i have a dream
a song to sing
to help me cope
with anything

i'm having trouble with leaving comments on other lj blogshop. and it frustrates me alot becos i really like the stuff tt i'm seeing, and i really wana buy them but the buyer will nv noe. and they dun seem to be replying to my email either. that's worse.
now, i can only trouble my fren to help me buy. i hope this sorts out soon. otherwise, i gotta start on my quit-onlineshoppingaddiction program. which is probably good for me and my wallet.

what defines the right guy?
looks? money? personality? character? persistency-irritability? LOL
can the lack of one trait be covered up by the rest?
how confusing, isn't it?

anyway. f1 done. super fast. super fun.ok not tt fun la. except the parts where we were soo clueless wat to do during our super long break!!!! HAHAHAHA. alonso won. wat a turn of events... who wld have thought?

hmmm.... wonder if my shirt will ever come thru.. will the buyers reply my emails for those dresses? oh maybe i shld take it as a sign tt i should stop all this money wasting activity.

hope to get some decent cash from selling my new Alevel books later at bras brasah!!

F1- first day. BORING. super disorganized. i probably only work 30min out of the 10am to 6pm shift. seriously.
cos there were SO MANY of us, we rotated among each other to shop jalan and to work.
before my fren n i were on our way to tap out, these 2 italian MEN approached us.. started talking. then one guy said he actually wanted to BRING US IN TO WATCH THE RACE. LOL. hello! read our tees- ticketing! we dun need tix to go in!!! hahaha.. those dirty men.. he said it quite clearly tt he was looking for singapore girls to go watch the race tog.. aiyo.. they have approached the wrong ppls! haha. (but i'm flattered.) in that ugly shirt and pants i was wearing, they still wanted to ask moi? but they, or rather the man i was chatting was very nice. haha. if he was younger and hotter, i'd have said yes immediately!!! LOL. interesting.
ohohoh! muz mention this. angmohs GALORE. yiipppeee.. hahahaha *grinning from ear to ear*

and for those who are wondering why i was sooo selfish not to share my nachos on the day of mama mia - i had a bad encounter once. 4 of us went to watch a movie, we shared the nachos and popcorn. so initially i was holding on to the nachos, then i offered to the other 2 at the othe end. then AFTER A WHILE. i juz asked them to pass, and OMG! only crumbs left!! CAN U IMAGINE MY HORROR! my favourite nachos!!!! i was soooooo pissed, lucky i didn't pay much for it, cos there was a discounted price. but still, u can imagine how mad and upset i was not to be able to eat much of my FAVOURIT NACHOS & CHEESE (FROM GV PLAZA SOMEMORE!) so there's the story. i'll never forget that and i will NEVER LET THE NACHOS LEAVE MY SIGHT! esp not when there's NINE OTHER PPLS! fyi, i offered to ap(who declined) and i did let yh have some as requested. ok! so next time ah! buy ur own nachos!!!! I AM NOT SHARING MY NACHOS!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

MAMMA MIA!!!
with 9 other bandmates!!! OMGOSH!! how fantastic tt everyone cld make it.. and i muz say.. everyone loved the movie rite?!!!! it is really way way way nicer than i thought it wld be. anyone from band shld catch it. anyone who enjoyed HSM and hairspray shld catch it. anyone who loves abba shld catch it. anyone who loves to sing shld catch. anyone who's anyone at all shld catch it!!!!

and.. oh god. the GV nachos!!! fantastic! u see, the key abt eating nachos during the movies is to actually eat it BEFORE the movie start. or immediately when u sit in the cinema. cos the cheese is the nicest when it's the warmest!!! and so. that's why i'm abt to have a terrible sorethroat. damn.

online browsing forever. everyday, everytime i go online. sadly nothing appeals to me...

F1 cmg up. hope my menses doesn't affect me, better still, wait until after sun6pm then start k.

and i'm so happy someone finally bought that top which i didn't like!!! but i discovered a yellow stain after confirmation. totally not my fault, i had no idea where the stain came from. too bad i guess. sorry buyer. really didn't see it until last nite. and after all, she's buying it at less than 6 of the original price. can't expect to be that perfect rite. haha. i'm so evil.

went alps cafe with kiki & jac. pretty cool place i muz say. love the ambience there. wasn't too sure why there were man u fans present too..
the clubs songs were pretty nice.. i've always wanted to learn them.. but some were kinda.. vulgar. though others were super funny..
the other chelsea fans were a pretty cool bunch.. except for a few.. nvm. wld love to go back there once more!
did i mention there were a couple of cute guys? haha

i need some space. i dun need someone to cling on so much. give me a break can?

and i dun feel like giving tuition anymore. i'm surprised by my own attitude. but yea. after a couple of no pickups and no return of phone call. i can't imagine how in future i wld have to postpone any of the tuition sessions. and thinking up til the time when i have to go for placements.. wldn't be too good to bring all the germs to the kid's hse rite?

