x3

x3 is not bad... especially the popcorn part.. haha.. i meant, i enjoy eating the popcorn... so tasty. yum yum.i dun usually eat popcorn during movies.. i think i'm addicted to it..
the show itself.. not bad.. except that some ppls have v little parts.. like cyclops:( then, that boy with wings, whom we all thought will have some major role, turns out to be juz another ordinary mutant... the climax part.. was alrite.. the show is too short!!!

yay!!! hols are finally here!!! can concentrate on revising for bt2.. however.. i'm worried i might not be revising my work in the most effecient method.. hmm... and then there's the GREAT SINGPORE SALE!!! so tempting!!!

MI 3

went to watch MI:III.. is pretty good... impressive.. but the plot abit.. expected.. ya.. then there were some quite ridiculous scenes... like:

1. the part where he flew fr from building to another.. (i tot it was a remake of spiderman la! it's so... very impossible!!! i guess that's the reason for the name of the movie. ..but still... he should go audition for spiderman 3 or smthg..)


2. this is the 'off' moment'. the part where ethan ask the wife to switch on the switch, and then he suddenly ' stop! ..... i love u'.!!! argh! like so outta place... it was such a crucial moment leh... and the way he said it is like.. very casual... ya.. quite funny tho.


3. following that, when we all tot he was dead, and the wife was doing CPR... couldn't wake him up... then we all tot he really die liao.. then the wife got so emotional, she started banging on his chest.. THEN, he suddenly woke up, sat straight and point the gun at this already dead guy... this part quite er.. 'not logical' abit fake.. hehe.. but i'm glad he didn't die.


overall, the movie is pretty good. i'd give 3.5stars.. i juz didn't really appreciate maggie q's acting.. no.. maybe the fact that she's asian.. sorry.. she looks really gorgeous tho.. and there's the other cute guy.. but the 3 other person in ethan's team seem to have v little show time.. ya, the action part pretty impressive..


ok.. after this, i hope to watch posiedon and x3..

sian.

yesterday's weather was very good.. very cooling.. however, i still failed the 2.4 test.. felt so bad.. cos cheryl ran with me too.. wasted her effort.. so sorry...

then, during chem spa, i made a utterly stupid mistake.. i wrote alcohol first instead of aldehyde.... so dumb la!!! this is the outcome of PURE MEMORISING!!! rah!


then there was this discussion abt the ymca proposal.. we all got very pissed off with tc.. i dun want to talk abt it anymore.. he's juz such as asshole sucker.


the nicest part of the day was the band concert.. it was super good!!! not only were the music, there were great visual effects too!! like the cute surong!!! haha.. she so cute la!! and i was impressed with that jeremy tay guy.. he played euphonium so well... so sweet of him to dedicate the song to his mum... too bad yihui wasn't there to watch him.. oh, then there was the gd-looking saint's alumni guy, benjamin yeo.. looked like a matured version of surong's peanut.. haha.. but benjamin is so much better looking... :)

deep shit.

we're in! (happy and sad) we're in deep shit(sad)

we're selected to carry out our proposal for the YMCA-Citibank youthforcauses.

i'm speechless, overwhelmed with mixed feelings.
huixin is very upset and stressed out in the super dramatised form..
Aiping & Shiying are both juz.. shocked


our proposal really sux. really. look at the budget plan, it doesn't make sense at all.. it's so amateurish... [my heart is still pumping pretty hard]


things can really go outta hand.. bio spa aside, i still have to commit 4 days of cip at aviva open(that i'm interested) but now that there's this stupid.. [it's been so long since i last use the F word] so Fked up... i'm really.. in deep shit


initially, it was my (stupid) plan to juz ANYHOW write a proposal and hand in, so that our testimonial will look ok(at least we participated in smthg)... we weren't expecting to get in.. afterall, the proposal really sux. it's totally my fault. i'm sorry.


if we're j1s or j3s, i certainly dun mind carrying it out.. but j2s! i juz got back our report card.. not fantastic.. consistent, according to ms soh ( but i think it's more like consistently bad). i'm supposed to spend more time on studies la... at this rate. my testimonial will look fantastic.. and my grades? HORRENDOUS.


good luck to me..

confusion

went for the health care tok on fri.. there was 2 toks abt pharmacy and lab med, whic i felt were TOTALL BORING. not the speakers, (although they were) but the career itself.. eeks! besides, i wldn't have the grades to get there (sa only had 6 ppls gg to pharmacy in 2004) ya, finally the last speaker came on to tok abt physiotherapy.. i think it's really quite interesting lor.. it's not like the job requires much of those chemistry and complicated stuff.. i mean, the body is complicated.. but i'd rather work on helping people than researching on some new drug... i noe, i may not appear as the super sociable kinda person.. but i feel that i would wanna have a career that allows me to interact with people, rather than being in the lab!


