OMG
U GOTTA BE FREAKING RICH AND KNOW HOW TO DRIVE IN ORDER TO TOUR THE STATES. OTHERWISE MUZ GO WITH TOUR GROUP MAN. BORING
DEFINITELY NOT THE BEST DESTINATION TO TRAVEL ALONE...

travelling alone.. the idea seems a little daunting.. i can eat my meals and watch movies alone.. i muz say i'm quite the independent girl.. but travelling is another whole new different story.. so more, i'm not tt rich. and i dun have a license. haha

bought a pair of asics! WOOHOO!!!
gotta start running faithfully again!
bought way too much stuff over this weekend.. 2 tops at f21 & pull&bear, 2 online checkered purchases, and the shoes.
and i actually wana buy more stuff... but guess i better curb my buying(s) NOW!

had a great dining experience with the pt2 ppls at chomp chomp!!!
oh man the hokkien mee is sooo nice i cld totally finish up the 5$ plate on my own! and so is the sambal stingray!!! WOOHOO! and i love the huge mug of sugarcane juice! it's been so long since i last had sucha delicious tasty yumyum singapore food!
next up, adam road with s55 ppls!

i wonder how our thai trip will work out... and the batam trip too.. so annoying tt nobody is replying my fb msg! :S

OH! and btw... i've decided that my next dream (hopefully not juz a dream) destination is UNITED STATES OF AMERICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO GO THERE! SO MUCH TO DO, SEE, SHOP!!!!
USA ANYONE???

When I see their happy faces smilin' back at me.
7th Heaven, I know there's no greater feelin' than the love of family.
Where can you go when the world don't treat you right?
The answer is home; that's the one place that you'll find...
7th Heaven, mmmmm 7th Heaven
7th Heaven

one of of my all time favourite shows, and one of my fave songs.. esp the the 3rd & 4th line :)

finally, the very last clinical placement has come to an end.
i still remembered the first time i had a look at the clinical placement schedules when i was in yr1.looking back, i thought 'damn. 3 freaking placements in yr3? how the hell am i ever gonna get by that?!' and here i am. been there, done that.
by far, this is my best placement. i've learnt a lot, i feel inspired to do well, and i think this is where i can perform the best for my patients...
of course i wish i was a more well rounded physio, and i might need some help in ms cos tt's my least confident area.

anyways, i'm really glad tt clinicals are over - so i dun have to face somebody every single freaking hour. things got juz teeny weeny better at the last few days, only cos she sorta screwd up and i decided to be sympathetic towards her. i'm really looking forward to sch.. to seeing my good o' pals and being ard ppls whom i dun get angry, annoyed or pissed at. haha. unfortunately, fyp status is not tt good. gotta start working on my statistics! ARGH. on a side note.. haha. 3quarter of my fyp are gonna be colleagues in future! WOOHOO!

bought 110$ worth of cosmetics.. kinda regretted one of the foundations.. doesn't seem to suit me:( sadness. guess when it comes to cosmetics, got to spend and splurge quite abit b4 finding the right one..

on another note,
and i need a pair of running shoes!
hope the thai trip works out in the end!

U! pissed me off and i dun like u!
i try and stay invisible when u treat ur pt and help u if needed/necessary.
but u! talk talk talk talk talk! i dun give a damn how friendly u are, but i juz want u TO SHUT THE FUCK UP and LEAVE ME AND MY PATIENT ALONE! u're seriously cramping my style u noe that!
the stupid questions u ask are as though u're my CE and u wld noe better! but u fucking don't! what 'quiet people score better than the vocal ones"? WHAT THE FUCK WAS ALL THAT ABOUT!? DID U SERIOUSLY HAVE TO ASK THE CE ABT THAT IN FRONT OF ME??!?!?!? ARE U TRYING TO GET HER TO TELL U THAT NO, ACTUALLY VOCAL ONES WILL SCORE BETTER AND PPLS LIKE ME WHO ARE SO QUIET WILL DO WORSE. FUCK OFF MAN!
I WAS SO TIRED AT THE END OF THE DAY AND INSTEAD OF JUZ TELLING ME STRAIGHT TT I DIDN'T CLEAN IT PROPERLY, U HAD TO ASK AND PROBE IN FRONT OF ME CE SO THAT I MADE A DAMN MISTAKE IN FRONT OF HER AND SNAPPED AT U FOR THE WRONG REASON

I WISHED U HAD STAY AT HOME FOR THE REST OF THE 2 WKS
I WAS PERFECTLY HAPPY THE LAST 2 DAYS!!!! I DUN LIKE HAVING U AROUND AT ALL! U SHLD JUZ MIND YOUR OWN DAMN BUSINESS AND STOP ACTING SO FUCKING HELPFUL, COS I FUCKING DUN CARE AND DUN APPRECIATE AT ALL. GO SUCK UP TO HER WHEN I'M NOT AROUND. DON'T FUCKING DO IT IN FRONT OF ME AND MAKE MY BLOOD BOIL!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!! I HAVE NEVER USED SO MANY OF THIS FUCKING VULGAR WORD IN MY ENTIRE BLOG. I'VE TOLERATED ENOUGH OF U! I JUZ WANT U TO GO AWAY! FAR FAR FAR FAR AWAY!



ok.. after so much vulgarities. i apologise to any readers who are offended. joyce hasn't changed. she juz got angry and needed to vent it out. and yes, she was so angry she had an overdose of vulgarities in her blog. hopefully none in the future.
with regards to the above rantings, i juz wana say, maybe i'm over-reacting. perhaps i'm over sensitive. (OR PERHAPS IT REALLY IS HER FUCKING FAULT). sometimes ppls get on to my nerves, and if i keep quiet abt it, i'll burst out later on. The above wasn't a first. in fact, i ald told her off the other time rd. this time, actually she was juz annoying me cos i really didn't need her fucking dumb qns to try and make me look like i dunno what i'm doing COS I DO NOE WHAT I WAS DOING. CLEARLY.

i guess i shall go back to the 'idunwanatalktouandishallnotrespondunlessabsolutelynecessaryandifutryandtalksomemoreulljuzendupfeelingandlookinglikeanidiotsomyadviceisBUZZOFF!'

i had a minor setback, well, several minor setbacks during my 2nd week... i think i almost failed for safety.
oh wells, better make a list of to take note and mental steps b4 i see all my pts..
mid eval- cld be make or break wk...

ON THE OTHER HAND... there's a reason for me to look forward to travelling all the way to changi! haha :))