint*
watched american idol.. think tt the blake guy sound very british-like.. haha.. he's cute tho.. and chris too.. he sings like justin timberlake.. haha....
prisonbreak returning!! may not watched the first part of the season cos i alr watched it on my bro's laptop.. very very very exciting.. michael scoffield is sooo cute!!!! and desp housewives! the gardener!!!! hot and topless!!!! muahahahaha..
no.1 worry: if i get into physio: what if i dun get grades decent enuf to go to aus uni for degree conversion? wat if the workload is too much for me? wat if i breakdown like i did at the end of yr2 in jc? hmm... i'm soo lazy to send the application form for the scholarship.. really, wat are my chances? i got BBC leh.. argh.. but i still wana try... cos if i find out someone got a scholarship wif grades lower than me, i'll kill myself!
no. 2 worry: let's say i dun get into physio, then i (hopefully) get into nus and one of my top choices(sociology or projects & facilities management), then i'll have (hopefully) a more relaxed timetable, and also the campus is nearer to my hse too.. [the worry is actually, wat if the above mentioned dun happen...-.-]
BUT THEN AGAIN. studies is only for the next few years, the most important thing ultimately is still the CAREER.. if i can make it, and get a aus degree for physio, i think i wld be able to live my life the way i want to.. but wat if i dun? wat if it's proven too much for a easily stressed person like me? hai... if i get the scholarship, my degree in aus is almost assured of.. but if not, i'll have to mug very hard.. *faint faint*
watched american idol.. think tt the blake guy sound very british-like.. haha.. he's cute tho.. and chris too.. he sings like justin timberlake.. haha....
prisonbreak returning!! may not watched the first part of the season cos i alr watched it on my bro's laptop.. very very very exciting.. michael scoffield is sooo cute!!!! and desp housewives! the gardener!!!! hot and topless!!!! muahahahaha..
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
chelsea... rock on?!
i was having dinner when chelsea was playing against tottenham hotspurs.. when i return home, few min before half time, the score was 3-1 . i looked again, 3-1... spurs 3, chelsea 1.. SPURS 3, CHELSEA 1 !!!! wat the hell????!!!! then i observed the stadium.. eh.. it's stamford bridge leh.. why is chelsea losing??? *Faints*
i've seen chelsea down by one goal before and then fighting back to eventually win the match. but to be down by 2 goals? thankfully, it was only half-time, knowing mourinho, he wld come up wif some brilliant plan for second half to bring chelsea on par..
50th min... nothing
60th min... nothing
70th min... nothing.. oh my god! left 20 mins!!! how how how how?
71st min.. GOAL!!!! woohoo!!! lampard scored his second of the nite!!! yea!!!! i was soooo overjoyed!!!! yes!! definitely the fighters!!! rock on!
they didn't disappoint me, and the rest of the chelsea fans.. mins before the final whistle, kalou slammed in a third goal to brg the final score 3-3.. *jumps ard excitedly* hehe
they did it.. too bad they cldn't manage a 4th goal.. which wld save them the trouble of gg to whitehart lane(which they had alr once lost to spurs last yr..) i am soooo NOT looking forward to replay of the q-final match.. but then again, if they do beat spurs, they'll most likely get into finals, cos there's no way blackburn can win chelsea...
c'mon chelsea! u can do it!!! i love u chelsea!!!
bought my tennis shoes today!! addidas somemore!! and poor yh.. it was pouring heavily, and while crossing, she got splashed by the stupid bus... the water was like 'woosh!' and then cos she's like standing next to the road, she kinda helped to block the water away from me.. poor her.. but really very very funny... haha.. oops! sorry yh! at least u bought a nice pair of shoes... haha
i've seen chelsea down by one goal before and then fighting back to eventually win the match. but to be down by 2 goals? thankfully, it was only half-time, knowing mourinho, he wld come up wif some brilliant plan for second half to bring chelsea on par..
50th min... nothing
60th min... nothing
70th min... nothing.. oh my god! left 20 mins!!! how how how how?
71st min.. GOAL!!!! woohoo!!! lampard scored his second of the nite!!! yea!!!! i was soooo overjoyed!!!! yes!! definitely the fighters!!! rock on!
they didn't disappoint me, and the rest of the chelsea fans.. mins before the final whistle, kalou slammed in a third goal to brg the final score 3-3.. *jumps ard excitedly* hehe
they did it.. too bad they cldn't manage a 4th goal.. which wld save them the trouble of gg to whitehart lane(which they had alr once lost to spurs last yr..) i am soooo NOT looking forward to replay of the q-final match.. but then again, if they do beat spurs, they'll most likely get into finals, cos there's no way blackburn can win chelsea...
c'mon chelsea! u can do it!!! i love u chelsea!!!
bought my tennis shoes today!! addidas somemore!! and poor yh.. it was pouring heavily, and while crossing, she got splashed by the stupid bus... the water was like 'woosh!' and then cos she's like standing next to the road, she kinda helped to block the water away from me.. poor her.. but really very very funny... haha.. oops! sorry yh! at least u bought a nice pair of shoes... haha
Friday, March 09, 2007
tennis lesson again!
had to take half day leave cos need to go down personally to nyp to submit the cca record.. i was sooo dumb.. followed the rgs girls all the way, then realise tt they weren't gg where i wanted to go.. haha.. then i realised nyp is a pretty long walk from the yio chu kang mrt, which is also a long ride from my home... sobs... and i only walk to the admissions office, didn't even see the entire campus...
tennis lesson no.1 ('season 2')- hmm.. coach- quite a nice guy, like qing, but still not as humourous as qing... but he got chest pain!!! he kept rubbing his chest.. i tot he was gg to faint anytime.. so worrying...
the other students - quite mature.. like mid twenties and thirties... apparently all beginners but still can play tennis in their own way...
i think i made abit of impression - the girl who can't serve over the net even tho she's only standing at the service line.. OMG soooo embarrassing... and i'm actually the one who watches and noes abt tennis.. soooo sad... and yh was rite to say i didn't even bother to TRY PROPERLY.. tt's true... haha.. ok, shld definitely work on tt.. AND, i can't help but to hit the strokes HARD.. used to hitting hard alr, then now i'm supposed to use 5% only? okok.. i'll try...
this first lesson was juz to let us noe wat we'll be learning in the next 7 lessons... serve will be taught on the 4th.. so tt gives me 2-3 weeks?!
oh, and i'm kinda upset tt there were like 8 ppls in the class! supposed to have only 6!!! argh... then the 9 to 11 session only got 3 guys(1 cute one somemore).. so me and yh maybe asking to switch class.. liddat benefit everyone ma.. hehe
i wanna buy ipod nano!!! hopefully a less than $200... like 199...
chelsea update: yea! chelsea thru to q-finals!! and man u is suffering!!! muahahaha... poor arsenal-like totally out alr.. maybe no. 3 at most...
tennis lesson no.1 ('season 2')- hmm.. coach- quite a nice guy, like qing, but still not as humourous as qing... but he got chest pain!!! he kept rubbing his chest.. i tot he was gg to faint anytime.. so worrying...
the other students - quite mature.. like mid twenties and thirties... apparently all beginners but still can play tennis in their own way...
i think i made abit of impression - the girl who can't serve over the net even tho she's only standing at the service line.. OMG soooo embarrassing... and i'm actually the one who watches and noes abt tennis.. soooo sad... and yh was rite to say i didn't even bother to TRY PROPERLY.. tt's true... haha.. ok, shld definitely work on tt.. AND, i can't help but to hit the strokes HARD.. used to hitting hard alr, then now i'm supposed to use 5% only? okok.. i'll try...
this first lesson was juz to let us noe wat we'll be learning in the next 7 lessons... serve will be taught on the 4th.. so tt gives me 2-3 weeks?!
oh, and i'm kinda upset tt there were like 8 ppls in the class! supposed to have only 6!!! argh... then the 9 to 11 session only got 3 guys(1 cute one somemore).. so me and yh maybe asking to switch class.. liddat benefit everyone ma.. hehe
i wanna buy ipod nano!!! hopefully a less than $200... like 199...
chelsea update: yea! chelsea thru to q-finals!! and man u is suffering!!! muahahaha... poor arsenal-like totally out alr.. maybe no. 3 at most...