had a nice dinner with soo many ppls last nite :)
bought my 21 jeans. 2nd pair of the week :) haha. i realise the colours are pretty similar but one is closer to being black.
i'm so pissed tt i didn't open the door to see if the postman was there juz now. i only saw thru the hole. dammit. now i have to wait 2 more days to go collect at cresent. maybe i shall swim too! yay :D !
erm. need to deposit my moolah soon. otherwise sure anyhow spend.
f1 training aka more like briefing. hope the 3 days will have nice soothing weathers!!! today's one sux like hell

soo many plans..
sun. meet kiki for chelsea match
mon. mama mia with ntmb bunch
tue. shopping. again! omg!
wed.???
thu. mahjong with nyp ppls?
fri-sun. f1

and there. one week gone.
oh god. i so scared. hols are ending!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOBSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

finally a new blog skin.
and fyi. whoever in their crazy mind who's interested in reading the archive- the link is actually over the tiny square box. -.- who wld've thought so?
not exactly enjoying the current j.p's salem falls. maybe all her books revolve ard too many characters. can't seem to keep track of 'em all..
did i mention i fell on both knees while doing my extremely slow jog ytd? ya. and this time, there were both slight abrasions and major blue blacks. so bad tt if i lie on my tummy. it actually hurts the knee tt's in contact with the bed. say 'ouch'!
soo many ppls are putting up posts on sgflea. i think it's hard to sell my pumps. less than 24hrs, and mine is under the 'earlier posts'. like who'll bother to see rite? i actually wldn't mind trading mine with this other shoe seller. but her feet is bigger than mine. sigh.
i bought a pair of jeans under the bargain section at f21 for 24bucks! OMG. means i have enuf moolah to go buy the black pair at wisma. kinda pissed when i cldnt find it in the vivo branch. and their labels for all pants are dn long pants. like duh.

:D results better than expected. it's really a surprise to me. except for the lousy CP and Neurosci grades[which i totally expected. thank god it wasn't worse than wat i thought]. erm. i dunno how to say this.. but i suppose i really am better than what i think of myself. of course, it also comes back to the point tt - there's a possibility that there has been moderation.. so i'm not that gd either :S

anyway, it's worth a celebration :) i totally deserved that 50$ for my F21 jeans please mummy!!!

results out in 6 hrs time.. wasn't really thinking abt it until i met up with the girls at timbre.. it was quite nice.. place was pretty quiet, prob cos it was a mon nite. thanks to rest for the mini treat :)
went out with sw earlier to shop and dine. oh god. i saw and tried on the perfect pair of black denim jeans tt i so badly wanted! but it's abit low. like squat down can see butt liao. HAHA. but i think i'll do my precautions and i shall get it! right after i get my pay!!! saw my acct balance juz now. OMG! ALL TIME LOW MAN! dammit!!!! wat's wrong with me?!?!?!?! seriously need to sell my stuff away. ASAP
anyway, i kinda have other issues to 'deal' with... so it's kinda occupying my mind more than the results. but i REALLY HOPE I DUN HAVE TO TAKE SUB FOR NEUROSCI! PLEASE!!!

hmm.. anyway, plans for the REST OF THE HOLIDAYS:
1. go exercise! aiyo. i feel so paiseh to be a PT who can't pass the 2.4
2. read all jodi picoult's novels! brilliant!
3. sell some stuff and get moolah
4. revise? LOL. seriously. the thought of CE2B not very erm. positive. it's almost like a make or break period.
5. go for sunway lagoon trip?! yes please!

ya. dun make so much to-do lists lah. usually also can't finish.

BCLS passed. but secretly i'm worried someone else will look at the slip and disagree with ly's decision. but i think ly is really super nice to me leh! i offered to be the first one to get tested, she let me chose the model and she gave me a couple of tries to print the slips before letting me pass as a first attempt! oh god. i feel so relieved.

can't wait for work to end. but i think the pay will be like no pay, cos it'll juz be covering all the losses and spendings tt i've made over the past mth. and then i have all the time in the world to read my novels. GO JOG!!! i dun wana fail my 2.4 :S and shop.. and dine with my good pals :) sounds like a good plan. and i really hope that sunway lagoon trip WORKS OUT!

sian. tmr cpr theory paper.
it kinda reminds me of driving test. although i nv gone through it. but i think it's quite similar.
hmm... its really quite similar leh! lol
take it easy joyce. it's no biggie. 2 attempts each. if not take outside, then muz pay. i think i can do it. so many ppls have done b4 me lor and they pass too. so how tough can it be RIGHT?



right.

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OMG?!?!?!?!?!
hmm...
chei.

was kinda strange. wat took place juz now.
and then i read that
so now, i think it's really kinda confusing. like. mixed signals?

OH god.

but RIGHT NOW. i'm thinking. wth man. *rolls eyes*
hmpf.

mooncake festival job.
dun like the aunties. even though they do help to boost the sales. cos young ppls like me are not as convincing and as experienced as them. but still.
heel pain. back of knee pain. starting to see my veins in my leg clear-er. possibility of varicose veins arising. YUCKS.
erm. learned that graciousness is a 2 way thing. customers-pls be more polite and courteous. dun try all 13 flavours and DUN BUY ANY.and juz walk away. tt juz sux lah! like c'mon man. there has to be one that u like rite??? and can u all like pls acknowledge the person greeting u or smthg?? cos obviously the person is trying to catch UR attention. so even if not interested, juz a smile or nod or shake of head will do! seriously.

been looking out. will. juz looking. at the HEs and SHEs and THEMs. if anyone even know wat i'm toking abt.

can't stop online shopping. even though there's nothing in particular i wana get. i still do it.. sigh. looking forward to my pay.. heard its by cash! woots!

You are 11:59 a.m.
You are late-sleepy relaxation, the half-awake moment when you realize it's morning, but you don't have to get up, because there's no place you have to be. You are that cozy spot under the covers where everything feels temporarily perfect, even if you know you'll eventually have to wiggle out and start the day. Maybe you're the artistic type, who doesn't function well on a normal schedule. Sleep's important to you, and you like the freedom of sleeping as late as you want (especially since that is closely related to the freedom to stay up as late as you want). You like to roll out of bed, put on some comfy clothes, and get a laid back start to the day. If not everything on your list gets accomplished, no worries. Your only priority is having no priorities ? you just want to take things at a slow, mellow pace.