ya, e speaker informed us of the routes to that physio. includes gg nyp(the only local option) for 3 years to get diploma before converting to a degree which takes 1 yr, either overseas or local. there's a scholarship too!! my gosh!!! i want! for speech therapy, which i was also kinda keen.. there are NO LOCAL institutions, so MUZ go overseas.. (no way).. THEN, the most shocking part(worrying, actually), is that she say the the competition for the course is pretty stiff.. 50 outta 200!!! i was like, jaw totally dropped! at that moment, i tot, there is absolutely no way i can make it there. no way. and then i was like, shit.. if i dun take physio, what am i gonna do?? oh no!!! i'm so freaking worried and disappointed and rejected...


how how? on the way back, angeline and i were like saying, we shld study very hard, so we could both get into the course.. i'm like.. er... 'if u get in, i can't get it liao.' oh sshit. how?! if i really wanna get into the course, i'd have to really STUDY VERY HARD!!!


but then again.. what if i dun like it? wat if i get into nyp and then realise that i dun like physio.. wat am i gg to do?? 4 years leh! i dun wanna waste my life away studying for smthg i;m not interested in. personally, i dun think we shld juz 'see what our grades are first'.. i think at this stage, if we each know the direction we wanna go, studying for the rest of the year will be so much 'easier' cos we'll keep our purpose in mind and not give up until we reach that goal.


it is very impt that i figure if phsyio is the path that i wanna take... hmm.. i'm so confused... then again, if i really want physio, can i get the grades? i'm soo freaking dejected now.. only abt 10 weeks to bt 2.



bio spa sux!!

bleh.

the sch say they'll do smthg abt our pw grades.. hopefully they'll review how our stuff are graded, and regrade it, so tt they'll give a more 'deserving' grade.. and they did gave a good reason for their 'slow' response- saying it's becos of the long weekend break. ok fine. i'll see what they do...


went for blood donation today.. had a full meal at 1 plus.. then waited for ping til 3.15.. surprisingly, there were alot of ppls at the bloodbank today.. alot of male workers... ya, so i was kinda nervous abt whether i'll faint.. cos i DID felt dizzy and faint the last time i donated blood... so, the first 'injection' the staple shot - was actually quite painful... i was like... ouch! ok, not so loud la.. then went into the room... waited for quite long, before the nurse came to help me.. and the first anticeptic(i can't spell!) shot was also quite painful... i was supposed to relax the stressball, but i still squeeze it, then i saw that the vein(or wateva) kinda swelled.. hurhur..eeks! then afterwards, she inserted the needle.. also abit pain, cos she seem to have forced it in more.. aiyoyo..

overall: PAIN


after the donation, immediately after e nurse took out the needle, my heart started pumping really hard, and ONCE AGAIN, i felt dizzy!!! it was so argh! headache, cold sweat breaking out(due to low blood pressure, NOT the hotness). i was thinking to myself : I AM SO NOT DONATING BLOOD EVER AGAIN! ya.. the nurses came over.. the doc came over... fanned me, gave me drink... ya.. made me feel better... then the nurse say, 'next time u come, tell the nurses to give me a smaller pack for donation...so, u dun really have to stop donating blood, juz donate lesser'. that makes sense.. and so i felt.. ok maybe i'll give it ANOTHER shot.


then i stood up, and walked to the cafe. surprising i was feeling OK.. very good. no dizziness.. i could get my own refreshments w/out feeling dizzy... and i took a BUS home!! haha...i wanted to take cab, but all hired... and ya, i didn't faint on the way.. i felt normal...


so, overall, it was good and bad.. bad, becos my dizziness was immediately after the needle was pulled out(the first donation, i still have time to tok to ping before i felt dizzy).. the good thing, i recovered very much faster from my dizzy spells.. haha...


i'm starting to rethink abt the 50 donations... BUT i'm willing to give it another shot...

feeling the heat already.

rahhh... juz started doing the math revision hw for those who've failed bt1... i can't do!!! i feel so useless... i juz can't rmb stuff... it's mid april liao... next week is gonna be super busy.. got napfa, chem test, LOTS OF ASSIGNMENTS to be handed in, 4 shifts of cip, tuition... my gosh... THIS is wat JC LIFE IS ABOUT.. except that i lack a proper cca(which i replaced it with cip).. then, i still need to train for 2.4, cos i hope to pass at the end of the month(which seems abit too fast, now that i look at my fully packed schedule- it means i only have a week left)


block test 1 results were horrible even though i sounded relieved at my previous entry.. i'm really at a loss as to what i can do... so much to study. so little time... 18 years old... it means i've been in the edu system for like 11 years!!! my gosh... suffered so much... i wish i could juz end it at As... unfortunately, in such a MERITOCRATIC country like spore.. As will get me NOWHERE.. and it's not like my As result will be fantastic anyway... wat to do?!


yh told me she may be gg for overseas studies... i'm so envious... if only my folks were WEALTHY... (i'm contented with what i have liao, tho..)


i'm at this phase again-i'm really clueless... i dun wanna study for the sake of studying... i need an aim... but like what yh says, reality is more than often different from what we really want... studying marine animals is what i'm interested, but my grades and financial status are saying 'impossible. be realistic'.


hmm.. it's 9 now.. i shld prob snap back to reality - finish up my hw.. go to bed... and hmm.. stop thinking abt pw and start dreaming of jeff wong!

argh!