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
update - sports and work!
sports update! chelsea is through!!!! to the quaterfinals in the champions league!!! soooo exciting.. it's one of the very few early morning matches which i manage to stay awake throughout the entire match.. :D robben scored juz mins after 2nd half when chelsea was one goal down... then 11 min before the end, ballack scores!!!!! woohoo!!! so happy!!!! then, i was thinking.. chelsea football is great!!! wat exactly is boring abt it?? hmm.. nvm.. love chelsea man!!! they nv disappoint me.. love them man.. love them to bits... :)
work update -.- i'm pretty alrite wif the workload at the new workplace... sorting and folding letters are my faves!!! muahahahaha.. sooo easy... BUT.. i'm not sure if the 'manager' likes me... i dunno.. maybe she's used to wl.. so these few days i abit blur blur, so she doesn't seem v patient wif me.. hmpf. or maybe it was ytd, cos after lunch hr, i dunno wat to do, so i read the new paper lor.. then the 'boss' not happy and so the manager was prob kinda pissed too.. hai...wl says she's nice somemore.. *faints*
i dunno wat's wrong wif my punch card..the time i punch is after 6, but these past 3 days, the time was punched under different columns...
my jeans are supposed to be ready ytd... i paid money alr lor.. since working at MH, i kinda get more wary of ppls owing me money.. the lady is supposed to call me.. argh...
work update -.- i'm pretty alrite wif the workload at the new workplace... sorting and folding letters are my faves!!! muahahahaha.. sooo easy... BUT.. i'm not sure if the 'manager' likes me... i dunno.. maybe she's used to wl.. so these few days i abit blur blur, so she doesn't seem v patient wif me.. hmpf. or maybe it was ytd, cos after lunch hr, i dunno wat to do, so i read the new paper lor.. then the 'boss' not happy and so the manager was prob kinda pissed too.. hai...wl says she's nice somemore.. *faints*
i dunno wat's wrong wif my punch card..the time i punch is after 6, but these past 3 days, the time was punched under different columns...
my jeans are supposed to be ready ytd... i paid money alr lor.. since working at MH, i kinda get more wary of ppls owing me money.. the lady is supposed to call me.. argh...
Saturday, March 03, 2007
wat's gg on?!!!
i feel like so shit all over again!!! am i over-reacting?? why do i feel like i'm losing grip of my frens once again???????????? to myself -calm down pls...
gg out wif angie was quite a torture... she was telling me so much stuff, facts, or rather disadvantages of becoming a physiotherapist... her mother dun wan her to join cos the starting pay too low.. then she's like, trying to convince me to give up the course... i hate it when she does tt..
almost half a yr ago, she wanted to join, and all she was worried is whether her bio can make it..
then a few months ago, juz before As, she's decided on another course... that's fine wif me leh.. but did she have to keep harping on the not so nice facts abt the only course tt i'm interested in spore???!!!
went to watch pursuit of happyness... great show! very heartwarming and moltivating... came out of the cinema, and there goes angie saying - 'see! money is very impt'(this referring to the fact tt i shldn't take up physio cos starting pay is too low.) and then i reminded her of another part of the show - juz becos someone can't achieve the dream, doesn't mean u shld let them tell u tt u can't achieve it.
good huh.. hmm... but i muz say she's totally brainwashing me... but then again... i feel that if i have money, i wld go into a certain specialised area of physiotherapy... like sports or smthg... (i'm not exactly interested in the helping old ppls part.. oops! i'll help my parents tho! haha..)
worried abt money........................... heard tt can do conversion to degree at SIM.. er.. dun really want to leh.. wld prefer the one at overseas...
hai... even tho angie annoyed me wif all tht crap, i muz admit it has forced me real hard to think abt it. do i really want to take up physio? can i manage? wld i be able to come up wif enuf money for me to further the studies? wat if i'm not capable of doing it? wat if i flunk the course?
hai. then again, this is prob wat EVERYONE ELSE is thinking too... the gd thing for me is at least i have a aim in mind alr... then dun.. so it's harder for them..
gg out wif angie was quite a torture... she was telling me so much stuff, facts, or rather disadvantages of becoming a physiotherapist... her mother dun wan her to join cos the starting pay too low.. then she's like, trying to convince me to give up the course... i hate it when she does tt..
almost half a yr ago, she wanted to join, and all she was worried is whether her bio can make it..
then a few months ago, juz before As, she's decided on another course... that's fine wif me leh.. but did she have to keep harping on the not so nice facts abt the only course tt i'm interested in spore???!!!
went to watch pursuit of happyness... great show! very heartwarming and moltivating... came out of the cinema, and there goes angie saying - 'see! money is very impt'(this referring to the fact tt i shldn't take up physio cos starting pay is too low.) and then i reminded her of another part of the show - juz becos someone can't achieve the dream, doesn't mean u shld let them tell u tt u can't achieve it.
good huh.. hmm... but i muz say she's totally brainwashing me... but then again... i feel that if i have money, i wld go into a certain specialised area of physiotherapy... like sports or smthg... (i'm not exactly interested in the helping old ppls part.. oops! i'll help my parents tho! haha..)
worried abt money........................... heard tt can do conversion to degree at SIM.. er.. dun really want to leh.. wld prefer the one at overseas...
hai... even tho angie annoyed me wif all tht crap, i muz admit it has forced me real hard to think abt it. do i really want to take up physio? can i manage? wld i be able to come up wif enuf money for me to further the studies? wat if i'm not capable of doing it? wat if i flunk the course?
hai. then again, this is prob wat EVERYONE ELSE is thinking too... the gd thing for me is at least i have a aim in mind alr... then dun.. so it's harder for them..
Friday, March 02, 2007
hmm... uh oh.
there are ppls worrying abt which course they can enter cos their results are not tt good. i wldn't say mine are fantastic. but, it's giving me a huge problem now - MONEY
i realise the importance of scholarship. the luxury of it, its priviledges. but wif so many ppls getting As.. how can i fight wif them for the scholarship(myself not even having a A)? then i realise, for physio in nyp, i can only obtain a diploma. in order to convert it to a DEGREE, i need $$$ to go aus uni... well, my mum say the fees can get from my dad's cpf(i'm feeling kinda bad alr).. then degree how? if got scholarship then no need to worry liao lor.. the thing is-DUN HAVE.. maybe i'll juz TRY, and submit the scholarship forms(no harm trying rite?)
if not, plan B lor. start work wif diploma, save what i have earned, and maybe in a FEW yrs, wif BANK LOANS, can go overseas for tt ONE YR???
oh my god... ytd at dinner, i was telling my frens, "first i was worried i can't buy my stuff cos i haven't get my pay. then after getting my pay, i'm not sure as in how to spend, cos i have so many things i want.." and, JUZ RIGHT NOW, i was thinking, if i wana get tt degree, i need to start SAVING UP!!!
oh no.. there goes my: ipod nano, chelsea jersey, lacoste polo, addidas tennis shoes, outfitter girls brown leather bag... sobs!!!
wat shld i do?? after working at tt stupid company, i'm kinda aware of the consequences of NOT PAYING UP! all tt wos, wss, judgement, seizure.. i dun wan!! but bank loan is probably inevitable if i wana go overseas uni... which i think is extremely crucial to my career...
and today is juz the 2nd day upon receiving my results.. -.- [juz wondering, need to take napfa at nyp ah??? oh no!!!]
i realise the importance of scholarship. the luxury of it, its priviledges. but wif so many ppls getting As.. how can i fight wif them for the scholarship(myself not even having a A)? then i realise, for physio in nyp, i can only obtain a diploma. in order to convert it to a DEGREE, i need $$$ to go aus uni... well, my mum say the fees can get from my dad's cpf(i'm feeling kinda bad alr).. then degree how? if got scholarship then no need to worry liao lor.. the thing is-DUN HAVE.. maybe i'll juz TRY, and submit the scholarship forms(no harm trying rite?)
if not, plan B lor. start work wif diploma, save what i have earned, and maybe in a FEW yrs, wif BANK LOANS, can go overseas for tt ONE YR???
oh my god... ytd at dinner, i was telling my frens, "first i was worried i can't buy my stuff cos i haven't get my pay. then after getting my pay, i'm not sure as in how to spend, cos i have so many things i want.." and, JUZ RIGHT NOW, i was thinking, if i wana get tt degree, i need to start SAVING UP!!!
oh no.. there goes my: ipod nano, chelsea jersey, lacoste polo, addidas tennis shoes, outfitter girls brown leather bag... sobs!!!
wat shld i do?? after working at tt stupid company, i'm kinda aware of the consequences of NOT PAYING UP! all tt wos, wss, judgement, seizure.. i dun wan!! but bank loan is probably inevitable if i wana go overseas uni... which i think is extremely crucial to my career...
and today is juz the 2nd day upon receiving my results.. -.- [juz wondering, need to take napfa at nyp ah??? oh no!!!]
results...
