gonna get heel spurs soon. or even plantar fasciitis. oh god.
and i'm so extremely disappointed with the the way things are DONE at that place. my tian ah. it's unbelievable. ME. having a mum who is oh-so-particular abt food and hygiene. SIGH. i wonder if i can really carry on. deception?dishonesty?sigh... ...

anyways, thank god for the break today. i got soooo much that i wana do.
1.go library and get sister's keepers! FINALLY. making reservations are soo much easier and convenient and soo fast too!
2.buy stuff. like. heel cushions?
3.cut hair? shld i? it's like 20$. sian.
4.read 19minutes
5.watch desp hsewives
6.F1 sign some contract. i dunno if i shld go.. cos my menses fall on that period. sigh!!!!! will they kill me if i miss one day of work?? but so far, i've managed to survive my '1st day' outside my hse with not too much trouble (eg. at bright vision & juz the other day at taka-so proud of myself please) but it wld be nice to have an extra job. to get some cash flow coming in...

i'm unwilling to buy all the things that i WANT. cos i worked so hard for it. i'll have to set aside a portion of it for my savings acct.

monday and tuesday

started work. nice place. was kinda freaked out when the customer started choosing their own flavours. was at a loss, luckily the others were experienced enuf to cope with it. and finally learned how to use a cashier. (eh, machine and person is same name ah?) hope i can rmb it for tmr. haha

today. went to suntan with jie. SIGH!!! why never get tanned?!?!?!?!?!?! ARGH! i still got that stupid rectangle though. time to go shop for a new one! ahahaha.....
lessons learnt:
1. die die also dun be in contact with sand! (soln: tanned at poolside instead)
2. tanned for longer time! 2hrs? 3?

oh god. why issit that when we're having fun, time seems to fly be oh so fast?! i dread work. i gotta go rmb price list and flavours for different colours. NO STRESS! wed to friday! shall get back to my jogging routine tmr!!!

holidays...
been reading jodi picoult's 19minutes and watching desp hsewives4 online. very nice!
think i've recovered from the supposed gastric flu.. now i really need to go out and run! if only it wld stop raining!
went to buy my pumps. juz bought the 1st pair tt i tried in the 3rd shop i went in.
spree-ing as usual.. saw a nice tote bag.. i really wonder why girls can never have enuf bags! i mean, each time i buy one bag, i'll be super pleased cos i think it'll last for all occasions, and then when i see the next nice bag, i'd say e same damn thing again. women.
haha. went queensway and saw a really super duper nice kinda bf shirt(but not exactly bf shirt). cost 38$! so ex! but it looks sooo sweet and pretty! i'll get it after my first week of work. haha.. the gd thing abt working. moolah. not a lot. but enuf to be used for buying things tt can never be too many. women women. why do we spend sooo much? i still needa save up my money for 4th yr!
gg to watch xinyi's ntu band concert at vch tmr. it's been sooooo long since i sat thru a band concert! looking forward to it!
and i think i'll be doing some crafts project this mth! unleash my creative juices!

kk now i'm bored. cos there's smthg wrong with the connection of the sound system. so no desp hsewives on this com. no music :(

i'm trying to stay positive abt the results and not even go anywhere near there.

i cried so much during the movie - money no enough 2.
usually it's juz eyes wet. but juz now. i really kept on crying..
it was soooo sad more than anything..
now i realise why the mum was part of the poster..
and it really wasn't abt the money. it was abt her love for her kids.
gosh. first time i cried so much...
and i was right next to my mum.

21aug08

615:started revising for neurosci
730:went to tapao breakfast
740:strange sharp ache in tummy
740-9plus: pain. vomit. diarrhoea. cold sweat. weakness in legs. inform tt i may not be able to take the test
10: went to doctor. gastric flu perhaps
1045: she called. D+ for prac test(how awful). so if i take alternative and still fail overal, i have to repeat module, but if i take today's paper, fail, still got sub paper. of course, there's the possibility tt i might do super well in my alternative given more time to study. but it cld be hard to do too.
1115: made the decision to leave for sch.
1145-230: decided tt i have made the correct decision of cmg. the paper wasn't that easy. the questions asked are those tt i'll prob not focus on. so oh wells.
245: went home
330: saw A LOT of cockroaches at the void deck. was horrible sight! didn't dare to take the lift initially cos one of the cockroach entered it too. called my mum to come down. but i saw another maid and her ahma go in the lift, no cockroach, so i followed them in. eeks. n i realised there are DIFFERENT TYPES of cockroaches. like more than 3 types at least.

so here i am. done. and completed with my exams. supposed to be doing trf for my oldnavy stuff. but i dun dare to leave my home cos of the cockroaches

anyways, juz wanted to mention tt i didn't really breakdown during this period of studying... i mean, there were times when i doubted my ability and my knowledge of the topics. but i knew deep down, that wateva question tt's thrown at me, i'll somehow have a ans to it(of course, smtimes the ans are wrong la) anyway. tt's good. my gpa my gpa my gpa. i really don't think can make it.. esp cos of cp and neurosci :( GPA matters a lot!

i wana recover from this gastric flu thingy. i wana go out and have fun!