yesterday, we went to get our pw results.. i was telling shuwei that i'm expecting a 3 cos ms soh already said our class did badly. and yup, i was rite, the whole class except deb got a 3. i was feeling ok abt it lah.. 60% of the sch got 3.. so, maybe we really screwed up.. "MOVE ON", i told myself.

last nite, i went for dinner with ap, wl, simin, yh, des, xinyi. i asked abt their results.. and they were like mostly 2 except dunno who get 1.. and i was like!!!!! what the hell?!?!?! ok, i dun tok abt jj and pj. but, ap, wl, sy and yh all got a 2!!!! no offense to them... but if they got a 2, shldn't i get a 2 too?!!! afterall, fr wat i heard fr them, for each component of their work, it seems like there's alot of mistakes even up till they hand up the last draft... and mine is like, most requirements were fulfilled... so why issit i get a 3???? i dun usually make this sort of statements, but i seriously feel that I DESERVE BETTER THAN A 3! like, c'mon, i did 5 PIs leh!!! some of the others did like only 2 at most?! and ms soh was definitely pleased with my final PI draft... and for the rest of the components, i did until the comments given were satisfactory before i hand in. so i was really pissed with this shit result.


today is my bdae.. i didn't wanna tok abt pw... if fact i was fine with my results UNTIL i heard the other ppls.. i'm so ARGH!!! my class got a 3.... 28 outta 29!!! like, isn't it WEIRD???? how's that possible??? if like one third got 2.. then ok , wateva. but 28 of us!!! and it's not like deb is the only one who's eng is gd.. other ppls like jac and sw, their stuff always got praised in class.. what happend???!!! IN MY OPINION, there is seriously something WRONG with the TEACHER!!! whoever that teacher is.. my goodness, can't she/he like rechecked everything if she realised the whole class 3s??!! it makes no sense at all... it's NOT FAIR! if they wanna make it fair, get cambridge to grade us instead! that i'll have nothing to say!

and poor ms soh and gary and whoever in the class who blames themselves. it's none of our fault.. and it's definitely not ms soh's fault! in fact i think she did a wonderful job in explaining the requirements for each component, and she was so nice that she marked ALL of our drafts(there's alot cos everyone kept redoing in order to fulfill ALL the requirements) ... so i feel sad for her too... she did so much work, all of us did so much work too! and this is the kinda grades we get???!!! c'mon.. there muz be smthg wrong!


complain to the sch?! oh forget it!! all they gonna do is find some way and juz shut our mouths(like they always do).. it's so ARGH!




ANyWAY, now that i'm done shooting my mouth off.. i shall lighten things up.. first of all, i wanna thank my class ppls, angeline, lj, sw, cheryl, eve, mel, surong, sheena, jo, huixin, wm, amanda, for the cute pink/grey le coq sportif jacket they gave.. nice jacket, nice price... hehe:) and then there's the whole other gang : simin, ap, xinyi, yh, wl, des, for spending the nite, till 1130 with me at orchard... and the presents they gave.. thanks alot ppls!!! love u all!!!

...

today was supposed to be a good day.. there wasn't supposed to be any 2.4.. at least not for the few of us who didn't do 5 stations last week. so i was feeling pretty good.. no tummyaches in the morning...


so we had chem lect... i muz say - mdm lee is really a very effective lecturer.. .she may be very fierce at times.. and her voice can be quite sharp and loud.. but she can really drill the stuff into our head.. it's like, we dun really have a choice but to listen. hopefully she'll lect us more often... unlike for other lectures, like math.. i'm super easily distracted cos i dun understand, and the lecturer is so slow and soft, and she juz doesn't get things across...


anyway, the not so good part abt the day is pe. mr ho casually said that everyone will be running for 2.4.. so i was like.. hmm.. 'can't be.. i dun think so..'. then he got kun to lead us to doing warmup..at that time, it was pretty dark, and looks like it was gg to rain anytime soon. so i kept praying it will rain, so we no need to run. Next, someone ask him 'are we all doing 2.4 today?' and he was like 'didn't i say already? we are all doing 2.4 today!' oh shit!!! what the hell?!?!?! i'm so not prepared.. he blew the whistle. and off everyone went... no choice lor.. juz run... and i was praying so hard that it will NOT rain.. cos it'll affect my running... in the end, it did rain.. not v heavily, but my glasses were covered with raindrops, and i felt as though i was crying, when it's juz the rain drops. yup, so i took 18.24min.. fail, but still an improvement from my 19.50 in my first trial... so it's ok.. i'm alrite.. actually, i kinda predicted my timing... it's gg according to my plan.. so HOPEFULLY, i'll get a better timing at end of the month.. maybe bronze... that's my aim anyway...


yup... that's abt all that happened today.. anyway, i juz realised that i was actually the one who asked jeff wong to take a pic.. hehe!! and before that, on day 1, i our eyes met a couple of timess when he was getting ready for the match!!! yea! ya.. he looks super cool in his tight jersey, and super cute in his casual attire.. (sigh) i juz can't stop thinking abt him..

standard chartered singapore sevens

okok.. i'm so happy!!!! i've got loads to tell..ok, went to do cip at national stadium for the standard chartered spore sevens.