i am satisfied wif my results... haha.. then i see the rest of the newtowners, i seem to be the lowest..again..hai.. but, nvm... guess i'm juz not as smart and capable as them... hmm, my class ppls did average i think? sw and the guys did very well-so expected.. a couple of us actually got the same grades-me, cheryl, amanda and surong...
math: C - kinda shocked actually.. tot that i'll get a B or even A... haven't inform my tutor abt it.. it's my worst grade.. haha
bio: B - expected...
chemistry: B - kinda lucky.. feeling thankful for it.. tot i wld get C or D... haha..
gp: B3! haha... totally unexpected!!! very shocked... in fact, i feel kinda lucky cos i did better than those who usually do well for their gp... heard some of the art fac students got C for gp.. poor thing...
hmm.. dun have A... sy, ap, and yh all have... so good.. my only consolation? A2 for chinese AO lor.. haha..
angie, jie and eve said my grades can make it into physio.. hope so too!
oh! and i finally got my pay!!! FINALLY! the stupid HR was like so unhappy when she gave me the cheque... and i went for dental appt.. had to put the stupid rubber band.. so painful tt it's giving me a headache...
can't wait to start my new job.. starting working, start earning $$$... and hopefully, the old screwed up company won't forget abt my feb's pay.. 900 plus leh!
math: C - kinda shocked actually.. tot that i'll get a B or even A... haven't inform my tutor abt it.. it's my worst grade.. haha
bio: B - expected...
chemistry: B - kinda lucky.. feeling thankful for it.. tot i wld get C or D... haha..
gp: B3! haha... totally unexpected!!! very shocked... in fact, i feel kinda lucky cos i did better than those who usually do well for their gp... heard some of the art fac students got C for gp.. poor thing...
hmm.. dun have A... sy, ap, and yh all have... so good.. my only consolation? A2 for chinese AO lor.. haha..
angie, jie and eve said my grades can make it into physio.. hope so too!
oh! and i finally got my pay!!! FINALLY! the stupid HR was like so unhappy when she gave me the cheque... and i went for dental appt.. had to put the stupid rubber band.. so painful tt it's giving me a headache...
can't wait to start my new job.. starting working, start earning $$$... and hopefully, the old screwed up company won't forget abt my feb's pay.. 900 plus leh!
Thursday, March 01, 2007
hmm.. not sure..
tmr is release of A level results.. i'm trying to recall how i felt the day i received my O lvl results.. kinda shaky i think.. rmb looking at the ohp screen and seeing my frens being commended for their fantastic results.. then when i see my result slip, i kinda - stoned. and felt disappointed.
my fren at work told me tt the pay will be given out, earliest tmr, and latest next mon. well, i was kinda relived to hear it, cos it was a confirmation, rather than not giving a proper ans.. but i starting work next week leh.. how to take leave on first day somemore?!
tmr before results will be meeting at broadway for lunch.. i think everyone is extremely worried. i still dunno wat to do abt my dental appt...hmm.. supposed to meet my friends leh.. but appt at 2.. also dunno how.. then also dunno whether can take pay anot. argh! i hate the company!!!
heard eve has some caucasians in her tennis class.. one cute ukranian... so lucky!!! i wonder who will be there to learn tennis wif us on fri.. i dunno how i'm gg to make it back home and have dinner and then go for the lesson in time.. hmm..
oh.. i still have no idea wat to expect for my results.. some say is 2 grades above prelims.. but tt's kinda impossible for me... afterall, my O lvl showed otherwise. hai. dunno how i'll react leh.. aiyoyo.... hope to do well, but then i alr noe i won't... so sickening.
my fren at work told me tt the pay will be given out, earliest tmr, and latest next mon. well, i was kinda relived to hear it, cos it was a confirmation, rather than not giving a proper ans.. but i starting work next week leh.. how to take leave on first day somemore?!
tmr before results will be meeting at broadway for lunch.. i think everyone is extremely worried. i still dunno wat to do abt my dental appt...hmm.. supposed to meet my friends leh.. but appt at 2.. also dunno how.. then also dunno whether can take pay anot. argh! i hate the company!!!
heard eve has some caucasians in her tennis class.. one cute ukranian... so lucky!!! i wonder who will be there to learn tennis wif us on fri.. i dunno how i'm gg to make it back home and have dinner and then go for the lesson in time.. hmm..
oh.. i still have no idea wat to expect for my results.. some say is 2 grades above prelims.. but tt's kinda impossible for me... afterall, my O lvl showed otherwise. hai. dunno how i'll react leh.. aiyoyo.... hope to do well, but then i alr noe i won't... so sickening.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
damn pissed. tmr is my last day, and i 'd have alr worked one and a half mths.. and i won't be receiving the JAN's pay at all. it's really ridiculous lor.. they push it all ard and no one seems to be taking responsibilty for giving out our salary..
another thing tt i'm angry abt is, they ask me to come back on fri to collect my pay. then i ask, confirm anot? then the HR was like, call before u come. the thing i'm worried is , what if i called and then they say i dun get paid??? then i no need to come down alr lor!
another thing tt i'm angry abt is, they ask me to come back on fri to collect my pay. then i ask, confirm anot? then the HR was like, call before u come. the thing i'm worried is , what if i called and then they say i dun get paid??? then i no need to come down alr lor!
Friday, February 23, 2007
long week......
wat a horrible week at work.. SHE wasn't here for 3 days! and i had to handle lots of stuff on my own.. stuff tt i''m still unsure and new at... and the stupid boss had to give me more work.. argh! anyway.. i dunno how many wrong things i had done.. sigh... if i make any HUGE mistakes, they wld find out by next week.. muahahaha.... FIRE ME!!!!
actually, i'm kinda 'scared' to work at this current office... i dun think my work is that important, but still the work to be done is of 'high relevance' REALLY. well, the past 3 days had definitely made me feel extremely 'vulnerable' and 'totally helpless'... all the boss's crap abt everyone being dispensable is bullshit. SHE wasn't here, and the others didn't seem to know exactly wat to do... and i think SHE was like avoiding my calls on the second and third day... hmpf!
was looking for jobs at the various websites.. not sure if i shld apply for othere jobs... i mean, the best possible thing abt my current company is its LOCATION... even if the pay at other pl are better, i wld prob have to spend more on transport... wat shld i do?!!!
i dunno how SHE'll react when she come back on mon... things tt are left at her table... things tt i've yet to complete - will she scream at me? it's a mon, it's a morning.. and her first day after being on leave for 3days... she cld be in a bad mood... oh my gosh... pls dun let her hate and detest me!!!
things tt i think went wrong:
1.i realise in the past, i've been faxing plain papers! cos i rmbed SHE told me, is paper face up, so well, i did tt for a couple of times until today, i saw this other guy did the other way, and then i was like - uh oh.
2.some of the auction/seizure reports came in, pat emailed the stuff alr... but i dunno whether to return to quantum law anot, so i left on her table. then there was this other same report(diff case) tt the dispatch guy put into the quantum law folder, but i think he may not have let pat send the 'email' so.. hmm.. i dunno... i zap a copy of it juz in case..
3.the AOS, ALOD- dunno whether confirm all right anot.. i did check and amended those wif mistakes.. but i'm a very low confident person.. i keep getting paranoid and worried.. and like, i'll check stuff, but then after checking, i'll still doubt my checking skills and wonder if i checked correctly!
4. got some ctb files to be opened.. i think i finish alr, but didn't past to zr, cos i not sure if i did it properly, and i wana wait til SHE come back b4 i proceed..
hai.... somebody give me a JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually, i'm kinda 'scared' to work at this current office... i dun think my work is that important, but still the work to be done is of 'high relevance' REALLY. well, the past 3 days had definitely made me feel extremely 'vulnerable' and 'totally helpless'... all the boss's crap abt everyone being dispensable is bullshit. SHE wasn't here, and the others didn't seem to know exactly wat to do... and i think SHE was like avoiding my calls on the second and third day... hmpf!
was looking for jobs at the various websites.. not sure if i shld apply for othere jobs... i mean, the best possible thing abt my current company is its LOCATION... even if the pay at other pl are better, i wld prob have to spend more on transport... wat shld i do?!!!
i dunno how SHE'll react when she come back on mon... things tt are left at her table... things tt i've yet to complete - will she scream at me? it's a mon, it's a morning.. and her first day after being on leave for 3days... she cld be in a bad mood... oh my gosh... pls dun let her hate and detest me!!!
things tt i think went wrong:
1.i realise in the past, i've been faxing plain papers! cos i rmbed SHE told me, is paper face up, so well, i did tt for a couple of times until today, i saw this other guy did the other way, and then i was like - uh oh.