MS was fine. thank god not much 'history' of the case study given. of course i left out some maybe minor yet still important points, especially for the NOF question. well well.. thank god for the good grades for the past pracs and assignment. i hope this will help to pull up my gpa cos i can bet my lousy CP and possibly the to-be-quite-jia-lat neurosci paper will soooo drag it down.

i dun feel tired rite now. despite 2 hrs of sleep from 3 to 5am and then another quick and nice nap from 8plus to 9plus am. i can't wait to get a good nite's sleep after all the terrible nights tt i was experiencing, tossing and turning, dreaming!!! damn waste energy leh.

tmr is the last day! less than 24hrs. sooooo exciting! gonna catch a movie with the class ppls. eat my nachos!! muahahahahahahahaha

let's go let's go!!

damn sian-ed over today's CP paper.
it's way harder than the physiology pract test lor!!! and seriously way harder cos i've nv seen some of the words before! and there's no way half marks will be given for MCQ!! argh! no wonder give until 2marks. so tough man!
ARGH! disgusted!

so now, i can officially say that my GPA will NOT improve, and i wld totally dread to see that it goes under that bare minimum. SIGH!!!
my dear teacher, can u please moderate the results?!?!?! PRETTY PLEASE!

i can probably say MS's mcq will be juz as tough. i guess there's a reson why they give 2m instead of 1. it really tests ur ability and ur knowledge of that stupid topic!

wateva wateva. let's juz get through this and look forward to the holidays.

neurophysiology paper. the day tt michael phelps get a rest day, and so i dun have to think abt his 6th goal while i'm doing my paper.

all went well, except for essays, which got me a little worried. cos from what i memorised, it didn't fit the marks allocation. like 8 marks for a certain question seem ridiculous cos there was only a few lines to it. Maybe he's being lenient, so for 4 sentences written, tt's 8 marks wala! hmm... haha.. i sure hope he's lenient in giving marks for the essay section! *fingers crossed*

but overall, i'm so glad i made it to the exam hall with not much erm.. anxiety.. well, of course there was some the night b4... sigh. joyce o joyce.. same old me..

gymnastics is really nice to watch btw. i'm sooo amazed with their talents and techniques.

can anyone believe this?!?! 3 days more to physiology exam, and here i am checking out the sinagpore waterski and wakeboard federation?!?!?! well, it's true. i'm kinda keen. but it's really unlikely tt i'll participate cos east coast is soooo far (trp will be ex) and so is the lessons..

oh wells. we'll see..

now i need to read my neuro first. before i proceed to physiology

IT IS TIME.
to get serious. to study.
i've got my 3 phases tt i need to complete for each module
1. PREPARE
2. REVISE
3. MEMORISE

first 2 sounds vague, but i know what i need to do.
so little time, so no time to be stressed! juz do what i need to do!! avoid breakdowns at all costs!

good luck to one and all.

we've been there, we've done that.
one more time, everyone!

yippee!
i totally feel that my CP grade is justified now that i see my MS grade!
okok, maybe Not Justified. but still. with relations to one of my previous post. i'm feeling GOOD.

and some ppls are juz so good with their practs! it does get me worried abt my chance of getting a scholarship.. i wonder how generous the hospitals or various healthcare groups are when giving away the scholarships.. hmm... PLEASE LET MY AUNT BE "SPONSORING" ME!! then i no need to worry so much.

i'm sooo unsure if i wana go. i need to have fun. but i dunno if it's worth the money. sigh.
wish wish wish..

LIMBEI! argh!

it's C+. kinda what i expected. based on how i performed. u noe, when i see the results. and i compare it with the rest, i can only be thankful of my grades. for i know- i didn't work as hard as the rest get this grade.

hmm.. improvements for GPA this sem? still on track.
i suppose.

had a good time at shokudo, with the newtown ppls.
juz a couple of pics..




at o'briens at citylink


at cosmo?(didn't really take note of the name of the bar. it's outside wisma)


erm. gotta start mugging. but i need the internet. no, i juz want it to be there to do *ahem* smthg.
wat a waste of my time.

so far, no signs of stress. yet.

somebody juz kill me and give me a slap in the face if i fare poorly for my cp pract tmr ok?

argh.

i juz dun get it.

and i'm such a slacker.

i better get a decent grade for my MS. otherwise, it's like i'm happy for nothing.

think my mum will kill me for having dinner out tmr.

sigh.

life's good after all
despite whatever tt is going on.
had a great time with the s55 ppls.. took lots of pics too:D can't wait to spend more time with them after my exams :D
katsu curry is tasty! i shall try tt dish in every jap restaurant i go in future. haha
found lifehouse's take me away & you and me. love them
managed to scrape by in that couple of 'little things in school'
love chatting with new ppls. hope the 'friendship' can last...
and bao is with kennethang! haha. totally expected tt.