on fri-briefing/dryrun = blah blah... we were late...(i was rite abt the timing tho..hehe).. so, were were told our duty was to bring the teams to their holding rm before their game starts.. simple. btw, we also saw ronald susilo running, on the outer perimeter in the stadium.. oh, and we all spotted this cute guy whom we all agree is cute.. (according to eve, she caught hime staring at her 3 times. hmm...)


sat= got our teeshirts.. dryfit x2. so we started.. the canadian team was early.. they were warming up, rite in front of the voluteers(us).. and i saw this cute part where they lift each other by their butt!! so cute!!! i got it on video!!! haha.. yup, china was early too.. and then the rest of the 16 teams start streaming in..

so, i was in charge of these few teams on sat - scotland(nice coach, we tok abt the weather).they quite auto.., i haven't say anything then they move to holding rm liao... that's not the same for korea, and japan tho.. can't even communicate w the ppls... ya.. so.. while i was outside the holding rm, ALOT of players passed by... and i was juz like.. trying not to make it obvious that i'm look at them.. some of them even wrapped in towels and then come out of changing rm.. so embarrassing!(for me!).. haha.. but i saw that they actually wore smthg inside.. yup.. so that's abt wat we did.. during our break, we also went up the grandstand to watch the games.. ok, so at the end of the day, we were all sitting at the volunteers area.. watching the players sign autographs for the ppls... and i wanted to take photos w them!!! but i was SO SHY!!! i didn't dare too... ya... so many cute and gorgeous hunks! AAAHHHH!!!! there's this canadian one, the hongkong no.9!!!! er... ya.. can't rmb liao... but the hongkong one was the main one, cos he's so extremely cute... he pass by me like a couple times!!! (sigh.) ya.. so basically.. tt day i was super exhausted.. and very upset and disappointed at myself for not taking any photos WITH the players.. ( i did took photos OF them... )


sun= bad start! the ic was like.. 'today is gonna be v impt.. we're gg to cut down on the no. of volunteers.. if u're not needed, go up to the gallery and watch the math.. and DON"T take photos with the players cos their matches will be very tight..(blah)'. ya, so i was super sad and down when i know i can't take photos with them... argh! and then during noon, we heard that mel and eve took pics with one player! i was so jealous!!!!

BUT THEN, at ard 4 plus 5... somehow, i went to look for eve and wenmin, who were hiding out at the holding rm area.. and i reluctantly yet excitedly stayed.. (cos when i enter, i heard the ic scolding some guy) ya..so we waited.. and finally! i took photos with some of the guys.. a few only la... eve and wenmin took with almost everyone who were not getting ready for the match.. ya.. but i wasn't sure of their name.. and i cldn't rmb their faces.. so there was 1 guy, who we took with, and i almost wanted to take with him again! hahaha..


then afterwards, we went for dinner.. the best meal so far.. cos everything was WARM. ya.. at that time, i was like.. still hoping to take pic with hongkong no.9. his name is jeff wong. but by the time we went back, i didnt see him liao.. we went to the carpark.. thankfully hongkong's bus was still there.. i wanted to stake out there one.. but eve wanted to watch the finals between england and fiji(fiji won). so AT THE END of everything.. we were like all looking for players to take photos with.. (we=me, wenmin and eve) security was prett tight.. but we still managed to get a couple of photos.. thankfully, the ic wasn't at that area where all the players were... [oh, there was this england player who DIDN"T take photo with me, he says to do so after the match, but in the end, no time, and i only saw him wrapped in a towel, and walked to the bus:(]


ya, SO, we were all waiting at the area, waiting to take pics with the england players.. and the next thing i knew - jeff wong!!!! woohoo!!! he walked out with a couple of frens..playfully hitting one another... i hurriedly nudged at wenmin... and i took a photo with jeff wong! yay! at first i tot wenmin was too fast, cos i saw the flash before i was standing next to him, but then went i got into position, he placed his arm ard my back, and i manage to nudge closer to him(eeks, i juz rmb my face was super oily! haha.. hope he didn't feel that) yay!! i was so happy la!! And after that, he smiled at me and said 'cheers!' my gosh!!! AAHHH!!! So cute!!!!! [He's on my display pic, ya.. he's abit short.. in fact, one of the shortest players.. but he's extremely cute please!!!!! I can feel his bubbliness and friendliess and everything!!! ]


yup, so tat was the main part... all in all, I took 5 solo shots with the players... ok lah.. although I didn't take with that Canadian and new Zealand players..nvm... I've got JEFF!!! Hoots!



So that's basically all.. I was so freaking happy the whole way home.. when I reach home, I cldn't sleep at all!!!! Cos I juz cldn't stop smiling and thinking of jeff… (sigh.) I think I finally fell asleep at 1 plus and somehow I woke up way before the alarm clock rang(at ard 5.30) and yes, I was smiling!
Oh my.. I'm juz so crazy over him rite now.. he's like my latest obsession.. oh my gosh!!! I love jeff!!!


random stuff- 1)i saw a player's naked butt!!! not on purpose!!!! they didn't close the door.. and i juz happened to glance in.. and there it was.. hmm.. so embarrassing.. lucky no one saw me seeing his butt... 2)alot of players from fiji and england juz wrapped a towel around their waist and walked to their bus at the end of the day.. 3) the england player i wanted to take with looks ABIT like andy roddick.. aiya.. i really can't rmb...


overall= an experience i'll always rmb!!! esp jeff wong!!!

