LEFT 3 more wks of clinicals! YAY :D
however, i really dunno how nuh's CE will grade me.. cos i really dunno where i stand at. i hope i will 'learn more & do better' at st.andrews. seems like life is good over there! :D

so excited abt the trip to sydney! u noe like once in a while, my thoughts will be on sydney, and then i'll juz like grin from ear to ear and juz scream a little cos i'm sooooo looking forward to it. i can't believe it's really gonna happen. in like less than 1.5 mths! :D:D:D:D:D

on the other hand, i juz found out that results will be released in 2pluswks time on mar17. so.... i'll get the sms update, but i'll prob be on my way to st. andrews by then. hmm..it was a very short semester- tt i wld say, wasn't really a good one overall. didn't do as well as i shld have for a couple of pract tests.. but hopefully, i shld do well enuf not to be in the position of taking supp. I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF.. I THINK?.

gotta go into the operating theatre tmr! :S
dun worry, i'm not the one getting operated.
juz sitting in(or rather standing in) to watch. hope it's not too bloody. hope it's not too long, and sure hope i can ta-han it!

sighs. i can't seem to get myself to do the work that i need to do and the stupid eval form tt i have to submit tmr. so frustrating!
i wana think that tmr(next wk) will be a better week, but when that CE's face appear in my head, the bubble burst :S oh man.
actually it's partly our fault i guess, or issit the teacher's fault? shld have edited the contract learning. ARGH.

4more wks! actually it's only 1wk2days more at nuh! yiippee! hopefully st andrews will be kinder to us, even tho the distance is super far.

jia you to myself and all!

and thanks surong for the lovely food and wii! i regret not eating more! HAHAHAHA

thank god first wk is gone. and i was 10min late today,(dunno why i'm usually late on fri.) though the CE probably didn't realise it. *hopefully*
mornings are fine, gg round the wards. had done suctioning 2x on the same lady. erm. i dunno how to describe it. "pt tolerated well???!!!" ok, not exactly. but it's tough for the pt. sigh.
afternoons are not so fine. it's kinda unfair to be graded on neuro stuff when it's clearly NOT supposed to be neuro stuff. gimme some TKR/THR post op leh! i dun want neuro! i mean, it's good to learn, definitely make more sense and is gd practice with real patients, but to be graded on it is juz unfair! ARGH

next wk shld be better i suppose.

tmr is the start of the inpatient attachment.
not fully prepared. REALLY. slacking at home, taking countless naps, flipping thru channels on tv, even picking up juggling!!! haha, shall work on the juggling when i'm free-er
i dunno what to expect tmr. maybe tat's why i'm being complacent right now. cos so far, all my CEs have been nice on the first day. ha. hopefully i dun get shoot down tmr.
first impression counts, but will not be graded. noted.
so, i'll juz do my best in my last min revision rite now, and hopefully, i'll learn more along the way IN the hospital.
no stress no stress. 5 wks will breeze thru. i can do this.
becos i believe that in the end, everything will turn out fine. *quotes jac for the thousandth time :D

I AM GOING TO SYDNEY. no joke.

i am gg to sydney
i am gg to sydney
i am gg to sydney
i am gg to sydney
i am gg to sydney
i am gg to sydney
i am gg to sydney
i am gg to sydney
i am gg to sydney

confirmed. guarenteed. plus chop. and stamped.

yes everybody. i am gg to australia. sydney.
no joke k.
my mum has booked the flight.

departing on 9th april at 09:25

returning to singapore only after my 21st bday. how cool is tt? i'm arriving back on the 16th at 9plus. hehe.

ooh so exciting!

hope u guys haven't thrown away the ang bao packets u've got! *hints hints*

and nothing is stopping me.

*prays hard tt everything goes smoothly*

juz real like blogging abt stuff..
been slacking a lot. watching mtv-thecity and jon&kateplus8! love the gosselins! the sextuplets are soooo cute! but i still got a little prob telling who's who..

unfortunately. i'm have not booked my flight. i have a bad feeling abt it. it's not really procrastinating. it's more of uncertainty on so many levels. where am i gonna stay? i dun wana stay alone! how am i gonna get ard places? do i have enuf money?? :(( why am i gg this yr when i'll prob go there next yr? tt's like. argh.

on the other hand. it'll be cool to do something big like this for my 21st. something different. special. unique.
ps. there is something awkward i find abt the bday parties. i dunno. guess its the cliquish-effects.

anyways. i do really feel like shopping. online. vivo. orchard.
f21 red leather clutch.
pretty dresses which i have no occasion to wear to. haha.
and i hate the fact tt i need to buy concession. 52 bucks. plus plus plus for the train rides. argh. stupid transport.

aussie.... still thinking of aussieeeee...
thinking of sydney. then gold coast.
thinking of "free" accommodation at jie's.
thinking of gg to places with jie and cheryl
thinking of spending my 21st there..

thinking.. no action yet. cos of all the uncertainties....

ANYWAY. i had a great time housevisiting! i definitely think that we cld have completed all the houses if we had better time management. and best is with a car.
loved surong's dog/puppy (i have this thing for calling small dogs puppy. cos of the size). it's like a baby!!! i'm looking forward to having my babies and a puppy/dog(s) in future! :D haha

sigh. aussie aussie.