Wednesday, January 19, 2005

so pissed

today was supposed to be a good day.. although i was quite nervous to run ard the track... but surprisingly, i ran.. 5 rounds... non-stop.. almost lah... first i stopped to tie shoe lace when i realise that i still got another round to go, then i stopped when i heard a whistle blown, which i tot was for me... ya.. but i nv walked.. so it's a huge achievement for me!! *applause.... hehe... pls, whoeva is reading.. dun be sacarstic and say ' chei, i run 2.4 also nv stop...' excuse me.. u're reading the blog that belongs to joyce.. the girl who will complete 6 rounds, out of which, 3 will be done by walking... SO, once again.. please * applause...hehe
but then, my day was destroyed when someone told me that me and my friends have been labelled as the 'reject clique'... this was by the so-called self-labelled ' cool clique' who are in my class.. i so cannot believe it.. by my very own cg... i mean... ain't we all in jc now? so why are there still such immature ppls who label others? grow up...
* thanks juncheng for buying the $5 ticket from me...
this was heard by a friend's(my cg) friend(not my cg..). the friend was sitting near the 'cool clique' and she overheard one of them saying that something like - there are alot of clique in our cg.. then we are the cool clique and (dunno wat... ) .then afterwards, one of them pointed to my frien(my cg) and said 'there, the reject clique'...
so..i'm not sure whether i'm also part of the reject clique.. but somehow.. what my friend said.. is that, the 2 of my friend plus me are also part of the reject clique... gosh.. i feel like kicking thier ass..
okay, but i'm not sure.. cos i think only one of them said it... so.. i think it's that extra girl...
i juz dun understand how they can actually say that lor... it's so childish... and exactly why are they cool??? cos their short? they can run faster than me? they are outspoken? they like to attract attention?? okay.. i'm being mean here cos i still dun have the facts yet.. as in who said it... so i dun really wanna say bad things about other ppls who are not as childish as the person, even though they are part of the cool clique... i really hope not everyone is like the person who bullshited.. it hurts.. it really does.. back in nt, nothing like that took place.. everyone had their clique and everyone minded their own business... so why issit happening in a jc??? and the person who said it, is from a girls school... gosh. what a bitch

Sunday, January 16, 2005

sian

lectures are really BORING!!!! it's not the part where the teacher goes blah blah blah... it's the part where i can't sit at a comfortable position.. okay wrong word,it's not that i find it boring although it is.. but i juz can't stand, i mean, sit, in the audi... and the lecture theater... the tables are so small... i think i'd prefer tutorials... it's juz so hard to concentrate... esp, when the teacher is also figuring out how to use the stupid Windows Journal... quite cool lah.. but abit slow lor... and it felt really terrible to sit in the front... aiyah.. it juz feels uncomfortable to even sit at those chairs... it's like, i sit so extremely straight, i think everyone ard me is like, ' why is she sitting so upright..." i mean, back in normal class.. no one would have observed that.. but in the audi and lt..it's juz so @#$&%*^!!! whateva...

Friday, January 14, 2005

sports club

juz now went to west coast park... it's organised by the first batch of SA sports club.. ya, there's only 5 seniors... erm..we were first separated into diff grps of colours.. dunno why arh, red seems to be my colour since the yr started.. first it was Alesia(red), then it was gomes(red), then today, i got into the red team again.. hehe.. no wonder last time when i checked my horoscope, they say something bout my lucky colour being red...
anyway, we played ultimate frisbee and touch rugby.. for the frisbee rite, i agree wif simin that it was like repeating our sec 2 post-exams pe... the actual game itself wasn't very fun either.. i mean, the sport is fun lah.. but got so many ppls and with limited boundary... can be quite sian lor... then we also learned to play touch rugby... same thoughts as that of frsibee... little land, so many ppls...
but overall, it felt okay lah.. the warm-up, which involved a little bit of jogging was alrite... cos very slow, i can keep up... and the route was very short... (hmm.. maybe i shld go there often to run instead of going gym... cos there quite ulu...
anyway, out leader(senior/overall incharge), eugene was not bad lah.. then there was zihao... no offense lah, but he reminds me of the way claire speaks... very cute yet funny... ya, initially at the bus, when baohui was asking me whether i was to stay at the sports club, i realise he juz walked past.. then i know wat, so i din like, want to say in front of him.. but then he realized i pause, so he was like.. 'answer leh, why dun want to answer?'... ya that sorta thing...
at the end of the day, the evaluation thing.. eugene was saying that joining sports club requires certain level of fitness... so that part i quite worried lah... cos i dunno whether i up to standard anot... aiyah, somemore.. tennis ppls haven't call yet.. so.. i dun think i got chance there... definitelly no band for me.. cos their hours are so late and more imptly, i dun really appreciate that sorta music... ya so... haix...