Unbelievable!!!! woohoo!!!

i've got so many good news!!! i dunno where to start from!!! haha...

let's start from.. bio. okay, so for the bt1, i've got F for math and E for chem. so i tot i'm basically a goner and will have to meet parents cos there's no way i can get a B for bio to get 30 pts overall.. so.. (this part abit kiddish... will sound like a 3yr old being praised for getting the abc right. but i insist on writing cos it juz made my day).. Yup, so, ms ng was gg thru the mcq, then she was asking which statement was incorrect.. so there were 4 statements rite.. she asked me the first which i couldn't ans.. and then she asked the class abt the 3rd statement, which no one ansed.. and she said 'hmm, let me see who did well for the cardiac cycle'. so she looked at her list, looking at the bottom few,(thinking it cld be liyuan), then looked from the top, and then she said 'joyce, it's you again.' woohoo!!! it meant i did well for the que!! i was so overjoyed.. haha.. but i was thinking.. maybe it's only that part of the que... okay.. then she return the structured which i failed.. but still managed to pass if i add it up wif the mcq marks.. THEN she returned the essay part... and i got 15.5 for one of the que!!! haha.. i was so happy.. i calculated and found out i got a C..(which deb considered as anti-climax cos ms ng made it sound as tho i did excellent.. ).. anyway.. i'm happy.. cos i got the highest for tt particular que... (see, i told u.. i sound so immaturish as i write this sort of pri sch stuff... can tell how depressed i've been.. so anything, no matter how small, that makes me happy..has made me happy!).. ya, so at that pt, i got a overall of 25 pts.. C E F


then came to gp. i wasn't sure what i'd get.. esp for compre.. cos eve said mr pang didn't like those with long ans, and mine were pretty long.. so i was kinda worried.. ya.. so for compo, i got 28.. and shuwei got 30(highest), and she was saying before tt in the toilet, that she may not do so well.. bleh. ya.. then ms soh give out the compre.. according to marks. starting fr the highest.. so she was like ' cheryl(yip), vic.. .. joyce! you also!!' i was like - so shocked !!! and can hear that the class is shocked & surprised too.. cos they were ''woah!!!" quite loud.. ya.. everyone including me, were surprised... i got a 32(+1)..so happy:) yup, so that was a B4. which means 5pts.


so overall, i got 30 pts!!!! on the dot.. dun have to meet parents!!! my goodness... i can't believe.. this has happened 3 times!!! i was juz so close to failing to meet the 30 pts, since CT1, and promos(which i failed if not for the small tests here and there) and now the BT1!!!! i really dunno how it happend!!! i juz feel so overjoyed rite now.. it's like some sort of miracle.. hmm.. maybe there's some guardian angel out there looking out for me... either that or i shld have more confidence in myself.


i noe i noe.. 30 pts! can't even make it into any uni lah.. but still.. i managed to do better than what i've predicted.. phew.. i feel like the luckiest girl on earth!


so that was happy event no. 2. after that, me, sy, and aiping.. we were deciding to go to TOUCH community.. to ask for the stamp for our proposal.. but we made a call first.. the ic wasn't available until after ard 4.. so, me and sy decided to make a trip to mac first.. and see how it goes.. at ard 4 plus.. we called sharon, the ic, but to no avil.. so sy called may tan(another person) and asked for the email add of sharon. but then maytan said sharon was back but she's juz on the phone.. so, she asked for my no. instead.. so, i was v. worried and.. at a loss.. cos i scared when she calls me, i may not know how to tell her abt our proposal... then 5 min later, sharon called back.. and since we were in the area and she was free, we went to the office to meet her.. me and sy were like so nervous!!! sy had wanted to leave, after giving my no.. but luckily sharon called back before sy had time to go..

so.. we met her! so, at first we were waiting at a office.. then both of us were like.. oh no.. oh shit.. how how??? then i was like.. 'calm down.. treat this as a learning experience.. we're amateurs.. but it'll do good for our future..'
so sharon came in, and she's actually quite a nice lady.. she explained to us abt how the Touch com operates and stuff.. so.. at first it was kinda long.. and i was wondering when she'll look at our proposal.. finally.. ard 20min later, she allowed me a chance to present.. i was not v good.. but i managed to get the idea across... and she seems okay wif it.. she added a few stuff tt we cld add on to.. and then she said.. "okay, so can you'all fill up this form? while i go get the stamp." i was like?!!! that's it??!! ohmygosh!! so easy!!!! i was so happy and on top of the moon, sun and wateva!! it was really an easy deal.. and sharon was such a nice person.. like ms soh.. cos at first, i tot these ppls wld be v strict and diff to handle.. but then it turn out okay.. phew! so, we got the stamp!!!! yea!! and we were so worried that we wldn't even get a stamp and then we won't be able to submit to ymca.. but now that that's done.. all we have to worry is whether we'll get selected or not.. i am super anxious.. cos on one hand , i'm afraid it might take up alot of our time, but then since we were able to get the stamp, it feels like we shld do something in return for the favour they have done for us.. and at the end of the session sy was saying she was feeling cold all the way(nervouse).. only to find out that i was my skin was colder than hers.. haha tt means i was more nervous than her..


