first case of h1n1 in sg. i hope it doesn't spread. i want to finish my clinicals, finish my fyp, go to HK, and graduate as planned. no surprises.

anyway, i was in the toilet when the news came on abt the girl who returned from NY. and i thought abt my dreams. not wat i dreamt when i slp, but juz in general dreams.
i'm a very simple girl, quite easily contented, and i try to count my blessings every now and then.

my dreams are
-get a physio degree
-i wana work overseas
-get married. hopefully to-you-know-who-and-no-it-doesn't-have-to-be-mr.p-but-i-wouldn't-mind-anyway
-have kids. omg. i really wana have kids with the above mentioned..
-travel around the world, gg to places like europe,states,ozland,(no, i dun wana go india and get molested when i arrive at the airport nor do i wana backpack ard china(minus HK and TW). sorry, i won't waste my money liddat.)
-i want to work til i'm 40. i hope my husband is the heir of some CEO grandpapa.
-i want to stay in a suburb and be like one of those desperate housewives
-i want to keep my friends close to me so all our children will grow up getting hitched or being BFFS

if i have to choose between travelling and having a family. handsdown the latter wins. unless the guy i marry is a jerk. in that case then i'll probably remain single and travel ard the world for the rest of my life.

yea. btw, i think i finally finished lit review.

happy21stbdaycherylteojiahui :D even though u probably won't see this.

i'm abt to finish my lit review. not finish finish to the extent that i can submit it, but just to the point where i need a couple more evidence to back me up, and an editor for my poor language.
and i feel like writing a post, so here i am.

i saw a couple of pics on fb.
will one change if she moves from sg to aussie to study? like, will the personality change? her dressing definitely yes - cos of weather. but also like her style(summer time) will be better too right, compared to if she had stayed here in sg. Probably becos AM tends to dress up better and more... and in sg, when it's hot, i'd rather stay home then dress up, go out and sweat in my pretty clothes. haha.
Personality will change becos she isn't really who she wants to be in sg, but if she goes to aus, she will find it more comfortable? how can that be true? i dunno.
when she returns, how will she see the rest of her friends? will be be comfortable with them? (well it depends on who she hung out back in aus - AM vs asians? but then again, the asians could very well be AM-type)
why do college students like to drink alcohol? i mean SERIOUSLY. why????? why is it such a big deal? will i go to a party and there won't be any soda available? that will be terribly awful.

i took a canto test on fb and it says CMI. DIE man. seriously jia lat liao. better get amanda to teach me during the coming break. i forsee ppls will look at me with a long neck and tease and taunt me like how he did when i was 9. a traumatic experience i muz say. lots of scarves!

lots of work to be done over the next few weeks. i'm anticipating for the wk 11 to arrive. when it comes, it'll have to leave. hahaha. nonscence. i juz wana get things done and over with.

had dinner with amanda and angie at kimgary last fri. reason? none. juz wanted to spend time with them? how can friends be friends for the sake of buying presnts and celebrating bdays? it's the fun and comfortable-ness, and a really good distraction away from all work and stress. bonding time is always fun for me :D

belly dance class is fine. 2 down, 2 more to go. hmm. i'll probably take the next level after i return from HK. muz make use of my membership mah.

a new wk awaits all of us tmr. let's do it!

i have been not-nice aka mean to a fellow classmate. SIGH. how am i ever gonna get accepted by my peers in future?
dateline of lit review is postponed. my level of ambitiousness has dropped too.
i have trouble finding sureties. so many of them are either sureities for someone else or are being bonded alr.
i still have problems with my fringe
i need to run
i love to eat
the 1 hr nap i took juz now was pretty good
i need to prepare for tmrs tutorial but i'm still stoning over my agilit lit review
i hope bala can see us tmr.

i need to change my blogskin soon. words are annoyingly small these days.

tue's PT clinic is so far off from reality. shoots man. SHE is gonna kill us on friday.