2.some of the auction/seizure reports came in, pat emailed the stuff alr... but i dunno whether to return to quantum law anot, so i left on her table. then there was this other same report(diff case) tt the dispatch guy put into the quantum law folder, but i think he may not have let pat send the 'email' so.. hmm.. i dunno... i zap a copy of it juz in case..
3.the AOS, ALOD- dunno whether confirm all right anot.. i did check and amended those wif mistakes.. but i'm a very low confident person.. i keep getting paranoid and worried.. and like, i'll check stuff, but then after checking, i'll still doubt my checking skills and wonder if i checked correctly!
4. got some ctb files to be opened.. i think i finish alr, but didn't past to zr, cos i not sure if i did it properly, and i wana wait til SHE come back b4 i proceed..
hai.... somebody give me a JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
crazy day at work!
i kinda had trouble sleeping ytd cos i kept thinking of how i'll have to handle work today cos SHE wasn't here... panic panic...
today, work didn't start out tt well... had like tons to do... and i didn't really noe wat to do! then boss called the temps to have a meeting... he was assigning us work cos the 3 temps had quitted from court department. lucky for me, i had nothing from court, but i still had to do email extraction... which i think i'm pretty slow at.. hai... then there were things to be sent OUT... and to RECEIVE.. i'm kinda worried tt i may have done the wrong thing? haha.. then still got some other PODs to be done... i was kinda worried i may not be able to finish them... by ard 6.10, i;m left with 2 days of billings... but i can't do those from CTB, cos of the number... so only got ocbc to do... almost done...
tmr, i'll have work to do.. hope i can rmb and apply what i learnt... hmm.. muz reach early lor... lucky, no need to do 2 days of ctb alod. which reminds me-thank goodness ctb was kind enuf to send less than 40lod for 2 days.. phew! otherwise i wld be panicking like siao.. oh, and i had to check my work MYSELF.... so scary.. NO MISTAKES!!! i dunno whether tt's a gd news or not.. really scared tt i missed out on a mistake. and tt *argh* boss didn't even check lor... ok lor, he sign nv check, later wrong, dun blame me hor!
i've survived 1 day wout HER... oh, of course i called her a couple of times.. lucky she wasn't annoyed wif me... i'm abit less stressed now.. haha.. actually, i feel kinda bad.. cos the email extraction, i only did a few.. haha.. tt means the afternoon shift girl will have more to do.. oops! okok.. will try to do more tmr.. tt ite guy like very free leh...everytime i want to ask him que, i'll see him using his hp.. argh!
i dunno if i shld quit leh.. As cmg out next fri... hmm.. if i dun get sacked by this fri(which i dunno if i shld be happy abt it..) i wld wanna stay a few more weeks.. and then, i think it's pretty hard to find a job, on the papers.. very little vacancies for the different types of job occupations..
Aviva Open 2007 - i wld wana get into nyp.. but if tt happens, i won't be able to volunteer for the event.. but then again, wat are the chances tt i will get into the course? haha!!! i am so clueless...
oh, and i finally realised how grateful i shld be when i have nothing to do(except for the keys) on the first few days... now, i'm so freaking busy... esp this few days. i can't wait for fri to end!!! not becos it'll be the wkend, but becos it'll be the last day SHE is on leave.. then she'll cme back on mon.. hopefully the bosses will be outstationed!!! and hopefully she doesn't have to find out tt i make tons of mistakes(if i do) during these few days..
i can't wait for my pay.. i saw the cheques on the boss table liao.. but dunno issit muz wait for michelle to return before we can get it.. wonder how much it'll be... hmm..
today, work didn't start out tt well... had like tons to do... and i didn't really noe wat to do! then boss called the temps to have a meeting... he was assigning us work cos the 3 temps had quitted from court department. lucky for me, i had nothing from court, but i still had to do email extraction... which i think i'm pretty slow at.. hai... then there were things to be sent OUT... and to RECEIVE.. i'm kinda worried tt i may have done the wrong thing? haha.. then still got some other PODs to be done... i was kinda worried i may not be able to finish them... by ard 6.10, i;m left with 2 days of billings... but i can't do those from CTB, cos of the number... so only got ocbc to do... almost done...
tmr, i'll have work to do.. hope i can rmb and apply what i learnt... hmm.. muz reach early lor... lucky, no need to do 2 days of ctb alod. which reminds me-thank goodness ctb was kind enuf to send less than 40lod for 2 days.. phew! otherwise i wld be panicking like siao.. oh, and i had to check my work MYSELF.... so scary.. NO MISTAKES!!! i dunno whether tt's a gd news or not.. really scared tt i missed out on a mistake. and tt *argh* boss didn't even check lor... ok lor, he sign nv check, later wrong, dun blame me hor!
i've survived 1 day wout HER... oh, of course i called her a couple of times.. lucky she wasn't annoyed wif me... i'm abit less stressed now.. haha.. actually, i feel kinda bad.. cos the email extraction, i only did a few.. haha.. tt means the afternoon shift girl will have more to do.. oops! okok.. will try to do more tmr.. tt ite guy like very free leh...everytime i want to ask him que, i'll see him using his hp.. argh!
i dunno if i shld quit leh.. As cmg out next fri... hmm.. if i dun get sacked by this fri(which i dunno if i shld be happy abt it..) i wld wanna stay a few more weeks.. and then, i think it's pretty hard to find a job, on the papers.. very little vacancies for the different types of job occupations..
Aviva Open 2007 - i wld wana get into nyp.. but if tt happens, i won't be able to volunteer for the event.. but then again, wat are the chances tt i will get into the course? haha!!! i am so clueless...
oh, and i finally realised how grateful i shld be when i have nothing to do(except for the keys) on the first few days... now, i'm so freaking busy... esp this few days. i can't wait for fri to end!!! not becos it'll be the wkend, but becos it'll be the last day SHE is on leave.. then she'll cme back on mon.. hopefully the bosses will be outstationed!!! and hopefully she doesn't have to find out tt i make tons of mistakes(if i do) during these few days..
i can't wait for my pay.. i saw the cheques on the boss table liao.. but dunno issit muz wait for michelle to return before we can get it.. wonder how much it'll be... hmm..
Thursday, February 15, 2007
uh oh...
phew! wat a crazy day at work... had to do the docs for yesterday and today.. no free time to cut and paste stuff manually... then, at ard 5 plus, the time where everyone was extremely busy, there was a sudden breakdown! oh my gosh... i was like *stunned... ya.. after 5 min, someone managed to get it turned on again... then another 10 min later, when i finally finished printing all my docs, the server went down! oh my gosh... everyone was like panicking... there were things to be printed and the boss was gg to be back to sign it.. but how to get it done when the server is down?!!! i dunno... i was juz relieved i managed to print out all my necessary docs before i got affected...
well, somehow, everyone else managed to get their stuff done by 630 and were all ready to leave.. poor HER.. i think she's 'promoted' to IT personnel... which she's pretty unhappy if it becomes true...
another bad thing, SHE's on leave for 3 days next wk!!! OH NO! i'm soooo worried.... esp on wed... i'll have to do 'extracting of emails'-smthg new for me... and prob 2 sets of docs (one which was supposed to be done tmr, and the other which comes in on wed).. so dumb... i'm gg to be so busy on wed!! and then, there'll be the 'quantum law' docs which i'm still kinda new to... oh no.... i hope it turns out alrite... sigh...
well, somehow, everyone else managed to get their stuff done by 630 and were all ready to leave.. poor HER.. i think she's 'promoted' to IT personnel... which she's pretty unhappy if it becomes true...
another bad thing, SHE's on leave for 3 days next wk!!! OH NO! i'm soooo worried.... esp on wed... i'll have to do 'extracting of emails'-smthg new for me... and prob 2 sets of docs (one which was supposed to be done tmr, and the other which comes in on wed).. so dumb... i'm gg to be so busy on wed!! and then, there'll be the 'quantum law' docs which i'm still kinda new to... oh no.... i hope it turns out alrite... sigh...
Sunday, February 11, 2007
disappointment and feeling of being distant...
i'm pretty disappointed.. it's juz a msg, cldn't she have replied it? it's pretty disappointing, to inform someone tt i'm unwell, yet no msg of wishing me speedy recovery... to think we've been frens for so long... anyway, this is another period of time when i'm starting to feel like i'm losing them again.. i dun feel like i'm appreciated and i dun feel a sense of belonging... i noe it's silly to expect everyone to treat my as their best fren, but why do i keep feeling like i'm not even part of this circle of frens?
anyway, i went to the doc, and yes, i have food poisoning... maybe i shld have washed my hands afterall. and i rmbed tt i did use my hands, to dip the 2 garlic bread into the soup. dirty me...
anyway, i went to the doc, and yes, i have food poisoning... maybe i shld have washed my hands afterall. and i rmbed tt i did use my hands, to dip the 2 garlic bread into the soup. dirty me...