so.. that's everything that happened today! so happy... i dunno wat to say.. hahahahhaha yea!

bleh.

while i'm blogging now, i'm so envious of my frens who are lunching at nydc.. i so looked forward to this day... but i got cramps... so suai... tummy aching...

the past few days were tortourous... this morning i got tummy ache, and i tot was stress... so i was like: ok, calm down. dun worry too much.. fail then fail.. I WILL BUCK UP. yes.. so rite before the paper, i went to toilet and realise IT'S HERE... what are the chances? i know it will come, but RIGHT BEFORE THE START OF THE PAPER?? well, at least i was in sch, so i didn't really have a choice of whether to take the paper or not. if i were at home, i think i'd have pon the paper... the paper was like, wat ms ng said, doable. i cld't ans 7 marks worth of que.. mcq was ok, cos quite a few came from tys which i thankfully did the nite before.. so, i think shld be can pass ..

as for chem and math.. >.< cannot make it... chem mcq maybe still can... but the rest... then for math.. so frustrating!!! first page still ok. then reach 2nd page, i know how to do the que but i juz couldn't get a proper value !!! then liddat more than 10 marks gone! the rest of the 2 que was almost 30 plus marks which i couldn't score at all!!! sure fail one lor.. argh!

now, all is over.. juz gotta wait for results.. but rite now, i think i'm moltivated to study even harder. YES I WILL!

ya, but still muz wait for my tummy aches goes away..

sick and stressed

1)this past week was really horrible... felt sick almost every morning... had to shit at home.. then go to sch/mrt and shit again... it's not the normal one.. it's like as though i stressed until i need to shit... argh! i think it's like history repeating itself.. back when i was sec 2, i often had tummyaches in the morning on the days when i have tests... then these stress related tummyache 'vanished' when i got into sec 3 cos i'm immuned to the difficulty of tests.. then now.. this past week had made me feel that i'm starting to get tummyaches due to my stress..

2)had 5 stations trial... phew.. thank goodness i pass for all.. but 2.4km.. haiz.. sure fail one.. i'll juz try my best can liao..

3)block test 1 coming up... but there's so much tutorials to do.. how to study?

4)amazing race is coming back!! woohoo!

cny

i'm actually done... no more visiting... all finished in one day... nothing much... cny is juz holiday... not much abt gathering wif relatives...


i shld probably delete hers... makes me feel weird when i see those stuff... i shall move on!


federer won!!!! woohoo!!! haha... marcos lost... hahahahaha.. i feel so mean... but i'm juz so overjoyed tt he lost!!! u noe, i wldn't have hate him if he had not beaten roddick... anyways.. i'm so glad he lost... although i'd rather he lose to roddick than federer.. haha.. but still, good job federer!!!

sobs...'aussie open'

i am so sad... roddick lost the fourth round, to some unseeded guy... i missed the first 2 sets... but from the third set, i could tell his opponent(marcos b.) was pretty good too... and i have no idea why roddick simply didn't go after any of his shots.. i think it's the distance prob...
moreover, marcos's supporters were so loud and noisy, like some tribe.. i think that kinda distracted roddick... he looks as though he was freaking out in the 4th set... i feel so sad for him.... but at the end, i think he was impressed wif his opponent too.. he said' well done, good job...'... haix.. i feel so sad for him...


then after the reporter tok to marcos... he asked him whether he'll be watching his next opponent's match or celebrating wif his supporters.. he say he'll sleep.. then, the reporter ask abt his girlfriend.. and then.. somehow.. it led to him saying his coach will be watching the match while he'll be sleeping.. wif his girlfriend... i was like... woah.. haha..ok.. ps: i hope he loses the next rd... muahahaha


well, i juz finished changing my new year wish.. gonna replace the one on the board... cos i seem to have bad feelin abt.. *ahem*.. ya...


anyways.. there'll always be a winner and loser in a competition.. it's not like Roddick has never lost before.. but i'm sure he'll grow to be even stronger.. and hopefully he'll do better next time!

what a relieve...

was such a cold day ystday... somemore 3 hrs of lecture in the cold cc and lt. lucky i got bring jacket, but the hair on my legs were still standing...

yup, then after sch, went to mediacorp to support sheena!!! which i almost didn't make it cos i was such a glutton... ya.. ate at pastamania.. gulp down the minnestrone soup, then finished the baked rice, and had a slice of haiwaiian pizza, and like 2 strands of spagetti... ya.. so i was feeling damn bloated.... and sick.. couldn't burp which i desperately needed... ya.. lucky got huixin there to be my first aider.. so i felt better and decided to take taxi wif the rest to mediacorp...

then we squeezed our way thru the reception... waited in the oh-so-darn-stuffy place... my tummy was aching again... then FINALLY, they let us in... and led us.. only to make us wait at the carpark..(and we met the police and thief guy... the police only lah.) ya.. i was still not doing gd cos it was kinda hot there and i wanted to sit down..