Wednesday, January 12, 2005

cca open house

it's not fair leh... they never say got trials... gosh i screw up lor... then for recreational, they only select 20 odd ppls... i'm so upset... esp cos i did learn tennis... ya lar, i learn only for 8 lessons.. and i hardly practise it ever since sch started... but many of the girls also nv learn tennis b4... the worse thing is not that i bought the racket and nv got into the recreational team. it is the fact that others who din even had a single experience can actually go in... IT SUX!!! okay.. the fact that i juz mentioned has not been confirmed, that is juz wat i'm afraid of... But i still feel like i totally wasted money on learning the tennis course and buying such a good racket..EEKS!!! okay let's recall:
one of the balls thrown was way too fast, but i managed to hit it, ya, and it went to the other court... then, there was another one where i hit,not bad, but went out of court juz by a couple of inches... then, the worst, i hit a ball out of the court.. is that good or wat??? i mean, u see, it could mean that i have the strenght to hit it that high and up or it could mean that i'm really a horribly terrible player... anyway, we juz hit a few balls and were told to stop.. the person was like, which one's ur name? then she put a tick there... SO, is that good or wat? cos the 2 players infront of us, ( their names were there too according to my partner), but i din see any other ticks... SO, it could mean that we are good or simply, not cut out for tennis... ARGH!!! so wasted.. but then u think lah, if it's a tick, most likely, she call rite? Ya, she did say she'll contact us... ( i think is regardless of whether we're in or not..) sickening...
then, after that went to audi to watch the performance by band... i was definitely not very impressed by them.. not that i'm better lah, but i juz feel that many other secondary schs are juz as good (except ntss lah)... so, the student conductor was toking... quite lame lah.. then he did mention the word COMMITMENT... i dun think i can do it lor... commit to band that much...
anyway, there's this sports club that i signed up too.. they do various activites... something like odac lah, but not really... so.. if i dun can into tennis, i guess that's my only option...
OH PLEASE!!! let me at least get into the recreational team...