Saturday, February 10, 2007
pizza sux.. tennis rox
had a pretty good tennis session this morning.. played with kezia for the first time... the first half an hr was juz a reminder to both me and yh of why we need to take up the beginner course all over again.. then kezia joined us... and i think me and yh kinda played better... like yh cld do her forehand and backhand pretty well when she was returning kez's serve... i was doing gd too... haha.. muz ask kez to join us more often.. *satisfied* :D
then went to pizza hut and had pizza... had been very long since i ordered pizza instead of lagsana.. totally regret it... cos after the last piece, which i only ate the chicken pieces, i was feeling very full.. on the bus, my tummy kept aching like every other 5 min... i tot it was becos i was too full.. then when i reach home and changed into my looser shorts, thinking i wld feel better, it juz didn't. i tried to sleep so tt the pain wld go away, but it DIDN"T... oh my gosh, i was tossing and turning all over my bed.. everytime the pain went away, it juz keeps coming back a few min later! so frustrated. finally, at 4 plus, i felt the need to SHIT-.- it was diarrhoea... once again, i tot i wld feel better once everything is out. but NO. i drank the chinese medicine, thinking it wld make me feel better, and well, it did help to clear my system again by shitting. but STILL! i was still having pains.. so horrible... it's been 4 hrs now, slight signs tt i'm getting better... hai.. i was actually planning on making a trip to buy a fren's bdae, but i guess i'll be making a trip to the clinic instead..
tennis rox..
pizza-sux
then went to pizza hut and had pizza... had been very long since i ordered pizza instead of lagsana.. totally regret it... cos after the last piece, which i only ate the chicken pieces, i was feeling very full.. on the bus, my tummy kept aching like every other 5 min... i tot it was becos i was too full.. then when i reach home and changed into my looser shorts, thinking i wld feel better, it juz didn't. i tried to sleep so tt the pain wld go away, but it DIDN"T... oh my gosh, i was tossing and turning all over my bed.. everytime the pain went away, it juz keeps coming back a few min later! so frustrated. finally, at 4 plus, i felt the need to SHIT-.- it was diarrhoea... once again, i tot i wld feel better once everything is out. but NO. i drank the chinese medicine, thinking it wld make me feel better, and well, it did help to clear my system again by shitting. but STILL! i was still having pains.. so horrible... it's been 4 hrs now, slight signs tt i'm getting better... hai.. i was actually planning on making a trip to buy a fren's bdae, but i guess i'll be making a trip to the clinic instead..
tennis rox..
pizza-sux
Friday, February 09, 2007
update...
another week has passed... was kinda crazy this week.. esp yesterday and today...
ytd had to print like 30 letters.. which was alot of data to be entered and print... lucky the boss didn't leave early. the crazy thing today-the boss leaves at 230, which means the work tt i ususally take ard 2hrs have to be hurried within 30 min!!!! thankfully there were lesser entries to be keyed in, and SHE helped me to do some too... crazy crazy. i can't imagine wat's gg to happen if he had left at 230 ytd. argh...
2 of the other temps leaving by end of the mth... from a group of temps wif only 1 guy, now it'll be left with only 1 girl(me) :( hai... they're leaving for jobs tt have better pay and perhaps a boss tt's less demanding.... well, my job scope is still pretty alrite... nothing much to be done in the morning, except tt i had to buy MILK from mac this morning for the boss's wife(who is also the boss). argh. stupid.
international friendlies-
i actually woke up to watch the england vs spain match, and was looking forward to an exciting game.. thos england sorta did well in the first half, no goals were scored.. then i kinda got sleepy in the second half.. and sorta fell asleep throughtout the next half... i think i saw the spain goal.. anyway, ya, they lost.. pretty disappointed... oh, and the spainsh guys weren't tt hot.. until fernando torres appeared! he's still so cute and hot as ever! haha...
germany vs switzerland... well, i was delighted to see philipp lam... i missed him.. tt cute face of his.. but i was feeling really sleepy... i noe that i everytime i woke up, one goal was scored.. haha.. 1-0, 2-0, 3-0.. and then i woke up to see switzerland score after my dear philipp lam sorta screwed up the back pass to the goalie.. or maybe it was the defender and jens lehmmen's fault.. anyway, germany won.. but sadly, michael ballack got hit wif some thigh injury.. :(
i wonder how long i'll be staying in this company.. i hate to do RECEPT! transferring calls sux! i noe it sound pretty easy.. but i juz feel uneasy doing it!!! today yenn weii wasn't here to take over recept.. so i had to do it .. shit la.. and annie is like complaining abt the recept not doing her job properly.. sian.. can't they hire a proper one?!!
but unless i have a decent job offer.. i dun wanna go over the whole job hunting process again.. i noe the pay sux and the company is sorta cheating us.. but.. eh.. i sorta contented with wat i'm doing...
ytd had to print like 30 letters.. which was alot of data to be entered and print... lucky the boss didn't leave early. the crazy thing today-the boss leaves at 230, which means the work tt i ususally take ard 2hrs have to be hurried within 30 min!!!! thankfully there were lesser entries to be keyed in, and SHE helped me to do some too... crazy crazy. i can't imagine wat's gg to happen if he had left at 230 ytd. argh...
2 of the other temps leaving by end of the mth... from a group of temps wif only 1 guy, now it'll be left with only 1 girl(me) :( hai... they're leaving for jobs tt have better pay and perhaps a boss tt's less demanding.... well, my job scope is still pretty alrite... nothing much to be done in the morning, except tt i had to buy MILK from mac this morning for the boss's wife(who is also the boss). argh. stupid.
international friendlies-
i actually woke up to watch the england vs spain match, and was looking forward to an exciting game.. thos england sorta did well in the first half, no goals were scored.. then i kinda got sleepy in the second half.. and sorta fell asleep throughtout the next half... i think i saw the spain goal.. anyway, ya, they lost.. pretty disappointed... oh, and the spainsh guys weren't tt hot.. until fernando torres appeared! he's still so cute and hot as ever! haha...
germany vs switzerland... well, i was delighted to see philipp lam... i missed him.. tt cute face of his.. but i was feeling really sleepy... i noe that i everytime i woke up, one goal was scored.. haha.. 1-0, 2-0, 3-0.. and then i woke up to see switzerland score after my dear philipp lam sorta screwed up the back pass to the goalie.. or maybe it was the defender and jens lehmmen's fault.. anyway, germany won.. but sadly, michael ballack got hit wif some thigh injury.. :(
i wonder how long i'll be staying in this company.. i hate to do RECEPT! transferring calls sux! i noe it sound pretty easy.. but i juz feel uneasy doing it!!! today yenn weii wasn't here to take over recept.. so i had to do it .. shit la.. and annie is like complaining abt the recept not doing her job properly.. sian.. can't they hire a proper one?!!
but unless i have a decent job offer.. i dun wanna go over the whole job hunting process again.. i noe the pay sux and the company is sorta cheating us.. but.. eh.. i sorta contented with wat i'm doing...
Saturday, February 03, 2007
shopping woes
went vivo to shop for cny clothes. only managed to buy ONE spag top tt was on sale, cost @12 only.. so many nice clothes sold in FOX.. i tried quite a few, in different sizes, but it either didn't fit or was kinda ex... so disappointed. actually, i spent alot this mth alr... haven't even get pay yet...once i get my pay next mth, i muz spend it wisely... hmm, a lacoste shirt maybe, and the sims 2!!! haha.. not v. wise -.- but still!! i want!!
