Monday, November 27, 2006

lalalalala

chelsea vs man u 1-1!!!! muahahahaha... i'm happy. i'm pleased. i'm satisfied... the first half was dominated by manu no doubt.. van der sar hardly had anything to do... but. after saha scored the first goal, u can see chelsea immediately fought back. hard. the second half was so extremely exciting cos chelsea kept pushing forward... surong said chelsea played dirty.. not really la.. except some of the ballack tackles were late and uncalled for.. anyway, i was happy carvalho head in chelsea's goal. this is, if i'm not wrong, the first match that chelsea did not score the first goal. so, i think it's pretty exciting seeing chelsea fight back for such a long period of time from after the manu goal..
ashley cole did a good job. ronaldo, i admit, is pretty good. run so fast!!! lucky a.cole can keep up with him.. phew. essien also ran like he was running for his life when he switched to right back... drogba and shevchenko- well.. kinda low profile throughout... i almost forgot rooney was in the line up after saha scored the goal.. haha.. jose mourinho is such a comical guy to listen to during his interviews.. his accent and the stuff he says... he is indeed the special one.. haha..
i saw this line in the newpaper. v cool. "it's not easy to beat man u. but it's harder to beat chelsea" woohoo!!!

yup.. i can watch all the soccer match i want now!!! yea!!! As are officially over as of 9.11am on 23rd nov.. since then, i've been gg out every single day to shop. but i hav yet to buy anything.. will be buying tmr... hope the dress is still there!!!

Monday, November 20, 2006

almost.. already.. wateva

As are over! not officially, but sorta. only left p1.. i can't wait to start my shopping!!!

but first, a review of the papers
gp: u nv noe.. u juz nv noe. i hope for moderation!
math: i think it was alrite for both, pretty doable..
chem: i kinda screw up p3 :( p1 isn't tt good either..
bio: p2 was alrite considering i didn't touch the chunk on dna. BUT p3 was definitely pretty tough.. thinking back now, i think i didn't read some of the key words in the que. oops.

that's abt it... i'm trying as hard not to think of any MORE possible errors thati've made and juz concentrate on the hols

shopping for prom! oh so exciting!!!! haha.. but i have such disproportionate body :( pear shaped somemore.. eeks. hope i find a suitable dress [i dreamt that i was still at home trying out dresses when prom has alr began] hope i can work off some fats within this short teeny bit of time left. and still need to pay $60 for makeup artiste!!! and a clutch, and shoes.... hope my mum decides to be v nice and pay for some of them.. hehe

TRIP to AUSSIE!!! oh my gosh i simply can't wait for that!!! last nite, i had a conversatn w mum.
mum:i have a fren who's daughter also had a huge pimple like u. she finished her As liao, so she's on a taiwan trip w her friends. taiwan lei..are u gg on any?
me: ya to aus w my frends
mum (wide-eyed): cannot la, i can't let u go on ur own, so blur.
me(even wider-eyed): huh?! but that time u say can wat!
mum:where got?
me: there, when u say how bro is having a great time in euro, then u say if i wanna go, juz make money on ur own lor.
mum:ha..u make enuf money first lor.

THEN, after that i noe she has given me the permission when she told me to get a POSB card. i was like, wat for? "so you can use it overseas"!!!!! woohoo!!! i can't wait to meet up with the rest to discuss abt it! so exciting!! gold coast! but after watching so many epi of croc hunter diaries, i wld love to visit the aus zoo... but still, i think the rest wld rather go gold coast. rollercoaster rides!!

woo.. oh i juz can't wait... i'll make earrings, watch tv, stay up late to watch soccer, vcds, movies, to the library, learn some stuff, sleep all i want. make money and spend it on shopping!!!

i muz definitely make good use of this hols. dun be like the past hols.. juz slacking ard w nothing interesting to do. woohoo!

Thursday, November 09, 2006

yikes!

As has finally begun. completed half of the papers... so far, it was alrite... but i feel v uncertain for gp, chem and mathh p2.
this time during the preparation for As, i have been highly emotionally distressed. i juz feel really and very worried and stressed each time i look at the notes the nite before... and i juz kept crying... my parents are pretty supportive and understanding... they tell me not to worry abt my results and juz take it easy with the papers. even if i dun do well for the paper, they wouldn't blame me... really relieved to hear it from them.

I have nv really felt this high level of distress during my preparation for the past major papers.. so my emotions now are kinda scaring my mum... i think she's worried abt me..

i'm not sure wat i want after As... everyone says after jc is go uni. but was if i dun want? then ppls would say i shld have went poly in the first place. well, i definitely didn't regret my decision abt not gg poly. jc was the choice i made. afterall, i wasn't sure wat course(which wld determine my career path) i wanted to take back then.
now.. i'm thinking, maybe i'm juz no good at studying. or, i'm sick of studying. i dun wanna study anymore... it's causing me so much stress it's disrupting my life... i'm considering picking up some sorta skill... something more hands-on and less cramming for exams.

of course, if i do perform well for As and my results are sufficient for the physiotherapy course, i may still go back to that.. but it's kinda doubtful.. cos i haven't done proper last min recaps and revisions for each of my past papers..

then i tot abt something else. how would i feel if my frens all obtained their degrees and diplomas and are holding a higher paid job then me? i will certainly feel left out.... But i also understand that not everyone are equally academically inclined..

many of my frens are planning to go uni. but many of them are also unsure of the courses they wanna take. it's like a 'must' to get either a degree or diploma in spore. i hate this. i want to do something fun and easy..but there's NO SUCH THING. argh. my parents say many ppls also didn't had degree and diploma, but they're still earning more money that the graduates. but i'm not that type of person. i dun have the brains nor talents to do that.

i wish i knew wat to do.. until then, i'm looking forward to end of As, prom, xmas and aussie trip.