FINALLY, they let us in... walked down like 6 flights of stairs before we entered the tv theartre. ya. so we, supporters of F1.. were supposed to sit at the extreme right, and those wif the posters were to sit rite in front... since i wasn't feeling well, and didn't want to sit in front, me, huixin, liyuan and gary ended up at the back sits... and ms soh, her bf and ms ng were at the very last row... ya, her bf is so tall, one head taller than ms soh.. quite cute... but too fair liao.. haha


thankfully, the moment i sat down.. i felt very much better.. no more pain.. ya.. so there was this 933 dj giving us instructions... asking the audiences to cheer...i tot our sch was well prepared... and then i saw the F2 fans were like.. woah! screaming.. and everyone had a poster their hand...
ya, we really paled in comparison...

ya.. so the show went on... saw the 2 hosts.. and realised junyang is awfully short... and he and sugi stood next to the M1... my gosh.. how embarrasing... both were one head shorter... funny lah...

ya.. sheena got in.. woohoo... the last 2 girls left were the ones with the loudest cheers... but still.. the least no. of votes... so in the end, the F2 got out... quite sad lah..



ya, my dad & mum were there to fetch me home.. how sweet(and surprising)... so, we reach home juz in time to watch the recording of the results show... ya, and i realise sheena really needs to practice her thankyou speech... sounds wrong..haha.. anyway, i'm juz glad she's in..

new sch, new year

have been 3 days at this sch... ok lah... wake up at 6am.. reach sch at ard 7.10... ya.. the sch is quite big... like a maze.. but i think i'm starting to figure out the routes.. lessons so far are pretty alrite... think i need to start revising the past yr's work cos i have absolutely no idea wat's gg on in class, esp the org cmpd part...


yup, then... PE.. on wed, we took height & weight... then i tot, dan ho will juz ask us to run a few rds and let us of... INSTEAD, he led us to run one rd around the track..then finish, i tot can rest.. INSTEAD, he continued to run behind the gallery... hmm.. maybe to drink water... NO. ran past half the 2 bball courts.. and which i tot will juz continue gg ard... THEN, he led us to run ard the buildings... yup.. i was the slowest... as usual... sad is kun and chao were supposed to run at the back.. so, ya, they have to hurry me to run which they sort of failed cos i cldn't go any faster to close the gap... [oops! sorry guys!] THEN... reach the track, 3min water break... hmm.... THEN... 'alrite, come to the track.. girls go first. 3rds, below 7min30 sec' ... yes, so we did it, boys juz after us... as usual, i was the slowest... (yawns..) ya.. took almost 11 min... horrible... last part, dan ho was pretty sweet, saying how he appreciated our effort... "Even the weakest is strong", glances at me when he said that.. ya... not sacarstic... quite encouraging... almost tot i'd tear... which i didn't.. so.. ok, DONE.



then today.. thu.. had PE at last period.. was hoping it would rain.. which it did for 3 times.. however, the very creative dan ho had his own way of doing PE... running ard the sch... within the buildings.. gg UP.. and DOWN... then UP... along the corridors.. then DOWN... total is 15 min.. but i think i took more than that... y, i tried to keep up with the front ppls... but only managed to do that for the first rd ard the sch...yup, once again kun & chao were asking me to run faster... i wanted to leh! but then, i tot, if i run to close up the gap, i'd have lost energy to continue... make sense rite?! ya.. but lucky they got pause to wait... although, by the time i reach their 'resting time' they would have continued running liao.. haha... anyway, he let us off early... WOOHOO! thank goodness... yup..



alrite.. overall.. ok... i will try harder next week... to keep up and run faster... *prays hard*.. haha...

end & beginning

ok. the year has come to an end liao... and i have to say, it was quite a horrible year.. academically wise... my grades are all like C or E or close to O... so jialat lah... next yr how to take a lvls??? actually, i think i've like wasted the past year... didn't really study... didn't really understand lectures.. didn't really complete my tutorials... the supposed only achievement of this past yr was that i pass my 2.4km run... w/out cheating... haha.. oh, and my first blood donation too.