Friday, February 02, 2007
getting better...
time really flies when i'm working... pretty slack work in the morning, and then i'll rush out the urgent stuff in the noon, and before i noe it, it's 630 alr. phew. and today's friday!!! woohoo!!! can't believe it i survived the wk!
good news, SHE has actually been nicer to me.. initially, when i heard she's shifting her stuff to NEXT to me, i was so afraid! i scared she'll scold me for many things! in the end, she juz actually became more relaxed and less uptight abt things... she actually gossips! to me! abt the big shots and the history of the company.. haha.. it's nice... at least i'm less afraid of asking help from her(but i'm still cautious abt making mistakes...). but there are times, where i'm unsure if i can trust her.. i dunno.. kinda weird.. office politics perhaps..
workload as being alrite. still doing the usual stuff... but i'm like the most slack among all the temps, although i see one of them on MSN, while another one is always hanging out wif the recept and IT girls. but the other A levels students seem to be pretty busy.. and keeps getting called into the office by the boss. i'm juz glad i dun have to do tt much work for the meagre pay.
talking abt the pay.. pretty sad.. cos i calculated and it turns out tt i'm only earning like $5 per hr, which is pretty low. :( and then there's this possibility tt i won't get paid $1000 in feb, even if i have full attendance. smthg abt the CNY being a working day although i dun have to work on tt day. ARGH.. it's quite confusing. i'll see what my pay is...
chelsea: poor ashley cole. getting injured. :( hope a speedy recovery to him..
tennis!: oh my gosh! i may finally, again, be getting a beginner lessons!!! yea! definitely excited and looking forward to it.. the only thing i'm kinda worried abt: warm-ups! AH!!! i'm so UNFIT. seriously. i eat so much for dinner, becos i eat biscuits after the actual meal!! i juz can't stop eating! wateva happened to my small stomach which aches after too much food is stuffed into it???!!! needa go JOGGING!!!! it'll be so embarrassing if i can't even complete a few rds ard the court.. AHHHHH!!!!
CNY: uh oh... have been spending so much money, somehow on food.. and i needa go shop for new yr clothes.. and do smthg abt my hair.. i'm still waitng for it to grow longer so i can decide what hairstyle i want... but now it really looks kinda 'not nice'. -.-
good news, SHE has actually been nicer to me.. initially, when i heard she's shifting her stuff to NEXT to me, i was so afraid! i scared she'll scold me for many things! in the end, she juz actually became more relaxed and less uptight abt things... she actually gossips! to me! abt the big shots and the history of the company.. haha.. it's nice... at least i'm less afraid of asking help from her(but i'm still cautious abt making mistakes...). but there are times, where i'm unsure if i can trust her.. i dunno.. kinda weird.. office politics perhaps..
workload as being alrite. still doing the usual stuff... but i'm like the most slack among all the temps, although i see one of them on MSN, while another one is always hanging out wif the recept and IT girls. but the other A levels students seem to be pretty busy.. and keeps getting called into the office by the boss. i'm juz glad i dun have to do tt much work for the meagre pay.
talking abt the pay.. pretty sad.. cos i calculated and it turns out tt i'm only earning like $5 per hr, which is pretty low. :( and then there's this possibility tt i won't get paid $1000 in feb, even if i have full attendance. smthg abt the CNY being a working day although i dun have to work on tt day. ARGH.. it's quite confusing. i'll see what my pay is...
chelsea: poor ashley cole. getting injured. :( hope a speedy recovery to him..
tennis!: oh my gosh! i may finally, again, be getting a beginner lessons!!! yea! definitely excited and looking forward to it.. the only thing i'm kinda worried abt: warm-ups! AH!!! i'm so UNFIT. seriously. i eat so much for dinner, becos i eat biscuits after the actual meal!! i juz can't stop eating! wateva happened to my small stomach which aches after too much food is stuffed into it???!!! needa go JOGGING!!!! it'll be so embarrassing if i can't even complete a few rds ard the court.. AHHHHH!!!!
CNY: uh oh... have been spending so much money, somehow on food.. and i needa go shop for new yr clothes.. and do smthg abt my hair.. i'm still waitng for it to grow longer so i can decide what hairstyle i want... but now it really looks kinda 'not nice'. -.-
Sunday, January 28, 2007
disappointed
i'm feeling kinda disappointed rite now.. cos in a few mths time, when the aviva open begins, i may not be able to volunteer for it... perhaps the 'stars' are not as attractive..cos angie and lj dun seem to be interested anymore.. i rmb on the after the finals last yr, we 3 said we'd join it again this yr... i still want to... but i think they rather earn the money than go thru the experience again... sobs... if only it was like a more major competition, like some Australian open... woa.. that wld be so exciting! haha.. but there's prob no way an international tennis competition wld take place in a small size country like spore...
i wanna see peter gade again!! and andrew smith... and kenneth johanssen...
i wanna see peter gade again!! and andrew smith... and kenneth johanssen...
Thursday, January 25, 2007
2 weeks alr..
i've survived 2 weeks at this company..so far, everything is ok... the workload is alrite... juz bills and getting the letters done, and the KEYS. -.- yes, from last wed til today, i'm still doing keys.. today i was juz doing labelling.. but has yet to finish... has SHE been nicer to me? maybe... i dunno... i noe, the worst time to disturb her is in the morning... den by 4 plus, she doesn't get as pissed off, provided i dun mess up and give her extra work... yup.. so, maybe, juz maybe, i'll stay on abit longer than i thought.. but i am worried i'll have more work to do as the time goes by... hai.. after the other temp leaves for ns, i wonder who's gg to do his work.. pls dun be me!
chelsea is thru to carling cup finals!!! 4 - 0! bravo sheva for scoring 2 goals!! and lampard too!!! i shld have stayed up to watch the match instead of only watching the last 10 min.. i wld have been extremely delighted!!! yea.. so happy for them... and mourinho might be staying afterall!!!!!
roddick is out. :(((((( i knew it man.. how can federer be defeated by the same guy twice in a row??? haha... oh well, at least andy made it to the semis, pretty gd alr... :) and eeky for the womens final. serena williams against sharapova. rmb to turn down the vol, ppls! will be an extremely loud one...
chelsea is thru to carling cup finals!!! 4 - 0! bravo sheva for scoring 2 goals!! and lampard too!!! i shld have stayed up to watch the match instead of only watching the last 10 min.. i wld have been extremely delighted!!! yea.. so happy for them... and mourinho might be staying afterall!!!!!
roddick is out. :(((((( i knew it man.. how can federer be defeated by the same guy twice in a row??? haha... oh well, at least andy made it to the semis, pretty gd alr... :) and eeky for the womens final. serena williams against sharapova. rmb to turn down the vol, ppls! will be an extremely loud one...
Monday, January 22, 2007
argh!
i was pretty shocked when i realised i won't be receiving my pay for the first 3 days' work. like, wat the hell???? it's not like i work for only 3 days! i'm working for at least a mth!!! and it's a law firm somemore lor.. so ridiculous. i'm definitely not shopping for office wear clothes anymore... so argh!
tt aside, today was a bad day... pretty hectic and panicky towards the end of the day... the thais came today, then dunno why, the letterhead cldn't get the date to be in eng. then i have to edit so much and waste so many papers... and the IT person wasn't really tt gd, cos she took pretty long and i was so worried the boss wld leave w/out signing the doc.... anyway, i'm glad i finished on time... the bad thing is, the mouse at my com is extremely retarded! i'm gg to take such a long time to finish any work... and then, i was supposed to do smthg abt the keys, again! argh... it's not done yet and i have to do it again.. if only i was given proper instructions the first time SHE asked me to do it, i might not have wasted so much time... i'm getting teased la... for getting paid juz by figuring out which key belongs to which pedestal. that is NOT the only work i do, ok... i do updating of bills too and tt stupid letterhead which actually is the best part.. that's becos i'll be so busy with it, and time always flies esp fast during tt time.. so i noe, i'll be gg home soon... of course, tt's also the time where i make careless mistakes and my heart will start beating v. fast when i have to confess it to HER.
anyway, i haven't actually finished today's work... will do tmr lor, no choice wat.. besides it's no rush i think? haha... i'm quite a horrible worker.. i always go home without finishing the work.. but the gd thing is i'll always have smthg to do the next day without to bug HER for work...
i heard they're leaving soon.. ard the same time i'm leaving... sometimes, i feel like there's no need for me to quit, but at some other times, i can't wait to leave the job and get a job tt's not so stressful and have nicer co-workers... i think admin is much better than the other jobs(sales, cust service..) cos admin can SIT... really, now when i go shop, i'll take note of the ppls and the jobs they have... waitress muz stand and hold heavy stuff... sales also muz stand.. cust service worse. - kana scolded... hai... so sian. now, i see my mum.. i really sympathesize her... cos she brings her work home to do...hai...
work aside. soccer update!!! arsenal won!!! woohoo!!! more imptantly, man u LOST!!! muahahaha.. double defeat! and the 6pt gap REMAINS.... hai.. thank goodness.. but still, very worried abt the sour relationship between boss and jose... sobs sobs...
the thing abt work... even though it's only mon... i think time past much faster when i'm working than i'm studying... haha...