Saturday, January 08, 2005

sajc orientation

day2
okay i'll juz summarise everything... i accidentally became the og rep on day 2 cos i was sitting at the 13th position... so, that day we hard our kingdom time - learn cheers... thenwe learn to dance lindy hop... partner with wl... quite hard to dance actually... the main game of the day was The Dark Secret.. we were supposed to find out which counsillor leaked out the secret to Black Knight on how to break the halo... then, there was the arts enrichment, where 2 guys form lee wei song sch came and did some intro and performance.. the so called JJ, sang REALLY WELL... he was also quite gd looking(reminds me of garethgates w/out the gap in the teeth..) he was really impressive esp in music of the night, although there were some pitch probs at the end of the song...
day3
saw the dance by the student council.. not bad.. then, mass dance again... but they taught us a new one.. some indian song... very funny...had mass games... quite lame lah, the chain thingy... but not bad.. then there was the conquest... actually quite depressing... cos our og seem to lost out at every game... it's as though we have too many ppls... but then we had fun, esp to cheering part... the station leaders were like shock when we ask them which cheer they want us to do... quite lame lah, like we have cheer 101, movement 2, book 2... very funny.... oh, i saw caleb too... didn't noe he was from sa, also a sc... the games were mostly water and mud and soap... and flour... okay lah... i din really dirty myself much... at the end, some of us stayed back to do the mascot(red indian) and dance thingy... then went dinner with some of them...i was really glad i went to dinner with a bunch of strangers.. okay not exactly strangers lah... but we tok,joke and juz lame ard... made a few more friends... nice...
day 4
very tiring... had only 6 hrs of sleep the day b4... oh, we learn the college song.. very nice... UP SAINTS... then there was the B.K.T.C, (bernice and kenneth tok cock..).. it's really tok cock lor, their jokes were totally lame.... so lame... but funnily lame... then got mass games and dance again.. i seriously dun think the chain game is nice to play... cos got alot of ppls and the hall very small... but the dance part was quite nice.. cos some of us, yh, sm, ap and wl gathered ard and we dance with each other... (i'm still more comfortable abt making a fool infront of my old friends...) okay.. then preparation for the finale... jasmine from oug og was teaching us how to dance.. the steps were easy except, there was no music... so when our og finally heard the music and were informed that we had to dance at a much faster pace.. we knew something was bound to take place... btw, othe ogs in alesia hasn't heard the music yet... after that, we wore our identity stuff, there was the painting on the face, red cloth on the head and feather behind.. quite nicely done and very nice cos red is a very bright colour... finally, the performance began... alesia was third in line... as expected, we screwed up... quite funny lah.. we were supposed to do 4 times of what we've learn, in the end we din only twice... and in wasn't very organised... so when we kinda got lost, we juz jumped ard the mascot and sang the red indian song... it was really embarrassing... However we weren't the only kingdom to screw up, the other one N... also quite jialat...
BUT, ALESIA IS THE BEST KINGDOM!!!!! yea, so happy... on annoucing the 4th award - best identity, it was N who won, then dunno why, our ogls started jumping ard... then we realized the last award of best kingdom belonged to us... when our noble went up, the host was like ' i haven;t announce yet'.. so quite embarrassing and they walked back.. at that time i was like so pai seh lor.. and also afraid that we won't win anything... but then when they finally announce our name, we were all estatic!!!! so happy lor, so we all ran ard the track.. i quite pai seh lah, cos i was at the back most of the time... the last hundred metre, i was like ' i cannot liao lor...' but the ogl was like ' alesia hurry up!' so i managed to finish the run... whew...
then the finale part, sa had their own band playing music for us.. it was really dark liao.. all of us were jumping and singing and running ard... i was with my og all the time.. very fun... oh ya, afterwards we found ally(my ogl) and we cheered for her... i think the past few days she quite lau kuay cos our grp was kinda quiet withe the exceptn of a few guys... so i tot she was really happy when we all cheered for her and had a grp hug... nice
then went for supper with my og at harbour front hawker centre... eat and tok... then ally came along and we tok cock for abt 45 min... she was explaining to us abt the black knight and the story... at that time, i was really scared.. like as though we were really living in saintierra and the black knight really existed... i quite lame hor?
but i had fun.. alot of fun... hope i'll still remain in touch with my og mates...

Friday, January 07, 2005

sajc orientation

day 1
first day was quite... erm first day lor... everyone was like so uncomfortable... also everyone was like kinda separated by our birthdays... unfortunately, i was the only april new towner... then the ogls told us to stand up and do massages for those ard us... not bad... my ogl is ally... the curly hair girl... my og is 'lucky 13'.. nothing much lah... while other og playing whacko, we doing admin stuff... then we also cheer alot... lunch was very crowded at the caferteria... have to buy own lunch cos no packet food... i nv eat lah.. juz drink... thenm finally we had our own og time.. did our intros and played whacko... alot of RVs in my grp... oh then play the mass games in hall... touch the tapes thingy.. so lame lor.. i kana forefeit with thiam for 2 times.. but we nv really did anything.. oh ya... then during the cheer part, i saw the bonding between the counsillors... woah.. very close.. very on ... ' counsillors, are u ready? EVER READY, saints are u ready? EVER READY!!'
oh then, i sorta observed the jc 2 girls... all so gd looking, so mall sizzed.. then their skirts all mini lor.. haix..