But coming to a new sch and being in a new class, i have enjoyed the company of my new grp of friends - shuwei, cheryl, huixin, wenmin, angeline, limjie... & the flowergirls... of course, i haven't forgotten my sec sch frens... whom i still keep in touch with like simin, xiny, aiping, shiying, woeilin and yihui. and this past year was more about going out... wif frends.. enjoying their company... and juz living the moment... trying not to care about other stuff..


then came the dec hols... well spent, i would say. i'm not gonna complain how i've been slacking.. and not doing hw or revision...i would say i have slept for very long... replacing some of the hrs that i used for studying... and i have enjoyed watching all the tv shows... that i have missed while cooping myself in my room... and i haven't listen to any radio since the start of the hols... let's see, i'm gonna miss alot of shows.. such as: oprah! the nanny!(my favourite!), ch 8 drama like the current one - love concierge and the 3 lucky stars, ch 5 variety tv - ameria's next top model, [oh, and amazing race is coming soon! - this i muz watch]... and all the cable tv shows... oh, and i watched king kong (movie of the year!) and Oi! Sleeping Beauty! The wake up musical... which i loved & thoroughly enjoyed!!!


next yr a lvl liao... i really hope to do well.. cos my olvl grades was like no way here nor there.. and i really wanna do well... afterall., i need to enter uni... so my grades muz be very decent, if not excellent.. to get into my choice faculty... hmm.. wonder wat i'll choose... hopefully, a scholarship for overseas studies will juz drop upon me... hehe..

christmas @ cheryl's & the drama production

went to cheryl's hse to celebrate christmas wif wenmin, surong, mel, amanda and latecomer(as usual)- shuwei... yup. had pasta... (which i already ate in the morning) watched charlie and e choco factory. i dunno whether it was boring or that i juz felt like sleeping during the show... and the small man singing and dancing were eeky...

ya, then watched the rainbow connectn again... agrees wif the others that this show abit senseless and is not logical... abit diao lah.. then we exchanged presents... i got cheryl's homemade cookies and mine key pendant went to shuwei...


ok, went to watch the play ' oi! sleeping beauty! The WAKE UP Musical' it was a wonderful show... so funny... esp when they involved the audiences... like the part where the cat ask the audience to tell Dawn that he's not there. and then dawn asked the audience where is her cat. some kid actually shouted ' he's not there'!!! haha... then got the kiss and kill the princess part...


oh and there were these 2 irritating guys sitting behind me & yunle who laughed SO LOUD and so distinctly. according to sources, these 2 were the costume designers which explains their absence at the second half of the show.. oh, and they sang really well!! the Prince bin Charming and Dawn... oh, and we realized that there was a mike on dawn's forehead!! amazing...


overall, i loved the show!!!! i dun mind coming for their next production.. but it's quite ex... $30plus onwards... but it's really wonderful!!! support local productions!!!

cip & band fest.

1st- cip. have doine 3 shifts of cip... it's quite good lah... juz sell the booklets and funpacks for abt 1 hr plus.. and then give out the feedback form at the end of the show for another half hour... AND the total cip hours is actually 3.5 hrs!! ya.. cos when the show starts, there's not much for volunteers to do... so can juz slack... ok. so the more 'eventful' shift was sunday nite. wif wl and yl. we met ADRIAN PANG!!!! like O M G!!!! okok.. i noe.. it's adrian pang only... not like it's pierre png or zoe tay.. ya so.. he was wif his family, his kids.. but i didn't really see his wife... so. i wanted to approach him at like.5 min later to ask him to buy the stuff.. then the next thing i noe.. yl is like 4meters ahead, walking in his direction.. ARGH!!!! ya.. so he bought for her.. oh.. i think he's really sweet to his kids... they are like less than 5... maybe 4... and so he helped them to write their wishes... so cute lah... like he was kneeling down... his hand over his kid's hand... writing down the wish... sigh....
THEN we met ben soh and wl's fav teacher leonard ong... yup.. so they bought a pack from both of us..
THEN... during the interval... i saw adrian pang playing with his 2 kids... so sweet lah... at one corner where i almost missed him if not for yl... ya.. and it was only the 3 of them.. w/out the wife.. so i din ren xin to borrow him so that i cld take a photo wif him... sigh... ya.. and that was the last time i saw him. the best memories will forever be kept close to my heart

2nd - band fest. ok.. i hate to say this.. but this yr's band fest is kinda disappointing.. first is the starting of the first piece by the first band.. i was like... huh?? ok.. then the next thing is there were hardly any shuaige playing the percussion... i rmb the last time i went there were so many lah... but come to think abt it.. i was like sec 3 then watching jc ppls play.. but i'm now watching ppls of my age.. so maybe dun look as attractive... THE MOST IMPT PART - i saw the usher boy.. so cute! i swear i spotted him first whom yh disagrees. watever. didn't notice his name.. as usual... ya.. and during the interval, i asked yh to take his photo which she unskillfully... DID NOT.. nvm... so i practically spend the next half of the concert thinking abt him.. haha.. not really lah..i did listen to the music.. but the seats were really uncomfortable... so.. after the show, we came up.. but i noticed his was gone... hiaz.. ya. and then we met up wif simin and mr tay, who kept on toking abt aiping's sis..he siao one lor.. like some old che go pek(pervert).. BUT THEN FINALLY... i saw him again.. wif yh.. he had changed to his polo tee.. looking .. well not as cute as he was with the usher attire on.. haha.. and.. no chance to take his pic.. as usual... but again. the best memories will forever be kept close to my heart

so.. on the way home wif wl.. i was telling her i think i'm gg crazy cos of my craziness over the shuaige... first it's 'johnnie' then it's now usherboy.. i'm so huachi lor... i shld prob stop this kinda behaviour... so horrible... i'm gg nuts!!! and the worse is i still dun have their photos... eeks!!!