tt aside, today was a bad day... pretty hectic and panicky towards the end of the day... the thais came today, then dunno why, the letterhead cldn't get the date to be in eng. then i have to edit so much and waste so many papers... and the IT person wasn't really tt gd, cos she took pretty long and i was so worried the boss wld leave w/out signing the doc.... anyway, i'm glad i finished on time... the bad thing is, the mouse at my com is extremely retarded! i'm gg to take such a long time to finish any work... and then, i was supposed to do smthg abt the keys, again! argh... it's not done yet and i have to do it again.. if only i was given proper instructions the first time SHE asked me to do it, i might not have wasted so much time... i'm getting teased la... for getting paid juz by figuring out which key belongs to which pedestal. that is NOT the only work i do, ok... i do updating of bills too and tt stupid letterhead which actually is the best part.. that's becos i'll be so busy with it, and time always flies esp fast during tt time.. so i noe, i'll be gg home soon... of course, tt's also the time where i make careless mistakes and my heart will start beating v. fast when i have to confess it to HER.
anyway, i haven't actually finished today's work... will do tmr lor, no choice wat.. besides it's no rush i think? haha... i'm quite a horrible worker.. i always go home without finishing the work.. but the gd thing is i'll always have smthg to do the next day without to bug HER for work...
i heard they're leaving soon.. ard the same time i'm leaving... sometimes, i feel like there's no need for me to quit, but at some other times, i can't wait to leave the job and get a job tt's not so stressful and have nicer co-workers... i think admin is much better than the other jobs(sales, cust service..) cos admin can SIT... really, now when i go shop, i'll take note of the ppls and the jobs they have... waitress muz stand and hold heavy stuff... sales also muz stand.. cust service worse. - kana scolded... hai... so sian. now, i see my mum.. i really sympathesize her... cos she brings her work home to do...hai...
work aside. soccer update!!! arsenal won!!! woohoo!!! more imptantly, man u LOST!!! muahahaha.. double defeat! and the 6pt gap REMAINS.... hai.. thank goodness.. but still, very worried abt the sour relationship between boss and jose... sobs sobs...
the thing abt work... even though it's only mon... i think time past much faster when i'm working than i'm studying... haha...
Saturday, January 20, 2007
chelsea's blues
chelsea lost 2 - 0 to liverpool :( really upset.. i cldn't even bear to watch the rest of the match after pennant score the second goal.. i juz distracted myself by trimming my nails. it was so disappointing. the central defence was really weak. i can't blame ferreira and essien. they are not pro central defenders. but still... chelsea hardly created any chance to score goals. everytime chelsea had a corner, no one inside the box made a decent shot at goal. it sux man... if man u wins tonite... hai... jia lat. and i seriously think man u cld win... but i juz hope they dun.. otherwise.. otherwise.. otherwise... i dun wanna say it.. i hope terry cld come back soon and everything will return back to normal...
australian open has begun... really glad that roddick beat safin in the 3rd rd.. wat a tough match since both plays so alike... now he has to face ancic in the 4th.. also equally tough cos ancic is such a tall guy!!! i think bagdatis is out. i am so happy becos of that!!! haha!
australian open has begun... really glad that roddick beat safin in the 3rd rd.. wat a tough match since both plays so alike... now he has to face ancic in the 4th.. also equally tough cos ancic is such a tall guy!!! i think bagdatis is out. i am so happy becos of that!!! haha!
Friday, January 19, 2007
oh, i had alot of free time to think while at work.. i was making comparisons between all sorts of things.. like pri and sec sch. factory and admin work... schooling and working..
pri: lots of assessments to be done... everytime muz go buy assessment books and my parents will nag at me to finish everything.. 'No watching tv!!!', that's wat my folks always tell me at that age.
sec: the work gets tough.. lots of things to learn. stupid a math and physics... i hate both subj..
factory: earn more within a day cos of longer hrs. but has became a passive smoker during break time.. the pl is way too far.. only abt 5 hrs of slp everyday and can only watch the 5.30pm drama. had to stand for long hrs... bad for health.
admin: earn lesser of course for each day. no need to smell smoke cos air con area... can hang out with ppls of my 'type'... can watch more tv shows at nite... but need to decide wat to wear each day... then somemore still need to see the person's LIAN SE. but the work is definitely more 'challenging'(not toking abt the keys) and quite alot to learn(but i think it's not really applicable to other admin jobs..) it feels abit like gg to sch..
schooling: the stress of having to study and do well and better still do better than my peers really sux. other than tt, it's alrite cos of the company i have... the friends to gossip and tok abt hot guys and tv shows tt aired the nite before... it's great! lessons are a bore but it's cos of the company tt make us abit more awake..
work: there's stress too, no doubt, esp when things are demanded to be done by a certain time.. but then again, i get paid for my work... the downside is of course not being able to spend time with the friends i made over e few yrs... of course it gives me a chance to make new friends.. but when we only get 1hr of lunch break to chat with the others, it's kinda hard... oh, of course, having to see ppls' LIAN SE.. it sux.
but at least now i understand how my mum and dad feels... in the past, i didn't really get it.. it was juz making dinner and doin chores. wat's the big deal? now i noe... cos having to work for 8 hrs and then still need to look after the family... it is a big deal. it's tough man... now, all i can do i do wat my mum asks me to do so she'll have something less to worry abt.. tt's all i can do...
5 days of work has past.. i am so glad to be able to get a weekend's rest.. still need to shop for wedding dinner outfit and more clothes for work.. it's so sad i'm only getting my pay on the 20th next mth. argh. i hope next wk won't be tough.. btw, by the end of the first day, i was alr planning to quit after 1 mth... haha... we'll see...
pri: lots of assessments to be done... everytime muz go buy assessment books and my parents will nag at me to finish everything.. 'No watching tv!!!', that's wat my folks always tell me at that age.
sec: the work gets tough.. lots of things to learn. stupid a math and physics... i hate both subj..
factory: earn more within a day cos of longer hrs. but has became a passive smoker during break time.. the pl is way too far.. only abt 5 hrs of slp everyday and can only watch the 5.30pm drama. had to stand for long hrs... bad for health.
admin: earn lesser of course for each day. no need to smell smoke cos air con area... can hang out with ppls of my 'type'... can watch more tv shows at nite... but need to decide wat to wear each day... then somemore still need to see the person's LIAN SE. but the work is definitely more 'challenging'(not toking abt the keys) and quite alot to learn(but i think it's not really applicable to other admin jobs..) it feels abit like gg to sch..
schooling: the stress of having to study and do well and better still do better than my peers really sux. other than tt, it's alrite cos of the company i have... the friends to gossip and tok abt hot guys and tv shows tt aired the nite before... it's great! lessons are a bore but it's cos of the company tt make us abit more awake..
work: there's stress too, no doubt, esp when things are demanded to be done by a certain time.. but then again, i get paid for my work... the downside is of course not being able to spend time with the friends i made over e few yrs... of course it gives me a chance to make new friends.. but when we only get 1hr of lunch break to chat with the others, it's kinda hard... oh, of course, having to see ppls' LIAN SE.. it sux.
but at least now i understand how my mum and dad feels... in the past, i didn't really get it.. it was juz making dinner and doin chores. wat's the big deal? now i noe... cos having to work for 8 hrs and then still need to look after the family... it is a big deal. it's tough man... now, all i can do i do wat my mum asks me to do so she'll have something less to worry abt.. tt's all i can do...
5 days of work has past.. i am so glad to be able to get a weekend's rest.. still need to shop for wedding dinner outfit and more clothes for work.. it's so sad i'm only getting my pay on the 20th next mth. argh. i hope next wk won't be tough.. btw, by the end of the first day, i was alr planning to quit after 1 mth... haha... we'll see...