sch days have been rather long.. today was bad. i have too much to do, too little time. WHY TOO LITTLE TIME? becos i start sch at 8 am and i have to go bed before 1 in order to have enuf sleep to tahan the next day, but when i reach home from sch, i'm juz mentally drained ALREADY to even do any of the enormous pile of work.

i tell myself, even as Y3 as tougher, i muz still find time to enjoy life. and so, this saturday, i will start with a belly dance class, followed by a buffet treat courtesy to my fren.
and next sat, i get to go to a holiday resort at sentosa :D the high class kind ok? not the stupid small chalet. hahahaha.

oh yes. i juz rmbered wat's supposed to be the main point of this post.
the past few days during lect have been a blur.... i tried my best to keep focus, but at times i got too tired and sleepy. but obviously i can't sleep in class, so my mind drift off to something.. someone. MR.P.... hahahaha. *seriously man, i need to move on!*
yea, i was reminiscencing the old days... the day they called my name juz so i cld turn ard and see mr.p walk pass, or tt we're both waiting for our frens at the atm. the changing of seats so tt i have a better view of him eating. the final day which i still find extremely embarrassing, and the day i saw him doing grocery shopping wif his gf at cityhall and YET STILL SO EXCITED ABT IT. hahahahaha..

OH. those good old days.
i secretly wish tt one of my CE3 placement is done in sgh. for i noe i won't be there for the next 3 yrs after i grad.

i am quite anxious/worried/scared abt PT clinic tmr. i wonder issit due to my LOW SELF-EFFICACY? or the fact that i know that i actually DUNNO ALOT OF THINGS.
i'm afraid that i'll be 'exposed' tmr, in front of my peers, and the PT there.

BUT THEN AGAIN. it's better to make mistakes now and LEARN rather than screw up my reputation in the future rite?

JIA YOU JOYCE.

i love my friends :D

it was wonderful!!!!

long weekend started on fri- went simin's place to play her wii's rockband and HSM!! SO FUN! i sux at the games, but i believe with more practice, i'll do better!! then we proceeded to aiping's condo where her celebration was held. ambience was 'romantic', but rather dark. THE FOOD IS YUMMYLICIOUS. i swear if it wasn't close to my bed time, i wld have finished the whole packet of penne! cos i do love pasta!! and the best part? LAUGHING TO MY HEARTS CONTENT. omgosh. being ard with these bunch always make me laugh as though i haven't laughed for the past 10yrs. sy was soooooooooooooooooooooooo extremely funny(not juz the embarrassing moment) but her imitation of a prc was damn hilarious!!! ah. it was super funny la! i totally enjoyed myself with the great food and awesome company. thanks guys :D love the pressies u guys gave :D and happy bday aiping!

then on sat! the s55 ppls met up for a mini project at amanda's hse... haha.. hope everything turns out well.. and it was yet another funny gathering with angie's unfortunate buys and mediacorp's many shocking and 'gay' revelations. hahahahaha/

i juz simply love my friends :D including the PT ppls :D

thanks all of u! totally made my day/weekend :D

cheers to many more funny moments in the future!!!

bikinis are all so pretty :) if only i had the figure to flaunt it every wkend. it's so sad i can't go tanning cos my tanning pals are in aussie :( when i have the courage, i'll go alone. until then, i shall. not. tan.

went for a belly dance trial juz now :) went pretty well. i wld love to take up lessons and eventually do a tummy roll (or wateva tt's called). now that money is not really a limitation, i feel that i shld be more active outside sch!

went to 'made with love'- the shop at PS tt sells scrapbook supplies. omg man. i feel like i shld start buying stuff there regularly cos they're all so pretty.. and engage myself in a mini-art project every now and then. note to self: keep track of receipts from tt shop.

haven't done much this wkend except to go thru the work beh lect notes. gotta do laundry now, and if i dun fall asleep after tt, jogging wld be a great idea too!

i like long wkends :D