Thursday, January 18, 2007
job update!!!
monday: first day at work. HORRIBLE. really. there were 4 temps, each of us assigned to different perm staff... the one i'm under - argh!!! she is so mean!!! if i didn't hear wrongly, when she heard tt she has a temp under her, she was very annoyed cos she didn't wanna teach! so mean la. and she totally black face me lor! still diao me. mean. i was having a horrible day only becos of her. the work was pretty easy.. keying data, zapping, taking out the staple bullets?! yup. in the afternoon, i was supposed to key in some data for another person. it was juz copy and paste.. the person alr typed out the msg, all i had to do was paste if onto more than 300 plus files... ya. then when it was time to leave, i realise that she actually typed the date wrongly! and i'd alr pasted the msg onto 300-400 entries!!! oh my god! i still had more work to do.. but unsure if i shld continue, and becos the person left alr, i decided to go home too..
tuesday, i broke the bad news to tt person.. she was pretty shocked i did so many.. and she had to edit it.. but thankfully she didn't blame or chide me at all. phew. there were some decent proper work to be done. updating the bills.. it's quite alot... did fr 10 plus to 4 plus.. den SHE came, and gave me another set of work to do.. which was to key in some data, get the letters printed, signed, photocopied, and print g/s. and put it in envelope and learn to key in the dispatch info.. it's alot of things to do for each person's data. [basically, i'm in this particular 'bank's' department, where i'm in charge of keying the bills tt their customers owe. then, i need to print out the letters so that they can be sent to the customers..] it was kinda rush... cos everything was so new to me... and i was afraid of making mistakes.. and getting scolded by HER.
wednesday, i finished up the bills.. and asked HER wat next.SHE gave me a bunch of keys and tell me to go figure out which key belongs to which pedestal and make a spreadsheet of it. 50 over keys!! and her instructions were unclear due to the way she speaks i cldn't figure out wat she was saying. i kinda stoned. was i hired to do this?? figure out which key belongs to which pedestal(it's a drawer actually, those with wheels at the bottom). wat the hell man. then i juz went ard trying ALL the keys.. this task was actually carried out over 3 days til fri. it was so frustrating becos the keys were arranged in a way which i didn't understand and i was unsure if i cld juz mix up the keys anot... it was so dumb. everyone was busy doing their work over the comp and there i was gg ard trying out all the keys.. it was tiring cos i had to like squat.. and i didn't wanna disturb some ppls cos if i had squat there and tried all the keys, i cld be blocking their way.. argh.. in the noon, i did the letters stuff which i did on tue.. there was alot of data to be keyed...
thursday: i basically stoned during the morning staring at the keys and the excel worksheet i had done... it was incomplete asi still cldn't figure which keys belong to some of the pedestals.. it was such a frustrating moment cos i didn't noe wat to do... everyone was busy with work as i'm still stoning... i was so mad... although ppls say slacking is good, but still! it's juz hard to stare at the comp and do nothing! then in the noon after lunch, SHE told me tt actually it was the boss who wants the keys to get figured out and tt the boss wld make a big fuss over alot of stuff...
friday: still doing the keys in the morning but e gd thing is i've managed to figure out at least 25 outta 30 out the pedestals... and then SHE reminds me i have to figure out the keys for cabinets. argh. wateva. she then taught me how to update another set of bills and i carried out the letters task in the late noon as usual. work ends at 530. it was such a great feeling to reach home early to watch the beginning of the ch 8 show... btw, i'm prepared to face the boss and tell her i'm not finished wif the keys(which i am supposed to get it done by fri). i will face the music. like c'mon, i did my best. almost anyway..
yup, so this past 5 days of work really set me thinking... like how tough it was to come home after a hard day at work. even tho the work scope wasn't tt tough.. but still having to face ppl's lian se...i really sympathize my mum after working this wk. cos i was so tired when i reach home and i cldn't even stay awake to watch tv. yet my mum still had to cook dinner after finishing her work and to do the housework and continue her work a home..
tuesday, i broke the bad news to tt person.. she was pretty shocked i did so many.. and she had to edit it.. but thankfully she didn't blame or chide me at all. phew. there were some decent proper work to be done. updating the bills.. it's quite alot... did fr 10 plus to 4 plus.. den SHE came, and gave me another set of work to do.. which was to key in some data, get the letters printed, signed, photocopied, and print g/s. and put it in envelope and learn to key in the dispatch info.. it's alot of things to do for each person's data. [basically, i'm in this particular 'bank's' department, where i'm in charge of keying the bills tt their customers owe. then, i need to print out the letters so that they can be sent to the customers..] it was kinda rush... cos everything was so new to me... and i was afraid of making mistakes.. and getting scolded by HER.
wednesday, i finished up the bills.. and asked HER wat next.SHE gave me a bunch of keys and tell me to go figure out which key belongs to which pedestal and make a spreadsheet of it. 50 over keys!! and her instructions were unclear due to the way she speaks i cldn't figure out wat she was saying. i kinda stoned. was i hired to do this?? figure out which key belongs to which pedestal(it's a drawer actually, those with wheels at the bottom). wat the hell man. then i juz went ard trying ALL the keys.. this task was actually carried out over 3 days til fri. it was so frustrating becos the keys were arranged in a way which i didn't understand and i was unsure if i cld juz mix up the keys anot... it was so dumb. everyone was busy doing their work over the comp and there i was gg ard trying out all the keys.. it was tiring cos i had to like squat.. and i didn't wanna disturb some ppls cos if i had squat there and tried all the keys, i cld be blocking their way.. argh.. in the noon, i did the letters stuff which i did on tue.. there was alot of data to be keyed...
thursday: i basically stoned during the morning staring at the keys and the excel worksheet i had done... it was incomplete asi still cldn't figure which keys belong to some of the pedestals.. it was such a frustrating moment cos i didn't noe wat to do... everyone was busy with work as i'm still stoning... i was so mad... although ppls say slacking is good, but still! it's juz hard to stare at the comp and do nothing! then in the noon after lunch, SHE told me tt actually it was the boss who wants the keys to get figured out and tt the boss wld make a big fuss over alot of stuff...
friday: still doing the keys in the morning but e gd thing is i've managed to figure out at least 25 outta 30 out the pedestals... and then SHE reminds me i have to figure out the keys for cabinets. argh. wateva. she then taught me how to update another set of bills and i carried out the letters task in the late noon as usual. work ends at 530. it was such a great feeling to reach home early to watch the beginning of the ch 8 show... btw, i'm prepared to face the boss and tell her i'm not finished wif the keys(which i am supposed to get it done by fri). i will face the music. like c'mon, i did my best. almost anyway..
yup, so this past 5 days of work really set me thinking... like how tough it was to come home after a hard day at work. even tho the work scope wasn't tt tough.. but still having to face ppl's lian se...i really sympathize my mum after working this wk. cos i was so tired when i reach home and i cldn't even stay awake to watch tv. yet my mum still had to cook dinner after finishing her work and to do the housework and continue her work a home..
Friday, January 12, 2007
job at last
i found a job. at last.
it was raining HEAVILY. and i had to go to this agency at peninsula plaza to fill up some forms. after that, i had to travel to this ulu pl (which i nv heard of, which actually turns out to be somewhere near shenton way) for another interview.. yup, so i was told to fill up a form and then i received a call. i got a job! haha.. i went for it's interview yesterday, which i had to type on the spot! i tot i was kinda slow and unsteady.. but somehow, i got selected.. haha.. yup, i accepted it of course..
actually, after gg for that interview with the test typing part. i wasn't so sure if i was suitable for the job.. cos the boss said it's quite a 'stressful environment'. As if i haven't had enuf of stress for the past yr, now i'm actually gg for this job! yes, he did say that word 'stressful' a few times.. i suppose it will be.. but the thing is, when he told me wat i was supposed to do, i was actually looking forward to it.. some efiling and other stuff.. it seems pretty .. erm, how shld i put it... like i will learn alot from that job la! i was thinking that wateva i picked up will be very useful in future, esp when i go for other job interviews.. so, yup.. oh, the boss lied. i asked if i cld wear jeans and he said yes, smart casual. then juz now the lady called, she said office wear, NO JEANS. argh. well, shopping time!!! HAHA!
i can quit anytime, according to him.. but i hope to last at the very least, until i get back my results. that's pretty short, but like i mentioned earlier, he did say it's rather STRESSFUL.. oh well.. all the best for me...
it was raining HEAVILY. and i had to go to this agency at peninsula plaza to fill up some forms. after that, i had to travel to this ulu pl (which i nv heard of, which actually turns out to be somewhere near shenton way) for another interview.. yup, so i was told to fill up a form and then i received a call. i got a job! haha.. i went for it's interview yesterday, which i had to type on the spot! i tot i was kinda slow and unsteady.. but somehow, i got selected.. haha.. yup, i accepted it of course..
actually, after gg for that interview with the test typing part. i wasn't so sure if i was suitable for the job.. cos the boss said it's quite a 'stressful environment'. As if i haven't had enuf of stress for the past yr, now i'm actually gg for this job! yes, he did say that word 'stressful' a few times.. i suppose it will be.. but the thing is, when he told me wat i was supposed to do, i was actually looking forward to it.. some efiling and other stuff.. it seems pretty .. erm, how shld i put it... like i will learn alot from that job la! i was thinking that wateva i picked up will be very useful in future, esp when i go for other job interviews.. so, yup.. oh, the boss lied. i asked if i cld wear jeans and he said yes, smart casual. then juz now the lady called, she said office wear, NO JEANS. argh. well, shopping time!!! HAHA!
i can quit anytime, according to him.. but i hope to last at the very least, until i get back my results. that's pretty short, but like i mentioned earlier, he did say it's rather STRESSFUL.. oh well.. all the best for me...
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